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dj*N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco]

Private profile to keep the bad kind of weirdos out. Visit [http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Glassphixi3]

About Me

My name is Narcoleptik Messiah, to you.
If you really want to know me a little better, I recommend you add me to livejournal, that's my first home on the internet:
i0lit3 (lj for trivialities and making fun of myspace) & darkmessiah9 (private and personal with occasional pseudo-literary public posts).
I occasionally upload pictures and crappy artwork to DeviantArt , where I'd be happy to have you as a friend, too, so add me!
You may read that damned survey to find out trivial facts, and/or the FAQ if you have a question.
I wrote this in 2004, when I had my first myspace profile... found it and thought it would do good to bring it back.

Alright, here's another attempt...
-at some times insidious, but never my fault
-constantly dreaming, i'm dreaming of stars
-i hide in the light and i dance in the dark
-i live, breathe and bleed broken pieces of art
-i glitter and glow and pretend not to know
-i'm lost in this place and don't know where to go
-i have wings pulling upwards that continue to grow
-i've a heart that bleeds ink all over the floor
-i know, but deny it, i'm best left alone.
Personal domain:

My Interests

+ literary [or something]

symbolism
the symbolists
romanticism
the romantics
iconoclasts
the sublime
transcendence
subversiveness
transgression
comparative literature
literary theory
& criticism
deconstruction
psychoanalysis
structuralism
language
semiotics
semantics
the sign
the text
differance
simulacrum
the real
decadence
aesthetes
subjectivity
modernism
post-modernism
silence
poetry
rhyme
cantigas
surrealism
the subconscious
the uncanny
science fiction
dystopias
onanism

+ art

Gustave Moreau
Gustave Dore
Evelyn de Morgan
J.W. Waterhouse
Burne-Jones
Alma tadema
Bosch
Dali
Magritte
Leonor Fini
Breughel
Anna Lea Merritt
Poynter
Penot
Fuseli

+ activities:

writing

reading

stargazing

HTMLing

quoting people
[then forgetting]

scribbling,
doodling
& painting

taking pictures [photographic pictures]

pixelling

.GIFting
[i've made most the .gifs
on this page, including
buttons, banners and icons
]

pimping

gothing

dancing

guest DJing

graverobbing
[when possible]

Most importantly,
beauty

+ compulsions:

pretending to be
both flaneuse and femme dandy

and cursed poetess

blasphemy

remembering
forgetting

+ music

EBM

synthpop

industrial

"goth"
[whatever that means]

+ other
my friends

art as gifts by friends

the ocean

tea

cloves

the sky
[at any time of day]

animals

[insects included]

I'm
Guest_n3cr0phelia
on

I'd like to meet:

Nice bands I hadn't heard of before. Pretty people.

Who you'd like to meet:
My favorite girls in the world and partners in criminal duties:

Who I DON'T want to meet:
People with whom I have nothing in common. Weirdos who send me messages stating that they saw me at someplace or other.
Not everyone is accepted into my friends list. I might deny you for a number of reasons, and that's my problem, really.

+ Goth shite in Puerto Rico:

RC @ myspace

AD @ myspace

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Please accept my humble apologies if you write to me and I never get back to you, or write a long time later. Visiting profiles and writing messages takes a while, and as they collect, it's really hard to keep up!
Thanks for understanding.

Music:

Scroll down!

These are bands from PR that belong to some of my dearest friends. I love to brag. Visit their pages or add them from here!

RazorSun

Lilith

SYANSKLAVE

Silent Blood

SensaTesta

Hate Corp.

Lady Mystery

Victrola Tinnitus

Diora

Project Syndrome

[if a song won't play, skip until one does]
[if you don't like a song, skip until you're happy]

This is what I've just been listening to: [click if nosy]

Top played bands (on my compy):

Movies:


I have kind of a short attention span for moving images... so I'm not much of a film-watcher, and I understand my list might be a bit lame. Please don't judge me based on my favorite movies.
Silent Running
The Day the Earth Stood Still
The Triplets of Belleville
Nightmare Before Christmas
Jesus Christ Super Star
RHPC
The Wicker Man
Velvet Goldmine
Paperhouse
the 5th Element
Matrix (not the whole trilogy, just the first)
Dead Ringers
the Shining
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
Gothic
Labyrinth
the Star Wars trologies (both of them, the new ones are awesome, too, fuck you)
the Hunchback of Notre Dame (the Disney one)
The Pit and the Pendulum
Quills
The Secret Garden
The Princess Bride
The Last Temptation of Christ
The Changeling
Metropolis (Fritz Lang)
Freaks!
Baron Munchausen
Napoleon Dynamite
Gangs of New York
The Island
Spirited Away
Uzumaki

Television:

KILL your TELEVISION
Steal the Satellites
download all the codes
catch the public eye

shout your manifesto
bring your megaphone
stay below the radar
join the underground

I want to car, skid and crash into the brave new world
I want to ride

we want revolution
constant evolution
start your engines blow your fuses
burn the bridges for the future
this is our solution

time for retribution
bring your target down
beat the jungle drums
flaunt your decadence

Underground Resistance
keeps you entertained
feed your hungry mind
shape the things to come

- covenant

Books:


buy me some:
This is not a definitive list. I have a loooong list of books that I need to read and just have lying around. But here's a sketchy idea of my preferences...
+ novels, etcetera:
Neverwhere, American Gods, Smoke and Mirrors, The Sandman graphic novels by Neil Gaiman
The Crying of Lot 49 by Thomas Pynchon
Blood and guts in High School by Kathy Acker
Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
1984 by George Orwell
Farenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury
Invisible Man by Ralph Ellison
Drawing Blood, Wormwood and Lost Souls by Poppy Z Brite
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Caroll
Madame Bovary and Sentimental Education by Gustave Flaubert
The Painted Bird by Jerzy Kosinsky
Notre Dame des Fleurs by Jean Genet
Bleak House by Charles Dickens
Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? by Phillip K. Dick
Ulyses and Finnegan's Wake by James Joyce
Gargantua by Rabellais
+ short stories, etcetera
Borges
H.P. Lovecraft
Nathaniel Hawthorne
La Fontaine
Edgar Allan Poe
Hans Christian Andersen
The Grimm Brothers
Clive Barker
Oscar Wilde
Kafka
Marquis de Sade
Georges Bataille
Dostoevsky
Horacio Quiroga
Leopoldo Lugones
Cortazar
+ essays, theory, etcetera
Roland Barthes
Ferdinand de Saussure
[screw you.]
Walter Benjamin
Lacan
Freud
Baudrillard
Ralph Waldo Emmerson
Nietszche
Anton La Vey
Georges Bataille
Baudelaire
Poe
Bakhitn
Borges
Kristeva
+ poetry and prose
Gerard de Nerval
Mallarme
Verlaine
Valery
Baudelaire
Rimbaud
Andre; Breton
Neruda
Keats
Shelley
Poe
Emily Dickinson
Denise Levertov
Gertrude Stein
Blake
Wordsworth
Don Marquis
Edwin Arlington Robinson
Ezra Pound
e.e. cummings
Sylvia Plath
T.S. Eliot
Tennyson
Becquer
Gongora
De Quevedo
Santa Teresa de la Cruz
Dylan Thomas
Shel Silverstein
Kahlil Gibran
Edward Gorey
Shakespeare
Alexander Pope

Heroes:

[Scroll all the way down for pictures of people.]
I admire anyone who is intelligent, talented and passionate about what they love.
Even moreso if they put their talents to good use for everyone's benefit.
I favor poets, artists and musicians, though... some people may not think it's practical, but that's what makes the world make sense for me.
Every author mentioned above is a hero and a role model to me, in one aspect or another...
My mom rocks your socks. She says there's not an artistic vein in her body, and it's true... but she's one of the most intelligent people I've met, and she's infinately wise (and cooler than me).
No pic because she doesn't let me post any.
VOLTAIRE
He's an Amazing performance artist, singer & songwriter, illustrator & writer, and just about everything else he does (because he does just about everything)... he's taken making fun of the "goth" subculture (and making fun in general) to very entertaining (and even beautiful) levels.
But besides his talent and wit, he's modest and one of the most polite gentlemen you will ever meet.
Marco and Yone from Decoded Feedback
I'm lucky, and I know, and I need to brag [again] about the wonderful, beautiful, multitalented friends that I have.
I have many online friends that are just as close, though we've never met in person, and I wish I could link them all, but I don't have the time, hah.
These are some of the people that make my world more like I want it to be (versus what it really is).
the TOP FRIENDS I could never ever make:
[THE ARE IN RANDOM ORDER!!]
Some are linked, some not, because I am lazy.
Aphelion
My dog
Yasmarie
Merucha
Kokome and Yahmai
Yahma
Paranoia
Velvet Erotica
Blue Staria of the Ocean
Meruan
Merucha
& Jacky
Dj Dada
Kris-Kat
Dj Monster
Dead Eifersucht
Calaver
Pablito
Lukrezia
Marcos & Marine
Dj Darknel
Cy-Tek and Cy-HunterX
Veroquina
FlaviaCandyDoll
Dead Dollie and Vero
Nuclear Winter
Miss Vee.dot
Vincent Lavious
Vosit
Acuannete
Samael Agony
Kitty
Psychodoll
Fisternis
Lilith
Joel
Viktor, my emo twin
Sneaky Marteen
Viktor , V. Julian and Cy HunterX
Dj Wanker
Dj Zephirus
Stella Mortis
Dj Dvork
Eny (RazosSun faerie)
Dr Doctor Evil
Pandastique
Andreia and Luna
VampiRosi
Ingrid
Noel
Zerock
Vera Beast Girl
Punky
X-tina Agony
Sama
Nelson the Post-modern Boy
Lucy Fur
Coco
Marguerite
Mari Campana
David Potter
Essie
Kiko
Miss Tania
the Karlster
Shonshi
Xanctus
Javi
Gonzalo
Demonia
Lord Elessar
David Moon
Jose
Kristian
Eidri
Paul
Chibi
Joselito
Azael
Gretchka
Miguel
Gigi
Jaz
Colorful Glitzy
BloodySoul
Necromatic
(the tape on her mouth reads "cybered by narco")
Red Velvet Crush
John and Kenny
Miss Joa and David Moon
Dj Electro Blade
Loki Kypo
Zu
Impostors:
Mother of Pearl
This pansy bum
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My Blog

Proverbs of Hell

My favorite Proverbs of Hellfrom The Marriage of Heaven and Hell by William Blake. He who desires but acts not, breeds pestilence. Dip him in the river who loves water. He whose face gives no li...
Posted by N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco] on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 09:32:00 PST

WHOREBOARD - April

Upcoming events starting tomorrow night...   ...
Posted by N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco] on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 02:22:00 PST

that survey...

All the cool kids have already done it... TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Narcoleptik Messiah Birthday: Nov 9th Birthplace: You'd think I was lying if I told you, so I rather spare t...
Posted by N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco] on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 03:02:00 PST

WHOREBOARD - December


Posted by N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco] on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 07:05:00 PST

WHOREBOARD - October


Posted by N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco] on Sat, 01 Oct 2005 01:22:00 PST

WHOREBOARD!

These are the events for August and September here in PR....  
Posted by N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco] on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 06:20:00 PST

it makes me feel loved...

Because I've seen this on other people's pages... I pasted the gifts and fansigns from my website and am posting them here. Manip of my last default pic here on myspace by Miss Lilly Tod (I'll link l...
Posted by N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

over

I killed her. I hide behind this fassade because it's easy. I use the internet to get away... It should never compare to my real life... the crowd is overwhelming.
Posted by N3cr0phelia [Miss Narco] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST