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Crosssextion

WE LAY IN MASS GRAVES BECAUSE THE WEIGHT OF DESIRE IS ALL CONSUMING

About Me

Nothing is sacred...Nothing is shocking...On your knees.No words for social conscious.... No words for dying loves..... Zombified, mummified...a chemical guaze wraps my mouth, comforts my brain to the point of static. An egyptian princess...organs removed and tucked safely into orange, plastic bottles, so that I stay beautiful forever... long black hair plaitted perfectly... eyes half-lidded... beckoning you in to kiss my full... soft... DEAD mouth.Is my breathe musty, like a trunk that hasnt been opened in years? Do you smell dust when I blink... white particles leaving my lashes and coming to rest on yours...I'm polluting myself... Transforming each individual cell into gelatinous chemical sludge.Do I taste acrid when you kiss me? Do my tears burn your skin? Do I have a hazey line around me like the heat comming off the pavement?I need this pollution... to slow down my frequency... to make my heartbeat regularly... and change my consistancy.But am I accually slowing my rate of speed? Or quickening my rate of decomposition? Slowely tucking myself into a loamy bed...HOW IS IT FAIR THAT QUALITY OF LIVING COMES WITH A SHORTER SHELF LIFE?By the way...I'm not a junkie...I have health issues that make it impossible to go a day without drugs...The thrill is gone.If you want to know more indepth about me you can read my blogs...if your my friend that is...

My Interests

I enjoy: Sacrificing young virgins. Burnin' wigs and trying to beautify the deranged public for my daily bread. I enjoy giving and receiving pain. Torturing, prodding, puncturing,and welting is something Im very good at, although for a precious few I will get on my knees and kiss the boot. Im also an artist. I sculpt, make dolls possesed with the urge to kill their owners, Paint, make jewelry, and make clothing. Almost everything has a religious theme, or a twisted version of one. Most people think Im a practicing satanist, Im not accually, but I do appreciate his sense of humor. Accually, the diety I most relate with is Lilith, she'll kick your ass. Believe me I've seen it. Beware the wrath of a woman scorned!

I'd like to meet:

Anton Levay's hairstylist, Diamanda Gallas's exorcist and the interior decorator to the tower of london. Also anyone capable of making me laugh,puke, piss myself, stop and think, swoon, weep, have chest pains, tingle, or copulate with a small hand held cross. Also the brilliant artist Nicholas Caesars, without whom I would have my beautful ladies, Mantis and Spectre (saint of the disfigured and ill)they protect my home better than any watch dog.

Music:

Bauhaus,sisters of mercy,Gary mother-spankin Numan,Diamanda Galas,Interpol,Souixsie and the banshees,the creatures,the moon lay hidden beneath a cloud,the cure,David Bowie,The damned,Joy Division,Skinny Puppy/OGRE,Christian Death,shadow project,She wants revenge,Radiohead,Dead can Dance,Depeche mode,Pigface,Pailhead,Killing Joke,Alien Sexfiend,Current 93,The legendary Pink Dots, Tear Garden,Boyd Rice,The Swans,The warlocks,PJ Harvey,Nick cave and the bad seeds/birthday party,Tones on Tail,Love and rockets...And piles of other weepy f**king goth b**lsh*t.

Movies:

My viewing pleasures:
Big Screen: The devils, Ichi the killer,the tenant,nosferatu(classic),Quills etc...I have a serious love of tranny porn, midget porn, hermaphrodite porn... well I guess just porn really. But in my humble opinion, there just arent enough hermaphrodites to go around, oh for a beautiful she-male of my own...anyone...anyone...but I digress...we were talking about movies.

Television:

Small Screen: Booze, Drug, and blood soaked goodness...Like robot Chicken

Books:

Greys anatomy, Floweres of evil by Charles Baudelaire, Marquis De Sade, The bible (best work of fiction yet), Anais Nin, and many many more including , yes, the gothiest of the goth...Vampire chronicals by Anne Rice...I loved "Interview" waaay before Tom fucked it up...so there.

Heroes:

I have many heroes...my mother mainly. Any one with enough balls to express their emotions be it through music, art of any kind or just standing on a street corner and screaming... The woman I most look up to I have mentioned earlier...though some dont believe she exsisted...Lilith. Adams first and real wife. Run out of edan for demanding equal rights...and because she consorted with demons. I do this on a daily basis so I really get her. She is the mother of succubus and is famous for revenge. Like I said...beware a woman scorned. I AM the embodiment of her...black hair wild, ample bosom, rounded hips...jaded heart. To know me is to love me, to cross me is to suffer without end.

My Blog

lies and promises never filled

Empty and silent I sit, dry, witheringI give my organs as sacrifice, one at a time, with reverence.Eyes to heaven,where my gaze always sat, WAITINGHeart to fire where my need grew, WANTINGMouth to the...
Posted by Crosssextion on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:40:00 PST

she's a killer

Shes a killer...I sit on you to shut you up!Ravenous gaping maw, spitting blood when you whimperor drooling incessantly for fulfillment...feed me, i'm so hungry...Empty, starving...Fill me...stretch m...
Posted by Crosssextion on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 12:30:00 PST

Father why have I thought you had forsaken me...

my forefatherswith pasted facesand nubs of graphitebroke the wall of symbolsand words, blocking my pathto the real and surrealTaboos , fucked to orgasmand than to shredsopened up gatewayslocked tight ...
Posted by Crosssextion on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:05:00 PST

Mothers day ode

We enter this world through bloodied and misshapen uterus,Tear through battered cervix,and finally, stretched birthcanal, grabbing labia like a ledge, to heave ourselves out of the pool of creationWe ...
Posted by Crosssextion on Mon, 15 May 2006 09:27:00 PST

BEFORE I ADD YOU TO MY FRIENDS LIST!!!!

I am perfectly happy to add people I dont know, that seem interesting, but I request that you send me a message telling me about yourself within a reasonable amount of time or I will delete you. I'm t...
Posted by Crosssextion on Wed, 10 May 2006 02:37:00 PST

Fresh meat...thursdays

This poem I wrote for all the kids that come out to the BDSM shows thursday nights at KGB.  I love them. They come to us at such important times in their lives. Like wet lumps of clay, they pull ...
Posted by Crosssextion on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 09:46:00 PST

Jesus christ will she ever stop writing? ...NO

I have such good taste in men...put me in a crowded room and I will fall head over heals with the sadist, or sociopath...yeah me! My marriage to you was akin to struggling under an octopus eight arms...
Posted by Crosssextion on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 10:25:00 PST

EVEN MORE POETRY

This poem Iwrote for the one I love...Jeff, sweet,shiney, Jeff. He verywell may be the only boy to really get me...or at least not run... I can see the future crumbling castles and wicker wheelchairs...
Posted by Crosssextion on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 10:01:00 PST

more poetry...

This poetry was written for the shmuck that still has a very special place in my heart...sometimes friendship is everything...I  should also add a little known fact... I have a thing for molestin...
Posted by Crosssextion on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 11:00:00 PST

Poetry

so here is something that not everyone knows about me, I write poetry! Usually its about a current or past relationship so I'm gonna start posting them oldest to newest...Without mentioning names. Enj...
Posted by Crosssextion on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 07:28:00 PST