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About Me

It's hard, every day i learn something new whether i want to or not. I have depression, it's slowly retaking my life but i'm fighting hard. I love to be creative, i love to dye my hair, i love to live now. I have changed so much, and yet i don't allow myself to see it. I have a great family, i have an awesome friend/boyfriend/guitarist, who helps me. I'm a singer, i'm strong, i'm very odd and way WAY out there. I'm fun and ecclectic, but i hide dark things. I'm very good at hiding my pain. I'm in alot of pain most often, but i get thru it.I need a job, I need motivation. I have so many things I want to do, so much creative energy, but i can't get out of bed to do anything. I'm down, but not out.I'm interested in meeting people who are themselves, who have an idea about their life, and how they want to live it. I know this whole thing is a little silly, but it's a great release for some.I got My Skulls Here xXx

My Interests

NOT FAILING I am an art student, and i am lead vocalist in D.S.O.C. we kick ass and take names, thats right! I have a cat and 2 mice. I love animals and rock music. I want to be an art teacher or a studio artist if the whole rockstar thing doesn't work out.

I'd like to meet:

Girls, I love girls! So nice and understanding and pretty!

Movies:

the last unicorn ROCKS! I love monty python, and anythng scary with lots of blood!

Television:

fuck tv

Books:

anything stephen king, he kicks ass! The fountainhead by Ayn Rand is so fuckn good too.

My Blog

i'm a jerk

i'm an asshole. a loser, a good for nothing. I keep trying to change and be different, and something i'm not. I'm selfish, and paranoid and uptight. I can't handle anything. I TRY SO HARD. so hard, ev...
Posted by Dead Jessica Crazy on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 04:21:00 PST

me

i'm not perfect. i'm just me. if you don't want me just the way i am then you just don't want me. everyone fucks up, i just have to pick up the peices and keep going. don't say you loveD me, if you di...
Posted by Dead Jessica Crazy on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 04:36:00 PST

i don't wanna go back

i lost my job. i've never been fired before, i've been made to leave a job by someone else, but never fired. i only have myself to blame. i don't want to be depressed, i don't want to feel worthless. ...
Posted by Dead Jessica Crazy on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:06:00 PST

fuck you

if you think your better than me tell me, not someone else. if you wanna piece of me come and get it. if you wanna take advantage of me, you just try it. if you think i'll take your shit, your dead wr...
Posted by Dead Jessica Crazy on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 03:08:00 PST

latest project

i'm gonna play da bass now. i got a kick ass ibanez sd, and its so pretty i wanna hump it. Its more for me than for da band, i need something to work on. my new job rules, they pay me a sh...
Posted by Dead Jessica Crazy on Tue, 16 May 2006 06:56:00 PST

life as it comes

Life seems so hard when your young and stupid. It feels like nothing will work and you'll be stuck forever, but i reazed I make my life what i want. I can do what makes me happy and succeed. So i don'...
Posted by Dead Jessica Crazy on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 10:12:00 PST

vacation

So i'm here in Kentucky, and it's pretty cool. Different and i like that. I woldn't wanna live here,but i'm happy to see myparents and my dog. I miss my boyfriend a whol lot, and i didn't realiz...
Posted by Dead Jessica Crazy on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 05:48:00 PST

so i says to mable, i says...

That guys a bum. Some jackass made me cry at work, it fuckn suckd. bitchin at me about fuckn balloons. Why are people so angry when they go to a store? why?! then the fuckn boss lady gives...
Posted by Dead Jessica Crazy on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 09:21:00 PST