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laura

I am wasted and wishing as I rise to the sky and the emptyness of lies!

About Me

Time for an overhaul of all the past rubbish i had to say about myself. I'll be honest i like to talk but i like to listen too, some of you think me uncapeable of this though and so i get left in the dark. I love bright colours and sometimes they're the only thing that keep me happy. Music is a favourite thing of mine. I love glow in the dark things some days they are the only thing helping me sleep. I'm a pessimist and i very rarely do happy. I'm ENGAGED! :) Applied to uni hopefully get york. i passed my driving test! and my amazing fiance serving over in germany atm :'( ni miss him lots. At college doing another set of a-levels cauz lets face it my last set weren't good enough. Then i plan to go to uni but i'm working on getting that far. I'm a poet and it's how i show basic emotions because sometimes i just can't find the expressions. I love creative n artistic things but i'm not talented in them. I like films and i'm fussy as i'm told i'm fussy about everything. Plus i just can't sit still long enough. Still working out this relationship thing but there's always the feeling i'm just not good enough eventhough i am treated as a princess. I have my lip pierced, tongue pierced and 7 ear piercings and a rim to rim. I also have 7 tattoos of; a tribal arm band, a little man that says you bleed just to know you're alive around him, a graveyard with a sunset and three ghosties and a dead tree and a decrepid church on my back. Quite morbid really and 3 stars on my right forearm.I'd describe myself as this; ignorant, hypocritical, pretty, egotistical, argumentative, intriguing, easily distracted, annoying, hyper, control freaky individual. With more sides than a dice. Cheese loving, bright coloured, tree hugging, arrogant, suspicious, worst thinking, open ended, often broken, lying, secretive, misunderstood and like orange playdough. (It might be bright but hit it enough times it soon comes round to your way of thinking)I work at the hospital, it's not the best job but it pays the bills :)I don't expect you to understand me i meerly expect you to believe what i'm willing to tell, often i'm hiding myself.
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My Interests

I love music, colourful things, creative things, photographs, pictures, the sky, clouds, cheese, blue as it is the best colour in the world. I love to break the boundrys of my own self understanding. Add to that i'm nuts, have a 2nd dan blackbelt in taekwon-do and am interested in all kinds of occult, spiritual, paranormal, unexplained and phemomenon things.
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Now that's a question. I'm pretty open really I'll talk to anyone who can string a legible coherant conversation together :)NOTE: z No smoking around lollstar666. Thankyou for your co-operation.
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Music:

I'm an addict i admit but it wasn't my fault as the voices made me do it. ni like 60s,70s,80s plus punk, metal, ska, emo, rock and sum electro. (long may the voices inhabit)

Movies:

Technicolor dreams never with the ending they desurve. I like Johnny Depp, Tim Burton films, Stanley Kubrick films, musicals/operas and films with subtitles.

Television:

yep own one it's that box with all the colours :) ni do choose to stare at it regularly but for no apparent purpose but i can fake learning from it at least.

Books:

big paper thing with words yup i got sum of those too. Stephen King Edgar Allen Poe John Agard Anne Rice

Heroes:

Question. what is a hero if they haven't done anything and you just admire them for themselves surely they are just a person capeable as everyone else who just looked and seemed a better choice? No one can be a hero until they have lived a thousand lives and can be worth admiration. So no i have no hero just people i admire for their personality, vanity or strength.

My Blog

red

i cut it but it deserved to be loosened i slashed it but it was ruling my life i burnt it and then it was opened i drained it right before your eyes   i pained me and yet it hurt you more i slic...
Posted by laura on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:41:00 PST

angry

I'm angry At every dream I ever gave up The chances I left behind I'm angry Because I gave up All the things I long to hide I'm angry I mean nothing to you So empty I'm angry Nowhere left to go I fa...
Posted by laura on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:37:00 PST

downwards

this is the end i should say but what'd be the point you'd take no notice this is the final call of goodbye on my life you'd not be looking this is the last straw as i close my eyes but who's to know ...
Posted by laura on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:27:00 PST

poem

Watch me as I bleed My heart out on my sleeve As I lie in your arms Succumb to your charms A broken angel I tell you myself Of my secrets Yet nothing changes I promise you I stop But I still have the ...
Posted by laura on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 12:43:00 PST