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About Me

Create your own Friend Quiz here Well....I'm 24 years old, live in Sac. Ummm....this is mainly for friends, I don't blog here much, but if you wanna read my blog, ask me for my live journal in a message and I may give you the link.
Also, something I wrote for myself in early 2005. After sending it to a friend and reading it over, it felt appropriate to place here.
Shayded Whisper
Imagine....a world caught in between the light and the dark. Between innocence and lust. Envision, everything you see, you feel a dull, muted version of reality. Pretend for a moment that your existence is frozen. You have so much to learn, to know, to see, to experience and...yet everything feels, seems, is repetitive, redundant, almost pointless. Exist in the half life. Halted. Unable to grow, to thrive, yet not deteriorating. Close your eyes, and be cold. Exist, only in the shayde. If only for one moment. Shayde began as a ghost-name. Something no one would recognize. A being that was dark, alone, in the shadows. Now, with that cold dark, drab experience behind....Picture this. Something so fragile. Soft, delicate. Feel the tickle of butterfly wings on your cheek. Eyelashes on your chest. Tender kisses on your shoulder. Delicate feelings that bring so much excitement, make your heart burn, but are gone and forgotten in a matter of moments. Touch something soft, ethereal, precious. Know it is only a fantasy, but don't even care. Something so amazing, yet....so easily taken for granted. Ignored, almost non existent. Screaming for freedom, release, acknolegment....and yet drown into a distant thought of the subconscious. Something so strong, so meaningful...but easily lost in the background noise. That is whisper. Whisper was originally a ghost name as well. Someone similar to shayde, only softer...sweeter. Lost in the noise and Shayde was lost in the sight. Picture the two combined. That is Shayded Whisper. Two names, two beings, two sides of one woman. It is not my true name, but a name I have adopted for myself. I'm scared, alone, and yet strong. It's a confusing existence. Welcome to a few moments of it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Just interesting people....I don't know...people I can relate to, have fun with.
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My Blog

Hmmm..

Certain things do not become me, and I am going through a few right now.conflictResolution, underway.Stupid emotions, would be so much easier if I were more jaded/cynicalI hear tier 2 helps with bothg...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 18:33:00 GMT

Update

So, another year older another year wiser. still working hard at Apple and have found my creative ways returning with abundance.I am so much happier then I have been in so long, and it is well earned....
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 11:30:00 GMT

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I just realized I have not become who I envisioned I would be at this age....in fact I'm kinda disappointed in how I turned out....
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 21:43:00 GMT

Approved!

This is taken from my livejournal1920's style studiohardwood floorsfull kitchenfull bathraise ceilingscentral heating and airceiling fanwall sconcestons of leftover features from the 20's, cast iron t...
Posted by on Fri, 23 May 2008 23:14:00 GMT

YAY! Productivity

Today, I did my laundry, did the dishes, had a tele conference, got drunk on wine, and then made cookies. yay drunken cookie making!
Posted by on Wed, 21 May 2008 21:20:00 GMT

So anyway...

I have things on my mind that should not be, thoughts that I'd like to entertain and know are bad for me. I blame the heat100 in may?whiskey tango foxtrot!!!?!?!
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 15:46:00 GMT

I am not an elephant

Barack ObamaScore: 69AgreeIraqImmigrationTaxesStem-Cell ResearchHealth CareAbortionLine-Item VetoEnergyMarriageEnvironmentEducationDisagreeSocial SecurityDeath PenaltyGun Control-- Take the Quiz! --
Posted by on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 14:01:00 GMT

How does one deal with death?

I have lost friends in my life. Winston, Patrick rest in peace. Bust never a family member until this morning. My uncle Jim died this morning at the age of 71. He was old, his health was failing. Diab...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 12:22:00 GMT

Wow, I suck at this blog posty thing!

Anyway, it's only been what....3 or so months? Either way. just felt obligated to post here.Life has been steady for a while. Just been work, the bar, friends and home, nothing major nothing incredibl...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 14:54:00 GMT

Car Check List

Partially because it's better safe than sorry, but mostly because I'm not taking any chances after the bullshit that transpired with the Cavalier couple years ago.Breaks - appointment with Break Maste...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 18:34:00 GMT