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Crudelia

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About Me

N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N My friends and enemy alike just call me CRUDELIA. I am an old goth (I got started in the late 80's!) who likes to sample different places. Originally, I came from Eastern Europe(Moldavia). I have completed my studies in Italy, however, so I am an European citizen. (EDIT:I haven't spoken the language since I was a wee baby, so only the accent is left now...I have spent most of my adult life speaking English, Italian,and a little bit of Spanish and Dutch.I guess it is time to learn some German now...) I have been living, between other places,in Trieste, London, Amsterdam, New York City, and Sydney. By the end of 2004 I decided to move to West Germany, maily because of the large concentration of gothic people/parties/festivals. This not only makes my life easier(my looks are considered more acceptable here), but also my work, since I mainly do horror/fetish performances, design (freelance) photoshoots for mags, and DJ gigs on top. About my good points...I am sarcastic, mean, and cold.I wish I could claim I am downright Evil, but...oh well, some skills obviously take more time then others to acquire!My sense of humor seems to upset people pretty regularly too, and my empathy is almoust nil. Now, about my bad point...well, it is best if I leave it as it is, there is no point in shooting myself in both feet, now, is there?! And I guess it doesn't help much if I add I was born under the sign of SCORPIO...Well,what else... tattoos, about 40% and growing, pierced where it counts, and scarred too; my body is just another canvas to me.Religion? Well, I have been involved with the Church of Satan, but when I do,I generally practice a mixture of Goetia/Shamanism/Voudoin. I am still partial though to the Satanic philosophy as a guideline. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++( If you are looking for ZEROTECH, please look in my TOP 8 under Doktor Xavier Von Zero.) +++++++++++++++++++++++++
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My Interests

LIKES: -A- is for ABSINTHE -B- is for BLOOD, gallons of it! -C- is for the CREATURES that go bump in the night -D- is for sweet, funny DEATH -E- is for EXTASY, sexual or the other... -F- is for FETISH, of course -G- is for GNOSIS, and GOTHIC, too -H- is for HELL, and/or HOME -I- is for IMPOSSIBLE (nothing is true/nothing is..) -J- is for JAPAN, the weirdest/coolest country -K- for the "special" -L- is for LEATHER, no less, and LATEX too -M- is for MUSIC,but in a selective manner -N- is for NASTY(little girls) -O- is for ORGASMS(multiple) -P- is for PYROMANIA -Q- is for QUESTIONING authority -R- is for a little bit of RUBBER-PLAY -S- is for SEX, and lots of it! -T- is for TRANCE, the mental state, NOT the music! -U- is for ULTRAVIOLENCE (see A Clockwork Orange) -V- is for VENDETTA, sweet revenge -W- is for my WHIP, sleek and hard -X- is for XAVIER (Von Zero), mad doktor extraordinnaire -Y- is for WHY not? Try something new! ...and -Z- is for some ZEE's, after a long day plotting & executing a party/performance... +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++D ISLIKES: Xenophobia, racism, sexism, stupid and slow people who waste their lives and seem to resent/hate/persecute anybody who is trying to achieve something on their own...just because it does not fit their standards. But, above all, the hypocrisy of organized religion! +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++W ORLD DOMINATION !, depleted Uranium, unstable Plutonium, Nuclear Fission (a fixation),improving my mechanical hand, finding a way around the kink in my resurrection machine, the Zombie-Generator:(it still induce permanent psychosis...) But, more than everything, revenge on the fools than shun me from society for my unhetical medical experiments(sic)

I'd like to meet:

Long-lost friends, intriguing and talented characters, freaks, artists, and monsters in all shapes, sizes and colours... . . BUT LET'S MAKE ONE THING REALLY CLEAR:IF YOU COUNT TODD, FATHER FU*@ING SEBASTIAN OR WHATEVER HE CALLS HIMSELF THESE DAYS AMONG YOUR FRIENDS, DO NOT BOTHER ADDING ME!!!! ++++++++++++++++++++++++

Music:

Far too many bands to list, or even remember; but when I DJ I play: Old skool, Batcave, Electro,Electro-clash, EBM, Industrial, Noise,Experimental, Crossover, Medieval, Classical,...and themes/extracts from horror movies and cult cartoons.(from Happy Tree Friends to Invader Zim!) +++++++++++++++++++++++++

Movies:

Sooo many; but, above all, it's HORROR/GORE/SPLATTER& HENTAI. And FILM NOIR.And OLD CLASSICS like NOSFERATU,DAS KABINETT DR.CALIGARI....You get the idea...Dario Argento, Peter Greenaway, Quentin Tarrantino, but really, the small budget baaaaaaaad B-MOVIES ARE THE BEST, because you can SEE how they are put together; sooo much to learn..... width="425" height="350" ..

Television:

Uh? What is that ?!

Books:

Wherever I decide to move to, I always keep a copy of these two: SATANSKIN, by James Havoc, and ORLANDO, by Virginia Woolfe Aside from these masterpieces, I hav been reading from classic science fiction (Asimov, Hainlein...), to graphic novels(the Watchmen, the Sandman,...),to poetry (Baudelaire, Poe, Rimbaud, Verlaine,...) too much pulp fiction,and every horror story I can find, as long as it is politically uncorrect/nasty/ultraviolent and splattery!! Try Craig and Specter"s "light at the end of the tunnel"!

Heroes:

the Grinch, (the abominable)Dr.Phibes, dr.Moreau,(I always wanted to be:) the Red Baron(Von Richthofen), Vincent Price, Tim Burton, (I always wanted to look like:)Christopher Walken, and Satan, of course...