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Tesko (GQ)

"Speak your mind, even if your voice shakes"

About Me


"If they ain't feeling me, then they can't touch me! "
[x]I'm pretty down-to-earth, spontaneous, indecisive, and very good at confusing people. I'm inked up and love it. ..if you wanna see it..just ask! [x] I love trying new things, and I love exploring places...especially when I have my camera with me. I love all forms of art and photography. I tend to have more respect for the dead than the living. [x] I love to dance, all will often do so at random ANYWHERE.[x]
I believe in being yourself no matter what, and not trying to impress anyone. You are in this world to live upto your own expectations, and no one else's [x]
If you want to get to know me, that's fine, but keep in mind I am overly sarcastic and completely silly. I state my opinion, no sugar coated crap from me. You get it straight, and if you don't like it...oh well!!!
I believe in Karma, and am a highly spiritual person, so if you fuck me over, my friends, family, or my planet and the creatures of it, you'll get yours threefold.[x]
AIM = Ask me for it...if i like you i may give it to you
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My Interests

[x] Abandoned places, Abstract things, Archery, Art, Atari, Body mods, Camping, Candles, Castles, Cemetaries, Comedy, Concerts, DANCING, Drawing, Exploring, Fire, Foamy the Squirrel, Freestyle Walking, Graffiti, Haunted Places, Hiking, Honesty, INTELLECTUAL CONVERSATIONS, Museums, Movies, MUSIC, Nintendo, OPEN MINDS, Parties, Photography, Poetry, Quotes, Randomness, Raves, Reading, Road Trips, Spirits (Ghosts), SPOKEN WORD, Spontaneity, STARS, Theater, Traveling, Video Games, Wandering, WRITTEN WORD[x]

I'd like to meet:


I accept all walks of life - I have no prerequisites for being my friend. Must have a sense of humor, and can accept high-doses of sarcasm. ;) On a very important side note: I don't believe in racism, sexism, facism, etc. There is no reason to have them. They just make the world a more dismal place, and I for one won't stand for anyone like that. Everyone should attempt to lead positive lives. No matter what. The people I have crossed paths with in my life are the people who made me who I am today, and for that I am forever thankful.

[x] STRENGTH [x] UNITY [x] RESPECT [x]

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Music:

I LIKE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC
ACID, 303, TECHNO [x] ELECTRONICA [x] JUNGLE [x] DnB [x] HARDCORE [x] BREAKS [x] SCRATCHING [x]NYHC, NJHC, [x] INDIE [x] CLASSICAL [x] WORLD [x] SOUNDTRACKS [x] JAZZ [x] TIBETAN CHANTS [x] CLASSIC ROCK [x] ROCK [x] METAL [x] PUNK [x] ETC. ETC. ETC...
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Movies:

I love almost all movies - I'm a movie freak... lol here are just a few I like a lot...
[x]Mindhunter, Friday the 13th, Texas Chainsaw, Psycho, Dementia 13, Freaks, White Zombie, Dracula, Evil Dead, Night of the Living Dead, Gummo, Kids, The Julien Donkey Boy, Resident Evil, Creeptales, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Vampires, Basquiat, Batteries Not Included, Black Sheep, PCU, Boondock Saints, Full Metal Jacket, Braveheart, History of the World Part I, Labyrinth, Mallrats, Momento, One Flew Over the Cucoo's Nest, 12 Monkeys, Pirates of the Carribean, Powder, Crazy/Beautiful, Any Disney Movies, Howard the Duck, Killer Klowns from Outer Space, Schindler's List, Session 9, Se7en, SLC Punk, Sleepy Hollow, Stigmata, Requiem for a Dream, Romper Stomper, Hackers, Taking Lives, The Cell, The Notebook, Saw, Nightmare on Elm Street, Basket Case, Faces of Death, Army of Darkness, Wiard of Oz, etc..etc..etc...[x]Horror ~ Gore ~ Thriller ~ Comedy ~ Sci-fi ~ Fantasy[x]

Television:

Invader Zim...Futurama...Simpsons...History Channel...The Learning Channel...Discovery Channel...Animal Planet...Family Guy...OZ...Carnivale...CSI...MST3K...Twilight Zone...Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends!!!!
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Books:

I Will Bear Witness, Angels & Demons, Grim's Nursery Rhymes, The Richest Man in Babylon, Night, A Night to Remember, Any books written before 1930, The Teachings of Don Juan - A Yaquai Way of Knowledge, Anyways, Being Peace, The Four Agreements, etc.
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Heroes:

My mother.... 9/1/1951 - 5/26/2006

My Blog

My insurance company rocks!!!

    I am sooooo freaking happy right now!!!  My insurance is renewing in December for 6 months and I saw what it's renewing at:$314.33 / 6 months.  $52.39/month paymentThat fu...
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 12:23:00 PST

Confusions setting in....

I'm a little confused with myself right now....I'm rather happy and content with my life aside from the usual monetary issues/worries and the loss of my mother.If this is the case....why do I feel so ...
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 10:02:00 PST

This Past Weekend...

I feel the need to reflect on my past weekend.  IT WAS AWESOME! Friday night was fun.  I came home and was a little cranky, but after I got over myself, all was good.  Jamie and I sa...
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:24:00 PST

Happy Birthday Mom......

Happy Birthday Mom! I love you so much, and I miss you incredibly... Just know that you are in my mind, in my heart, and in my soul forever... You are a part of me... I love you. Gail Marilyn Me...
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 02:28:00 PST

When it rains..... it pours.......

So aside from my mother dying two weeks ago... Last night my grandfather passed away too... Life just keeps getting better... *le sigh*     
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 12:48:00 PST

So upset / sad / depressed.....it's overwhelming...

     Some of you may already know - Friday May 26th, my brother and I decided to take my mother off all her medications and reduce the oxygen on the ventilator and let her die peac...
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 09:55:00 PST

so upset...

so upset..... can't explain it all.....want to cry and scream ....
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Thu, 11 May 2006 07:27:00 PST

Tag! You're It!

Here are the rules: Once you are tagged, you must post 6 [six] things about yourself which are either weird, unusual, habituary or just plain fun to hear about (and true!). Once you post these things ...
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Fri, 05 May 2006 06:53:00 PST

Wow... I got lucky....

So yea... I was TOTALLY dreading doing my taxes this year because of my fucked up situation... 5 w2's from 3 different states a 1099 form and other various tax stuff Total $ made for the 2005: a litt...
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 11:57:00 PST

My back... do do do...

Okay.. so they didn't have a little icon for "constant annoying pain" so uncomfortable works.... ... my back is fucking KILLING me, and I don't know why.  I really didn't do anything that would ...
Posted by Disillusioned Nightmares on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 09:06:00 PST