Here is a somewhat organized mind-fuck of loves, desires, values and ideas:
MUSIC: of all sounds, sorts, senses, and languages
NEXT FIX FOR THIS ADRENALINE JUNKIE: hiking, SNOWBOARDING, exercising, weight training, JOGGING!, swimming, rollerblading, yoga, volleyball, softball, soccer, football, ultimate frisbee, hockey, PAINTBALLING!, climbing trees, biking, martial arts, kickboxing, RODEOS!
VACATIONS: anytime, anywhere, no reason necessary.
Here is a list of my hopeful destinations:
Africa, Alaska, Amsterdam, Anguilla, Antigua, Argentina, Aruba, Austin, TX, Austria, Australia, Barbados, Belgium, BERLIN!!, Bermuda, Bora Bora, Brazil, Cambodia, Capri,
Cayman Islands, Chicago, China, Colorado, Costa Rica, Croatia, Dallas, TX, Denver,
Dominican Republic, Ecuador, Egypt, El Salvador, England, Finland, French Polynesia,
Germany, Greece, Guatemala, Hawaii, Headwaters Redwood preserve, Holland, Ibiza, India, Indonesia, Ireland, Israel, Italy, Jamaica, Japan, Key West, Kenya, Las Vegas, Macchu Picchu, Madagascar, Maine, Mexico, Miami, Montreal, New Mexico,
New Orleans , New Zealand, Nicaragua, Norway, Panama, Papua New Guinea, Paraguay, Peru, Portugal, Puerto Rico , Rio di Janeiro, Russia,
Salzburg, San Diego, San Francisco, Scotland, Seattle, South Dakota, South Korea, Spain, St. Croix, St. Maarten, St. Thomas, Stonehenge, Sweden, Tasmania, Thailand, the Amazon, the Andes, the Bahamas, the Galapagos, the Philippines, Togo, Trinidad/Tobago, Turkey, Tunisia, The UK, The Ukraine, Vermont, Venezuela, Vietnam,
Yosemite, and anywhere new I can find myself.
THE GREAT OUTDOORS: mountains, valleys, the beach, RAINFORESTS!, lakes, camping, the Ramapo Reservation (a.k.a. the Rez), road trips, wide open spaces, trail blazing, sky gazing, endless summers, fireflies, watching for shooting stars, weather (wild, violent thunderstorms; tornadoes; hurricanes), extreme sports, white water rafting, jet skiing, flying, boating, ADVENTURE!
THE ARTS: photography, computer graphics/animation (Cartoon Network, Hayao Miyazaki, Disney, Pixar, Tim Burton, Don Herzfeldt), sketching, painting, comic books, reading/writing (poetry, songs, drama, and fiction/sci-fi), tattoos and piercings, creating & destroying, GRAFFITI
LEARNING: astronomy & meteorology (bonafide weather and space freak), biology and ecology, weight training & exercise science, Reiki, meditation, spiritualism, technology, philosophy, psychology, automotive mechanics, Spanish, German culture, language and music
FREAKY SHIT: Weird NJ, ghosts and ghost-hunting, deep space wonderings, the supernatural, dreams and nightmares, Tarot cards, Wicca, majick, healing, haunted places, cemeteries, UFOs, the X-Files
I LOVE EXOTIC SPORTS CARS!!
SEX!!: wall-kicking mind-blowing animalistic free-for-all sex - the kind that makes you scream out your own name – 24/7/365!; foreplay, experimentation, costumes/outfits, role-playing, toys, games, NO FUCKING INHIBITIONS
OLD HABITS DIE HARD: (aka Confessions of a video-game junkie)
• Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit 2! (Favorite game EVER!!)
• SUPER SMASH BROTHERS!! (n64)
• Oblivion
• Grand Theft Auto 3; Vice City, San Andreas
• Burnout 3
• Turok
• Starfox64
• Gran Tourismo 3 & 4
• 007 Nightfire; Goldeneye64
• Counterstrike
• Ultima Online
• World of Warcraft
• Wolfenstein 3D
• Doom series
• Duke Nukem series
• D
• Age of Empires series
• The Sims 2
• Mario64
• Mario Kart
• Ghost Recon
• Halo
• Metroid
• Jurassic Park; Rampage Edition
• Ninja Gaiden
• TMNT series
• Wrestlemania64
• The Incredible Machine
• Volfied
• Snood
• Mischief Makers
• Arctic Thunder [arcade]
• House of Dead series
• DDR
• Crusin' USA, World, Exotica
JUST IMAGINE: discovering little corners of the world, day dreaming, thinking and wishing, planning for the future
CAUSING MISCHIEF
ACTIN' A FOOL.
Dreams come and go, my direction in life shifts and changes, but I always find an outlet for my energy and some satisfaction for my curiosity.
I'd like to meet:
People who are: friendly, funny, easy-going, animated, silly, philosophical, weird, open-minded, thinkers, dreamers, deviant, believers, wild, whacky, flashy, fun-loving and free - anything but ordinary.
Oh, and these crazy fuckers:
Music:
The coolest fucking band in the world.
0-9(+44), 3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds to Mars, 311
AThe Academy Is, Aerosmith, AFI, Alice in Chains, Alien Ant Farm, Alkaline Trio, The All-American Rejects, All Day I Drive, Tori Amos, Adam Ant, ANBERLIN, The Appleseed Cast, Aqua, The Aquabats, die Aerzte, As Tall As Lions, At the Drive-In, The Ataris, Audioslave
BBad Religion, Bjork, Clint Black, Black Flag, The Black Maria, Blink 182, Bloc Party, The Bloodhound Gang, Blue Oyster Cult, Boards of Canada, Bon Jovi, David Bowie, The Bouncing Souls, Box Car Racer, Brandtson!, Breaking Benjamin, Bright Eyes, Broken Social Scene, Garth Brooks, Brooks & Dunn, BT, Jimmy Buffet, Bush, Tracy Byrd
CJohnny Cash, Cauterize, Cave In, CELLDWELLER!!!, Mary Chapin Carpenter, Chevelle, Chicane, Chumbawamba, Circa Survive, CKY, Terry Clark, The Click Five, Coheed & Cambria, Coldplay, Copeland, Chris Cornell, Ferry Corsten, Counting Crows, Creed, Sheryl Crow, The Cure, The Cynic Project
DD:FUSE, Dave Matthews Band, Deadsy, Death Cab for Cutie, Ani DiFranco, Dinosaur Jr., Discount, DIVINITY DESTROYED!!!!, DJs Sasha, Digweed, Tiesto, Ian van Dahl; Do as Infinity, The Doors, Rob Dougan, Dr. Octagon, Dream Theater, Dynamite Boy
EElectrasy, Eminem, Enigma, Enya, The Epoxies, Eve 6, THE EXIT!!, Explosions in the Sky
FFall Out Boy, Finch, Flashbulb, The Format, From Autumn to Ashes, From Zero, Frou Frou, Fuel, Funeral for a Friend, Further Seems Forever, The Future Sounds of London
GGarbage, Gatsby's American Dream, The Get Up Kids, Gin Blossoms, Goldfinger, Goo Goo Dolls, Gorillaz, Green Day, Guns'N'Roses, Guster
H** HAMMOCK!!**, Hawthorne Heights, Hazen Street, Head Automatica, de Heideroosjes, Helmet, Hey Mercedez, Hidden in Plain View, Hit the Lights, Jimi Hendrix, HIM, Hot Action Cop
II Am the Avalanche, Ich Jetzt Taeglich, Billy Idol, Imogen Heap, Incubus, Interpol, Islands, Iron Maiden
JJamisonparker, Jewel, Jimmie's Chicken Shack, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, Juno Reactor
KK-Pax sndtrk., Kick Over the Traces, The Killers, KMFDM!, KoRn
LThe Lawrence Arms, Chris LeDoux, Led Zeppelin, Less Than Jake, Letter Kills, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, The Living End, Local H, London After Midnight, Lonestar, LUCKY BOYS CONFUSION!!
MMad at Gravity, Madonna, Mae, Marilyn Manson, Bob Marley, Maroon 5, The Mars Volta, Kathy Mattea, Mazzy Star, Sarah McLachlan, Megaherz, Metallica, Metric, Midtown, Robert Miles, Moby, Mother Love Bone, Motion City Soundtrack, Mr. Mister, Mudhoney, Mum, Muse, Mustard Plug, MuteMath, My American Heart, My Chemical Romance
NNada Surf, Mever Heard of It, The New Amsterdams, The New Pornographers, *NINE INCH NAILS*, Nirvana, No Doubt, NoFX, Northstar
OPaul Oakenfold, The Offspring, Opeth, OPM, Orbital, ORGY, Outkast, Outsmarting Simon
PPanic! At the Disco, Paramore, Pearl Jam, A PERFECT CIRCLE, Pennywise, Pepper's Ghost, Tom Petty, Phantom Planet, Piebald, Pinback, Pink Floyd, Plain White T's, Polaris, The Postal Service, Powerman 5000, PPK, Presidents of the United States of America, Prodigy, Pulse Ultra
QQuasimoto, Queen, Queens of the Stone Age, The Queers
RRadiohead, Rage Against the Machine, RAMMS+EIN!!, Collin Raye, The Receiving End of Sirens, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Republika, The Revolution Smile, Riddlin' Kids , RX Bandits!
SSave Ferris, Saxon Shore, The Secret Machines, Seether, Senses Fail, Sevendust, Shakira, Sigur Ros, Silverchair, Silverstein, Skillet!, Sleep Station/New London Fire, Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Social Distortion, Sonata Arctica, Soul Coughing, Sound Factory, SOUNDGARDEN!!, The Sounds, Sparta, Spin Doctors, Spineshank, Spitalfield, Sportfreunde Stiller, SR-71, Stabbing Westward, StainD, The Starting Line, Gwen Stefani, Sting & the Police, STONE TEMPLE PILOTS! , Story of the Year, George Strait, Straylight Run, Streetlight Manifesto, Strung Out, Student Rick, Sublime, Sugar Ray, Sugarcult, Sum 41, Sundayrunners, Sunny Day Real Estate, Sunny Day Real Estate, SYSTEM OF A DOWN!!!!
TTeenage Fan Club, Texas, Texas is the Reason, Third Eye Blind, This Day and Age, Tiger Army, TOOL, Thrice, die Toten Hosen, Trapt, TRUSTCompany, Shania Twain, Tsunami Bomb
UU2, **Farin Urlaub!!!**, UnderOath, Unwed Sailor, The Used
VArmin van Buuren, Van Halen, Vendetta Red, Vertical Horizon, The Verve, VNV Nation, Void Where Prohibited
WWaking Ashland, Clay Walker, The Wallflowers, Weezer, The Weakerthans, Wellwater Conspiracy, Wesley Willis, The White Stripes, White Zombie, Whole Wheat Bread, Wir Sind Helden!!, Wizo, Wolfsheim
XXTC
YThe Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Trisha Yearwood, Yellowcard, Yesterday's Rising, Dwight Yoakam
ZZEBRAHEAD!, Rob Zombie, White Zombie
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And the list goes on! Yet more vague it becomes...
• grunge!! (such a 90’s kid)
• punk
• ska
• metal
• industrial
• alternative
• rock
• techno
• trance
• progressive
• ambient
• house
• euphoric
• classical
• downtempo/chill
• jazz
• powerpop
• German punk, metal, industrial, techno, and pop
• classical Chinese, Japanese, Indian, Native American and Irish/Celtic folk music
• meditation/new age/yoga music
Movies:
· THE MATRIX!!!!
· **EQUILIBRIUM**
· JURASSIC PARK
· OFFICE SPACE
· BOONDOCK SAINTS!
· SPIRITED AWAY
· FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS
· 13 Ghosts (original)
· A Clockwork Orange
· Adam Sandler movies
· AEON FLUX
· Alien
· American Psycho
· Armageddon
· Back to the Future
· Batman Begins
· Beauty and the Beast
· Bedknobs & Broomsticks
· Beetlejuice
· Bourne Identity
· Can't Hardly Wait
· Carrie
· Cars
· CKY
· Contact
· Dances With Wolves
· DARK CITY
· documentaries
· Dogma
· Dragonheart
· ELF
· Ella Enchanted
· Ferris Bueller's Day Off
· FIGHT CLUB
· Finding Nemo
· Frida
· Ghostbusters
· Godzilla movies
· Grandma’s Boy
· Haggard
· HOUSE OF FLYING DAGGERS
· House on Haunted Hill (original)
· Ice Age
· Identity
· Independence Day
· Interview with the Vampire
· IT
· Jackie Chan films
· Jay and Silent Bob series
· Jim Carrey
· Kiki's Delivery Service
· Kung Pow
· LotR trilogy
· Mary Poppins
· Matrix Reloaded
· Men in Black I & II
· Mothra
· Muppet movies!
· NATURAL BORN KILLERS
· Nausicaa of the Valley of Wind
· Phenomenon
· Pirates of the Caribbean
· Pleasantville
· Predator
· Pretty Woman
· Richy Guitar
· Run Lola Run (Rennt Lola)
· SALT LAKE CITY PUNK
· Saw
· Shrek 1 & 2
· Son of Godzilla
· Space Jam
· SPIDERMAN 1 & 2
· Star Gate
· Star Wars (the original trilogy)
· Strangers with Candy
· Super-Size Me
· Terminator 2
· THE 40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN!!
· The Addams Family
· The Adventures of Milo & Otis
· The American Pie Series
· The Animatrix
· The Big Lebowski
· The Breakfast Club
· The Crow
· The Exorcist
· The Family Guy movie
· The Green Mile
· THE INCREDIBLES
· The Jungle Book
· The Land Before Time
· The Last of the Mohicans
· THE LION KING
· THE PRINCESS BRIDE
· The Secret of Roan Inish
· The Shining
· The Tommyknockers
· Thunderheart
· TMNT (original)
· Toy Story
· Trainspotting
· Twister
· V for Vendetta
· Waiting
· Waking Life
· White Fang
· William Sheakspear’s Romeo & Juilet
· X-Files: Fight the Future
· X-Men I & II
Television:
Favorites:
METALOCALYPSE!! My new favorite show.
Blacker than the blackest black TIMES INFINITY!!
**Futurama**
FAMILY GUY!
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
*Rocko's Modern Life*
*The X-Files!*
Beavis and Butthead
~Ren and Stimpy!!~
**Sex and the City!!**
South Park
Animal Planet!
The Travel Channel
The Weather Channel
The Discovery Channel
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· Aeon Flux
· Ahh! Real Monsters
· Angry Beavers
· Animaniacs
· Are You Afraid of the Dark?
· Arrested Development
· Cheesy German TV
· Clone High
· Comedians (Lewis Black, Jim Breuer, George Carlin, Dane Cook, Adam Ferrara, Bill Maier, Jon Stewart)
· COPS
· Cowboy Bebop
· Crank Yankers
· Drawn Together
· Firefly
· Foster’s Home for Imaginary Friends
· Full Metal Alchemist
· Hey Dude
· I Love the 80's
· I Love the 90's
· Invader Zim
· Jackass
· Mission Avenue
· Most Extreme Elimination Challenge
· MTV2
· MTVU
· Robot Chicken
· Salute Your Shorts
· Scrubs
· Sealab 2021
· Six Feet Under
· Space Ghost
· Spongebob Squarepants
· That 70's Show
· The Adventures of Pete and Pete
· The Dave Chappelle Show
· The Food Network
· the History Channel
· The MaXX
· The Oblongs
· The Simpsons
· the Sopranos
· Viva La Bam
· Wild on E!
· Wonder Showzen
• MTV, VH1, reality TV, E!, FOX News and the other 74 billion useless TV channels eat stiff, corporate ass.
• The entire celeb-pop nation is the diarrhea of human existence.
• If you look up to and/or emulate wastes of life such as Paris Hilton, Britney Spears, Jessica Simpson or Lindsey Lohan, I sincerely hope you choke on a used tampon.
Books:
· Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
· The Hobbit
· LotR series
· The Enchanted Forest Chronicles
· An Unquiet Mind
· This Place Has No Atmosphere
· The Brightest Light
· anything by Stephen King
· The Davinci Code
· (esp. The Tommyknockers, IT, The Shining, Insomnia, The Green Mile and Pet Semetary)
· Derek Rosenfeld's Travel Companion: Vol 1
· Robert Frost
· The Outsiders
· Edgar Allen Poe
· Johannes Goethe
· Messer by Till Lindemann
· Cunt by Inga Muscio
· Making Majick
· Borderlands by Gloria Anzaldua
· American Gods by Neil Gaiman
· Good Omens by Neil Gaiman
Anyone who writes here that they don't read is a fucking ignoramus and should run face-first into a buzzsaw laughing!!
Heroes:
♥My parents - the coolest, nicest, most selfless people I have ever known;
♥ my friends - you mean the world to me!;
♥ my nana - my guardian angel, keeping me safe;
♥ Milo - my other guardian angel, whose purrs still echo in my dreams;
♥ RAMMS+EIN: Till Lindemann, Richard Kruspe, Christoph Schneider, Flake Lorenz, Paul Landers and Oliver Reidel
♥ die Aerzte: Farin Urlaub, Bela B. and Rodrigo Gonzales
♥ DIVINITY DESTROYED : a masterpiece for the ears, the music you make is what I've been waiting for. Your energy is enlightening, your potential immense, your talent endless.
♥Jerri Blank of Strangers with Candy;
♥Bender of Futurama;
♥ anyone who can make sense of this crazy, beautiful world.
