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Nicole-notorious[hooker patrol][Neikosaurus-Rex]

imagination is a manifestation of love, and it is love and the capacity for it that distinguishes on

About Me

SEX......DRUGS....AAAANNNND....INDUSTRIAL......I am the most indecisive person you'll ever meet
guns dont kill people...i fucking kill people.SAVAGE
I love teletubbies
I love nicotine
Dont get close, I am capable of love
I listen to alot of music
I am an industrial and hardcore hybrid. I swing both ways, and I do NOT care what you say
I am obsessed with vanity
I pop squats in the wilderness
I have a SEVERE problem with trusting people
my best friends name is JEFF. That's right bitches, the one and only
I have been through more pain in my life than is worth explaining. Don't cry to me about petty bullshit or I will laugh in your face
I am hard to handle, which is probably why I remain single
I CHANGE; do not expect me to remain the same day in and day out
I am a starving artist.
I am currently unemployed
IM FRENCH. I LOVE IT.
I like MAKEUP
I like GLAMOUR
but..i LOVE art
i LOVE expression
I have a mind, although I rarely ever truely express myself. what can I say....im out of practice.
I prefer reading the BOOKS before their MOVIES come out
I am highly imaginative, in my own uninteresting way
I am obsessed with vietnamese food ;)
I believe strongly in using CORRECT grammar. is that how you even spell grammar? lol
I love art history..especially ren art history.
I write poetry, mostly when I feel deep internal pain
I will kill ANYONE who calls me EMO. I think that is the most horrible fad of our generation, and also I do not believe in being emotionless to the world. I was dead inside for too long to admit, and I VALUE emotion. I do not sit at home and cry like stupid teenagers do. I find that pathetic
I am EXTREMELY opinionated. If you cannot deal with that fuck you
I am a total fashion WHORE. GOTH fashion whore might I add
My biggest downfall is that I like girly guys....yum. enough said
there is so much more....but if you want more than what is on my stupid myspace page...you will have to meet me to find it out =) ta ta for now xo

My Interests

writing
reading
going to shows
art
painting
expression
traveling
modeling
suicideeee giirrlllss
rivetheads
corsets
burlesque fashion
red lipstick
LOVE
DEATH
EMOTION
DANCING
BEAUTY
GLAMOUR
CLUBBING
PALE SKIN
BODY MODIFICATION
INDUSTRIAL MUSIC

I'd like to meet:



I already found him...and hes lovely. he needs to get his ass to sacramento though ;)

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Music:

music i like:
†PLACEBO
†Manson
†Nine inch nails
† london after midnight
† apoptygma berzerk
† vnv nation
† zeromancer
† assemblage 23
† agonoize
† icon of coil
† depeche mode
† heliumvola
† sisters of mercy
† razed in black
† claire voyant
† DIARY OF DREAMS
† cradle of filth
† dimmu borgir
† die form
† combichrist
† IN STRICT CONFIDENCE
† bauhaus
† and one
† psyclon nine
† suicide commando
† neuroticfish
† lights of euphoria
† absurd minds
† project pitchfork
† THE CRUXSHADOWS
† skinny puppy
† the birthday massacre
† covenant
† seabound
† grendel
† hocico
† KMFDM
† new order
† suicide silence
† switchblade symphony
† tool
† imperative reaction
† beborn beton
† depeche mode
† combichrist
† the CURE
† diva destruction
† INFORMATIK
† jack off jill
† wumpscut
†HIM
†Eighteen visions
†Dresden dolls
†MUSE
†MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE
ive been burning a shitload of music lately.....so when my cd collection goes up so will my band list

Movies:

† Fight club
† Clockwork orange
† Edward scissorhands
† Nightmare before christmas
† May
† La voix des morts'
† Requiem for a dream
† Rocky horror picture show
† Quills
† Donnie darko
† Blair witch 2
†Doppelers
† Saw
† PI
† I really do not watch tv..or even movies anymore

Books:

THE FRIENDS.....

My Blog

In the mood to smash someones face in

Im not too sure if there are words to describe how entirely furious I am right now. I am FUCKING SICK of people. Supposedly..it has been said that I will fuck anyone, and i will fall in love with anyo...
Posted by Nicole-notorious[hooker patrol][Neikosaurus-Rex] on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 07:06:00 PST

new catastrophes in my life

So as most of you knew, I lived with dennis and derrick. It was a bit of an unhealthy thing for me...being that I didnt have a job, and had to rely on dennis' undependability. last night we all got ex...
Posted by Nicole-notorious[hooker patrol][Neikosaurus-Rex] on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 03:10:00 PST

new poem....untitled....as of yet

My sentiment has faded, weighed down by deathinfiltrated beauty has caused this distress.My rapturous pain has kissed the sky,As I break my wings to help you fly.Ive ripped out my heart,and placed the...
Posted by Nicole-notorious[hooker patrol][Neikosaurus-Rex] on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 01:56:00 PST

my heart is full of broken glass, in my dissillusionment of life

You were born, you grew up in a world where your surroundings prescribe thought, and teach you to hate everything that will ultimately help youhate your momhate your dadhate yourselfyour parents teach...
Posted by Nicole-notorious[hooker patrol][Neikosaurus-Rex] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a poem

star crossed and stary eyed innocence pulled away by maturitys tide loneliness is the void into which all this warped obsession is cast shyness is the damn denying the river its ultimate purpose deafe...
Posted by Nicole-notorious[hooker patrol][Neikosaurus-Rex] on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 02:39:00 PST

like it even matters

This pleasurable pain has kissed my wrist and thrown me away twisted pretty and called insane I bury myself with each word i say make me and break me, take me into the palm of your hand stick th...
Posted by Nicole-notorious[hooker patrol][Neikosaurus-Rex] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST