One thing I know in my heart I will never lose my memories of those held dearest to me. No matter how bad my health deteriorates/spirals the 2 most special people in my life will always be with me. I hate myself for hurting you, I hate myself for ever bieng a part of your lives. You will be happy now my burden is no longer around you and I promise you will flourish both of you. Hate me by all means I accept that you could. My tears are all yours.
Don't tell me I am sweet. Don't tell me I am nice. Don't tell me I don't deserve what I get, I deserve all of what I get. There are 2 sides to every story. The same applies here. You only see one side, fool you. You see both sides? Well aren't you privileged.
I am the portrait of human destruction. There isnt a pain unknown to me. I have inflicted so much misery on this world I have destroyed so much. Talk to me if you need advice on the subject of mental health. I know much. Talk to me if you too destroy all that you cherish and drive away all who are close. Talk to me if you want to smile, I can help you smile. My name is Matthew Porter. That is fast becoming obsolete though. To those who have been there for me through all the darkness I thank you, you mean much to me. Come learn something new and exciting. Come learn something dark.
You're never more at risk than when you think you're safe.
Its not so much a storm just a cloud that lives inside of me.
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