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RoCksTar AikA

sometimes its easier 2 bullshit than explain

About Me

somehow i felt this will be easier to put in a letter than to say it person... she was once mine, the sweetest girl of whom everyone speaks with admiration, who despite all my resistance captivated my heart the moment i looked at her eyes. the only one who can make my heart beat fast and slow at the same time. everything she was can just make my heart start to do this little happy dance especially when shes around. she is the most important to me than any other. shes first thing in my mind right when i opened my eyes and last thing at night when i close them. even when my eyes are closed its still her i see. no one can ever take her place. her love was amazing and steady, and also a mystery better is one day with her than thousands elsewhere. every footprints that she had left me, i have stored it in my heart because i noe those are the only memories i could bring to my next life. i wanted to love her they way she deserve to be loved, but im too late for another chance and try for another shot...i never understand enough how much my life change because of her... but i have realized she was part of me now as the air i breathe. its true you really dont know what you got until its gon.. nothing of any worth does comes easy. winning people like who noes who is alot less important than losing her. thats why i will never again take for granted loving someone whoe loves me back

My Interests

*myspace kills*

I'd like to meet:

i love you just the way you were
cant help myself but to stare
you dont have to be new
all you gotta be is the old you
I wish i could turn back time
But there's nothing i could do
for you to be mine

waiting is painful.
forgeting is painful.
but not knowing
what to do is the worse suffering at all

My Blog

CHRISTMAS PICTURES

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Posted by RoCksTar AikA on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 04:09:00 PST

So Juz U Noe......

Tawny Anne: you okay?dUnKz4YoOh: hmm.. rite now.. not srueTawny Anne: BAKITTawny Anne: whats wrongdUnKz4YoOh: hmm.. remember i told u i had fun today.. well i dont really noe..dUnKz4YoOh: its OK fundU...
Posted by RoCksTar AikA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Some one oUT there... thas for shure

Message: why is it for some reason so many people can relate to this???   BOY: I saw her today GIRL: I saw him today   BOY: It seems like its been forever GIRL: I wonder if he still cares ...
Posted by RoCksTar AikA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wat is love?!?!!?

When you follow your heart, worry not where it will lead you, for your heart knows the way. And if you do get lost or reach a dead end, use your head to lead you back home.When you truly care for some...
Posted by RoCksTar AikA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

roses are red violets are blue............................

Roses are red, violets are blue, why am i, still in love with you? roses are red, violets are blue, you broke my heart, and now we are through. roses are red, violets are blue, dang gurl, i still love...
Posted by RoCksTar AikA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

HOW to say I LOvE you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how to say iloveyou? 1. take a deep breath,.. 2. open your mouth,.. 3. carefully take out the words,... 4.you know what? 5. i have to tell you something,... 6. I..... 7. love,.. 8. you,.. 9.send disz ...
Posted by RoCksTar AikA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

50 things girls wished guys knew

1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot. 2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us...
Posted by RoCksTar AikA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tO aLL mY frienDs Who aRe......

To My Friends Who Are ... SINGLE Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you ...
Posted by RoCksTar AikA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST