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Exkanazimoes.

About Me


If you know me, then you know this already. But if you don't, then you need to know this: I am a musician first and foremost. Without music I would shrivel up and die. No joke. It's what keeps me breathing. I indulge in it like my heart would stop if I didn't. It probably would. If you also didn't know, I am a one-woman band by the name of CLAUDIA'S ASHES. You can add CA by clicking here .
♠ i love music probably more than i like most people.
♠ i am very taken by a very wonderful man whom i am very in love with.
♠ my pomeranian and my cat are like my children. i love ALL animals.
♠ i proudly stereotype myself as a goth girl. bite me.
♠ i am NOT a skinny girl and i like it that way.
♠ i like flailing about to stompy music all over the place.
♠ without art & creativity & dreams & muses, i might as well be dead.
♠ i am proud of my german heritage and my gender. deutschland ♥
♠ i am a scorpio, so don't piss me off.
♠ avid bellydancing fan & student
♠ morbid things and the macabre fascinate the hell out of me.
♠ I ♥ nintendo. all other consoles are shit.
♠ my rogue owns your rogue. world of warcraft, FTW.
♠ mohawks are the sexiest thing on the planet.
♠ candles, cemetaries & catholic artwork are the best.
♠ i love paris hilton for some inexplicible reason
♠ cristina scabbia is a goddess & dero musiol is a god.
♠ religious extremists should really go to whatever hell they believe in.
♠ italian food, mmmmmmm.
♠ survival horror goddess.
♠ lip service junky. vinyl addict. latex admirer. stocking fetish to the extreme.
♠ 11 piercings & 3 tattoos and counting. ask me where they are.
♠ roses and morgues.
♠ i REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE EMO KIDS & SCENE IDIOTS. DIE.
♠ am 100% fur free
♠ for gay rights, pro-choice and for women's rights
♠ ask me more later, i'm getting tired of typing.

My Interests

Music:

311
a perfect circle
aiboforcen
alice cooper
alice in chains
alien sex fiend
amon tobin
amphibious assault
anachronia
and one
arcana
assemblage 23
asy9
atrax morgue
attrition
aurora
beborn beton
benny benassi
big electric cat
billy corgan
billy idol
bjork
black sabbath
black tape for a blue girl
blue oyster cult
blutengel
brotherhood of pagans
chemical angel
christian death
christina aguilera
clan of xymox
coal chamber
combichrist
cradle of filth
dead stare
deftones
depeche mode
diary of dreams
die krupps
dir en grey
diva destruction
diverje
doppelganger
dulce liquido
duran duran
echoing green
executive slacks
farenheit 451
faith and the muse
flyleaf
fiction
front 242
front line assembly
gary numan
gravemachine
grendel
hansel und gretyl
hocico
icon of coil
in strict confidence
jack off jill
johnny hollow
juno reactor
kidneythieves
kittie
KMFDM
knorkator
koji kondo
kommunity fk
korn
kraftwerk
kristeen young
lacuna coil
laibach
leaetherstrip
led zeppelin
liv kristine
london after midnight
lords of acid
luxt
lycia
malice mizer
massive attack
megaherz
mephisto walz
midnight configuration
mindless self indulgence
ministry
monstrum sepsis
mors syphilitica
my ruin
necromatic sunshine
nightwish
nina hagen
nirvana
niyaz
noctule sorix
nosferatu
oojami
oomph!
orgy
outlett
otep
paralyzed age
pitbull daycare
play dead
powerman 5000
primus
process
produkt
project pitchfork
pulcher feminarage against the machine
rajna
rammstein
red lorry yellow lorry
reverie
rob zombie
rosetta stone
rotersand
scott allen kapeckas
screams for tina
seraphim shock
sevendust
shakira
skindred
skinny puppy
smashing pumpkins
snake river conspiracy
soundgarden
specimen
stabbing westward
starlit
static-x
stevie nicks
stone temple pilots
suicide commando
sunshine blind
synthetic dream foundation
switchblade symphony
system of a down
terminal choice
testube
thanatos
the cruxshadows
the cure
the gathering
the prodigy
the superheroines
the toadies
the wake
this ascension
t.o.w.
tristania
two
two witches
unit 187
usherhouse
uva ursi
van halen
vixtrola
voltaire
wench
wesley willis
wicked wisdom
within temptation
wumpscut
xavier acorea

My Blog

I Need Hair & Makeup Help, And A Photog

Hey guys and girls, I am auditioning for a fashion show and I am going to need my hair and makeup done for the audition. I am going to be dressed cyber-gothish so I'd prefer some bold but not-so-crazy...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 07:02:00 PST

But Then...

...I get to "Enjoy The Silence", and I am reminded of the most glorious salvation that is true love.So fitting that it is the last track on the album. It's an extreme comfort to me.I think I can sleep...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:53:00 PST

Can't Sleep Clowns'll Eat Me

I am irritated and can't sleep.What an absolute shame, such a sorry waste, that my favorite CD of all time reminds me of last year and last year alone./sigh.I tried to close my eyes and relax to a lit...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:50:00 PST

"Stephanie Goes Into EVERYBODY'S Houses And Makes Them Happy"

That was a quote from the coolest kid on the planet, my boyfriend's son. We had an incredibly wonderful time today at Micke Grove Zoo in Lodi. It was the first time he has ever been to the zoo and at ...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:30:00 PST

Stupid Fucking Impressionable Little Sheep

I am watching this special on Channel 3 News right now about "Internet Safety" and this little 14 year old girl who stumbled upon this pro-anorexia site, read it and started starving herself.Her mom c...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 06:51:00 PST

I Think Our Priorities Are Screwed Up Just A Little Much...

Since when should I give two flying shits about what some washed-up 90's popstar did to her hair? And why exactly is Britney Spears shaving her head headline news-worthy? Fucking America....
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 06:16:00 PST

Suckage.

I had the night from hell. I fought through a growing headache to take Rob home from work, and we ended up watching a movie as I tried to ignore my nausea and head-throbbing which grew worse by the mi...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 02:04:00 PST

I'm Having One Of Those Nights...

...where you sit and think WAY too much about the past. I am the type of person to get mad for no real reason at all over things that have impacted me significantly that occurred years ago. This night...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 12:24:00 PST

VD

Robert and I had a woooonderful Valentine's. Our original plan was to hit San Francisco to walk on the wharf and check out the "walruses" and shit, but we were both so tired we ended up detouring into...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 03:39:00 PST

I Got Pulled Over Today!!!

Yep!! Going northbound on Watt to my bellydance class, I see this cop on a motorcycle turn right from Fair Oaks into the slow lane next to me, and at that point I know I am doomed. I wasn't speeding m...
Posted by Stephanie Michelle on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 09:05:00 PST