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Goddess Amy

we're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year

About Me

One had a lovely face, And two or three had charm, But charm and face were in vain Because the mountain grass Cannot but keep the form Where the mountain hare has lain. ~Memory; W.B. Yeats**************************************************~She is like some tender tree, the pride and beauty of the grove; graceful in its form, bright in its foliage, but with the worm preying at its heart. We find it suddenly withering, when it should be most fresh and luxuriant. We see it drooping its branches to the earth, and shedding leaf by leaf, until, wasted and perished away, it falls even in the stillness of the forest; and as we muse over the beautiful ruin, we strive in vain to recollect the blast or thunderbolt that could have smitten it with decay.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~thoughtful, bleeding hearted, animal lover, vegan, highly spiritual, old soul, angel kin, empath, very giving, artistic, inquisitive, and maternal. On the otherhand.. I struggle with feeling hopelessly depressed and terribly restless. I yearn for something more..

My Interests

Anything that's fun. Concerts, my dogs, outdoorsy stuff, road trips, creating, cooking, daydreaming, painting, writing, reading, looking for random junk, art, burning man, dark skies, outdoor music festivals, gay pride events, the ocean, people watching...

I'd like to meet:

People who are open minded, kind and intelligent. Other people, like myself, who loathe ignorance, violence and cruelty, and have enough integrity to stand up for who they are and make some sort of a difference... That rare person/spirit who really "gets me" and all of my crazy mood swings... *sigh*Oh, and Belladonna!!! :)

Music:

my musical taste varies with my mood... I love classic rock, 80's, punk, industrial... even some oldies and the occasional country song. I adore Johnny Cash, David Bowie,The Beatles, Pink Floyd, The Dandy Warhols, Mazzy Star, STP, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Ramones, Led Zep, Aerosmith, AC/DC, Sex Pistols, Jackson Browne, James Taylor, Sisters of Mercy, Faith No More, The Clash, The Cure, Rancid, The White Stripes, The Dresden Dolls, Nirvana, Depeche Mode, The Pixies, Aerosmith, The Rolling Stones, Queen, Garbage, Lita Ford, Brian Jonestown Massacre, Smashing Pumpkins, Jeff Buckley, New Order, Pop Will Eat Itself, Utah Saints, Icon Of Coil, Peter Gabriel, Scissor Sisters, The New York Dolls, The Kooks, The Stooges, Shiny Toy Guns, Sigur Ros, Rooney, Daft Punk, TV on the Radio, Echo and the Bunnymen, The Kinks, Iggy Pop, Jack Johnson, Paul Simon, Massive Attack, The Lemonheads, The Decemberists, Imogen Heap, ...god, there are like a million more, but those are the ones I picked off the top of my head.

Movies:

I'm a huge fan of any and all HORROR films.. 'specially the old black & white classics and cheesy 80's B-flicks.. ZOMBIES!!, Vampires... I love em! Yes, I'm a bit of a nerd in fact because I love Star Wars, LOTR and Harry Potter films.. My all time favorites are still: Clash of the Titans, Labrynth, The Dark Crystal, Jim Henson's The Story Teller series(I know, not a movie, but still awesome),Legend, The Princess Bride & Bram Stoker's Dracula..Here is a list of my favorite film makers: Tim Burton, Jim Henson, Alfred Hitchcock, George Romero, John Carpenter, Stanley Kubrik, Vincent Ward, Tobe Hooper, Edgar Wright, David Slade, Quentin Tarantino, Mick Garris (no particular order) :)

Television:

I don't turn to my television for entertainment that much.. I do enjoy using it to watch movies, but for the most part, that's it.. I do love watching the food network though.. at least it's educational and it inspires me to create. Oh, and I sure do love cartoons! :)

Books:

Books are my passion.. I could never have or read enough of them. I love, of course, horror.. as well as sci-fi, biographies, true crime, mysteries, old pulp fiction and even the occasional crappy romance novel.. yeah, I'll admit it. I even read those ridiculous self help books! I'm addicted to poetry, especially that of W.B.Yeats.

Heroes:

Stephen King, Clive Barker, Tim Burton, Wes Craven, Sylvia Plath, David Gilmour, Ingmar Bergman, Boris Vallejo, Luis Royo, Andy Warhol, Lita Ford, Steve Irwin, Roman Dirge, Edgar Allen Poe, Alfred Hitchcock, George Romero, Rachel Ray, Ghandi, Einstein, Buddha

My Blog

fuck!

So, If life is like a road that we travel along, I've come to the realization that I am stalled along the roadside.  What's worse is, I can't see the road ahead at all.:(...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:59:00 PST

Feeling..

incrediblyindescribably sad,isolated and betrayed.. I don't know what to think now.. is my mind playing tricks on me.. I don't think so.It's there in Black and whitenow isn't it?Why am I such a fool?a...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 06:03:00 PST

Chaotic existence

destructionbits of broken glassand chaossurround mea storm ofuselessposessionsstrewn aboutno controlno escapehopes and dreamscast asidehostile peoplenot caring enoughto helpI screaminto the windbut no...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:15:00 PST

Thanksgiving

Well, Thanksgiving is tomorrow.  Finally got all my grocery shopping completed for thebig day. I'm cooking a LOT of food, for only a small number of people.. Here's my menu Roasted Turkey (I boug...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:45:00 PST

You wanna talk about bad days?

Today I spent the beginning of my day rushing through morning work duties, jumped in the car, headed off to the downtown area to attend my court appearance at the Federal courthouse (for "posession of...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:57:00 PST

My life.

A lot has happened to me over the past decade.I was pondering this today.  A decade ago, I was scared.  I needed shelter from the world. I'd been ripped from my supposed childhood, which was...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 01:45:00 PST

Banned Barbies...

Compulsive Eater Barbie...Bulimic Barbie...Big Bootie Barbie...Sorority Slut Barbie...Stripper Barbie...Lactating Barbie...and, my favorite...Tranny Barbie!!!Wouldn't life be so much more interesting ...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 01:45:00 PST

the cold is setting in...

Not just on the outside..It's cold here on the inside too..I feel so terribly alone..  so vulnerable...Why can't I just find the ability to transform myself into another cold, selfish, self cent...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 08:22:00 PST

My beautiful son...

Just look at that face.. but he's rotten to the core..He's currently suspended from school, pending enrollment at "Behavior School".. which is basically reform school..forimmoral activity...who knows ...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 11:18:00 PST

Yeah, I guess I still have it..

    So, yesterday I was droppin by my son's school (he's an 8th grader at Canarelli Middle School) and this boy was flirtin with me!  He was like 13 or 14 years old... what nerve h...
Posted by Goddess Amy on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 06:56:00 PST