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Ender

So don't let the world bring you down..not everyone here is that fucked up and cold...

About Me


I'm the whitest hispanic you'll meet. I wasn't raised in a hispanic family. I guess you'd have to know me to understand it? Some people tend to not get that concept.
I find beauty in everything. I smile a lot because I enjoy the little things in life. Little nuances in peoples speech, the way a couple looks at each other, the way a kid finds wonder in things we take for granted. In a world so incredibly fucked up it's good to know that good still exists. Gives me hope that humanity isn't completely lost.
I am as comfortable at an opera as I am at camping. Black tie events or a house party. I do enjoy the more casual of the two sets moreso though. Theater has been a huge part of my life. I've been absent from the stage for awhile though, I will make my glorious return!
I am annoyed by conservatives, the religiously pious and political correctness. Oh yes and the all too familiar double standards in this world. People who think they are more important than the fella next to them piss me off.. majorly. I don't care how much money you have, what you do for a living or who your daddy is.. get to the back of the fuckin line like everyone else has to. Oh yeah.. and I greatly dislike when people just assume I speak Spanish, because I don't.
Life has definitely thrown it's curveballs.. but I wouldn't change too much in the past though. I'm a strong believer that everything in our life leads us to the people we are today.

My Interests

I think my friend summed it up best: Good Food, Good Drinks and Electronics.

(but i shall expand on the other stuff in life) Music, theater, karaoke, beer (and lots of it), sushi, cheese, piercings, tattoos (don't have any yet but I appreciate a job well done), body modification history, cuddling, psychology, criminology, serial killers, forensics, humanity, philosophy, wine tastings, castles, gardens, Aquariums! (I love aquatic life), the paranormal, art galleries, museums, historic towns (ie Williamsburg), reading, all things computers (well. except programming. I suck at it.), fire performance, scars, cruising on a beautiful day, fishing, camping, bonfires, a light breeze on a summer day, Spring and Fall, sailing, animals, horseback riding, sun bathing, fencing, Pugs, world dances (ie. african, waltzes, polkas), video games, geek culture and well I give anything at least one try.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who likes good music and good conversation
Looking for old friends from Camp Laurel South, French Woods Festival and SIG at Vassar College/Bryn Mawr.
Or perhaps I can find some old Mirage BBSers.. my former handle is FallenAngel.
***NOTE*** I do not just add people. Send me a messege and we chat and then maybe I'll add you. I'm not here to up your friend count.

Music:

Nine Inch Nails and Guster are probably my most favorite bands. Also.. Big and Rich, Spearhead, Audioslave, Stone Temple Pilots, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Incubus, Nirvana, Counting Crows, The Black Crowes, Ben Harper, Evanescence, Tom Petty, Bob Dylan, Pink Floyd, Korn, Anathema, Stabbing Westward, Frank Sinatra, Indigo Girls, Fiona Apple, Joe Satriani, Jeff Beck, Bruce Hornsby, Beck, Jimmy Buffett, Old Metallica, Grateful Dead, Dave Matthews Band, Our Lady Peace, Bruce Springsteen, Foo Fighters, Coldplay, Billy Joel, Bad religion, Goldfinger, Dar Williams, Tori Amos, Jewel, Eric Clapton, BB King, The Beatles, Jimi Hendrix, The Doors, Wyclef Jean, Sarah McLachlan, Janis Joplin, Ray's Music Exchange, Green Day, Iron and Wine, Frou Frou, Remy Zero, Ray Charles, Stevie Wonder, Johnny Cash, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Lounge Against the Machine, DaVinci's Notebook, Tuft's Beezelbubs, Arrogant Worms, Tenacious D (worship Jack Black), Sublime, Phish, Beastie Boys, Staind, Silverchair, James Taylor, Sheryl Crow, Stevie Nicks, Eels, Ravi Shankar, Dire Straits, Mark Knopfler, Led Zepplin, Marilyn Manson, Eminem, Lifehouse, Josh Groban, Liz Phair, Rage Against The Machine, Disturbed, Godsmack, Moby and in general.. The Blues .. ooh the list goes on.

Movies:

Which B-Movie Badass Are You?
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Boondock Saints, PCU, Garden State, Evil Dead 1&2, Army of Darkness, Hackers, Casablanca, Sin City, Die Hard, Mel Brook's Films, Festival Express,100 Girls, School of Rock, 5th Element, The Anchorman, The First Twenty Million... , Donnie Darko, Spider-Man, The Godfather, Donnie Brasco, Fight Club, The Crow, The Princess Bride, Moulin Rouge, Lord of the Rings, Labryinth, Almost Famous, RHPS, Goodfellas, American Beauty, Girl Interrupted, Snatch, Ocean's Eleven, Half Baked, The Matrix, and anything with Bruce Willis or Samual L. Jackson.. or both!

Television:

CSI, House, Law and Order (in all forms but Trial By Jury), Mr. Bean!, American Idol, So You Think You Can Dance, Ghost Hunters and Chriss Angel Mindfreak
Oh.. can't forget Invader Zim
but honestly.. I really don't want that much tv anymore.

Books:

When Rabbit Howls, Sword of Truth series, Shel Silverstein, I Never Promised you a Rose Garden, Where the Sidewalk Ends, The Giving Tree, The Hobbit, Ender's Game, Harry Potter series, THe Odyssey, On the Road.. there's many more but they are escaping my mind..

And for comics I love Johnny The Homicidal Maniac, Lenore the Little Dead Girl, Spider-man, XMen, Punisher, Doonesbury, Dilbert, Cathy, Get Fuzzy

Webcomics: Something Positive, Questionable Content, MacHall, Apple Geeks, Penny Arcade, The Mows, Dominick Deegan, Queen of Wands, Sexy Losers, Shaw Island, Butternut Squash, Goats, Everlasting Party, Monster Guy, Surliness there's a lot more I can't think of right now

Heroes:

Everyday heroesFire Fighters, EMTs, Volunteers, teachers and so on..

My Blog

Dancing is your soul singing

After my last post I just decided to post a few of my most favorite dance routines from So You Think You Can DanceAllison and Ivan - Why by Annie Lennox1 Top 10 Group Contemporary by Mia Mich...
Posted by Ender on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 07:45:00 PST

So You Think You Can Dance

I just wanted to post this video.. Mia Michaels is.. such an amazing choreographer. This dance she created is a reunion in heaven.. with her and her father who died of lung cancer 2 years ago. Just th...
Posted by Ender on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 05:31:00 PST

Parents suing MySpace?! Ugh...

Alright.. let's discuss this..http://www.cnn.com/2007/TECH/internet/01/18/myspace.la wsuit.ap/index.htmlThe lack of parental responsibility these days is ridiculous. For those who do not wish to click ...
Posted by Ender on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 08:19:00 PST

Work is going too sloooow

I am slowly going crazy 1,2,3,4,5,6 switch slowly going am I crazy 6,5,4,3,2,1 switch..   What i'd give to have some Scrubs DVDs.. or House even.. argh.
Posted by Ender on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 07:50:00 PST

Writing while dumb.

Poorly argued blogs get deleted.. yeah. Gotta stop writing when I just wake up. Off to get some Dunkin Donuts coffee.. it's an addiction.   Side Note: Calligraphy is hard......
Posted by Ender on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:44:00 PST

Quotes from Bash.org... because I'm bored.. and easily amused.

TriPod11: bush ain't THAT bad...he kinda knows what he's doinidaredbeet08: Please, Monica Lewenski had more President in her than George Bush ever will.----Dude, I was eating a chocolate bar in my kit...
Posted by Ender on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 11:26:00 PST

Ah the 80's

So coming up I have a wonderful party to go to.. and I must dress as a 80's rock symbol.. so.. I need ideas.  
Posted by Ender on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 07:43:00 PST

A Fall drive in the rain

Today I drove the roads I've gone down so many times before.. memories, good and bad, popping out at me at every turn..beckoning me to not forget my past.. I had forgotten the names and thought I had ...
Posted by Ender on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:55:00 PST

Disgusted with politics

I am.. DISGUSTED with entire (former) Senator Foley case. I am disgusted by the fact that politicians can be the most evil, vile monsters in this world but hey.. they know the right people to make sur...
Posted by Ender on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 04:31:00 PST

Rules of the Bar!

More people should follow these:1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour.2. Always toast before doing a shot.3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first cha...
Posted by Ender on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 11:53:00 PST