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~BitterSweet~

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About Me

I find beauty where none exsists,I see things and people for not just what they are,but what they can become,I am a lover of laughter,and whispers in the dark. I am a very good and loyal friend to those that know what "TRUE" friendship is about,not one sided Take and NEVER GIVE give back people,(only YOU know if thats you or not ) so dont waste my time or yours if ya arent gonna bother popping in and saying hello ,waving a severed arm or two at me occasionally! i have a morbid fascination for death and dark things,i want to someday own a hearse, I am a BLACK DYE ..1 *wink* wearing hair dyed,lotsa tattood and pierced GOOD girl *snicker snicker* no...really I am..,I LOVE to admire a man with long beautiful SEXY hair (like MY mans after a GREAT romp or a killer show hes played....MMmmmmmm...) My tats are as follows:LG bat wings across my back..*duhhh*, a green irridescent fairy on my left leg, a black rose above my heart,and my VALENTINES PRESENT tat from my man on my right foot and ankle and up my leg is BEAUTIFUL red spiderwebbing interwoven with trailing ivy branches..and a butterfly caught in the middle with a gnarly spider looming above ready to strike and a teeny black heart smack in da middle of the center web....*sighhhhhhhhhh* La Mour...so grande.... i have a few more but they are really NOT WORTH mentioning..(DAMN those home done tats of teenhood!!!! lol)I DESPISE drama and gossip,and MEAN arrogant Rude people!! I have a VERY open mind and wish others i relate to on a personal level to hopefully have the same. I am a GORE-AHOLIC and DAMN PROUD to be one!! I am always open to new thoughts and ideas, i love to learn from others, sometimes i am a very talkative person,and at other times a very private and shy kind of girl, if i am being quiet on the day/eve we are introduced..break the ice and dont be shy about asking me almost anything!!! DONT start with any lame pick up lines or sex chat with me,I ADORE sex just like everybody else..but DONT want to go on that personal level with a NEW friend, so..if this is too much for you,dont add me, if ya like what ya read,feel free to chat with me ANYTIME!!! And for THE MOST Grotesque pics i have EVER seen on the net (and thats saying a LOT!!)..you GOTTA go to this site and check em out , NOT to be believed:http://kevan.org//brain.cgi?zombie%20wenchTell me if YOU think they are as bad as i did!!! GORE FANS will LOVE it..heh heh

My Interests

pro haunter/builder/decorator-detailer/actor (6 ish yrs) with "THE PIRATES OF EMERSON" (WWW.PIRATESOFEMERSON.COM) 14 yrs and counting,WAY LONGGG before the Pirates of the Carribean movie made being a PIRATE.. DEAD or Alive such a warm n fuzzy place for all..blecchhh!!!) Reading anything Horror , Am a GORE-Aholic..any horror movies,LOVE B- movies,zombies,vampires and all things that go BUMP in the night, Fantasy, Fairies, meeting new friends and hangin out with old, people that are fun to be around. FAV HOLIDAY IS *DRUM ROLL PLEASE* Halloween!! (what a suprise THAT was eh??!! DUH!) shopping,ren faire,reading,playing on the computer,smoking,drinking,laughing,dark art,tattoos,makeup,burlesque shows,HEARSES... and have had this recent sudden URGE to "STAR" gaze...*wink*
Adopt a Hearse Today!hell..i dunno,im open to ALL kinds of shit..talk to me and we will discover it together..lol

I'd like to meet:

As long as there is a SICK sense of humor, a morbid fascination with "Darkness " (whatever that may mean to each individual)..people who are willing to laugh at THEMSELVES once in awhile and not take life so seriously, people who dont Sweat the small stuff..evil geniuses, mad scientists,zombies,zombies,zombies,necrophiliacs*HG* (kinda goes hand in hand with the zombie thing..*NG* METALheads,vamps,goths,punks,rivetheads,werewolves,witches,p irates,gypsys, rock stars, writers,artists,blithering idiots,hopeless romantics,swingers,gay/lesbian,straight,bi's,unknowns(?),qui et n shy,zen monks,nuns,satan worshippers,christians (just DONT preach to me..heh eh) superheros,villians, whoever and WHATEVER u are I could care less, you treat me with kindness and respect,you will DEFINATELY get it back! I am a HUGE believer of Karma, and try to live by it. I would NOT like to meet anyone who is full of Drama and pointless bitching! Shit happens yeah..but GET OVER IT already!My YMessenger name is zombie_wench (usually on in stealth mode so drop a line anyhow,I MAY be online after all...lol) My AIM name is NecroNymph6sik6...****************************************** *********************************I WONDER WHAT Marilyn Manson is saying to Johnny???*************************************************** ************************ ( POST what YOU think he might be telling him in the ADD COMMENT area below,but u MUST be a FRIEND to comment so dont forget to add me first if u arent already my friend)***************************************************** ************************************************************ *************************************

Music:

ANY/ALL \M/ METAL!!!! \M/ I support my LOCAL scene of ALL types of HEAVY METAL,hardcore,PUNK etc bands at least 2 times a month.Nothing BETTER than a LIVE show to get a girls juices flowing..heres my bfriends band upcoming show spot!!!!!! GO SEE THEM They are AWESOME!!!!!~~~~~~~MAD AT SAM PLAYING in Crockett on FRIDAY THE 13th of MAY. HALF HALLOWEEN/FREAK show, COME IN COSTUME!!!!! (along with TBA)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MAD AT SAM at ROOSTERS roadhouse , Alameda calif,May 27th..RICK and J J's BIRTHDAY BASH!!!! (along with TBA)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I am a HUGE sucker for ROB Zombie!!! *waves* Hey there Rob...Whats up??!! LOVE YOU TO DEATH!!!!______________________________~************~_______ ________________________************************************ ***************************************

kettlecadaver

************************************************************ ************************************************************ ******************************~**~I am TRULY an old school METALHEAD , graduated in the early 80's and i REALLY HATE to hear all the arguments about WHO/WHAT is MORE metal or TRUE metal...its placed in DIFF catagories because it IS DIFFERENT,so how can u compare apples to oranges? ~**~~IT ALL comes from THE GOD OF THUNDER ... so fuckin get OVER IT and just enjoy.. \m/ \m/ HAILS to you all!!!~***************************************************** ********************** I have decided to ADD HERE 3 of my FAVORITE LOCAL BANDS: "PUSH"-"MAD AT SAM"-"SPARROWSPOINT"---------------------------------------- ----------------------------------- *SPARROWSPOINT*This band I have been friends with about 3 yrs or so,and EVERY show I see , They just keep on getting Better and Better,They were also one of the opening bands for WASP,check em out here on myspace or at www.sparrowspointtheband.com-------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ -----------------------------------*PUSH*----------(www.push music.com)------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ --------------- My other FAVORITE band is *********"PUSH"*********** whoM I have met and enjoy and practically attend EVERY SHOW they perform since July '04, when they ALSO were the other opening band for WASP,it was my first time hearing/SEEING them.. and I was BLOWN AWAY at the Nasty bump n grind SEXXXXY awesome sounds and stage presence that emits from the sexiest goth hardcore rock band around!!! SEXXX just oozes from their music/style..at least in my opinion..(and that of the audience as the entire place practically ends up in an orgy with all the rubbin and dancin goin on all around ya..*wink*) and yes...I DO have a "PUSHJUNKIES" page here on myspace..but..i am such a piece o sH*t on getting anything done with it as i am in a wonderful awesome NEW love affair with the sweetest,coolest,kindest,funniest,sexiest and OH SO TALENTED heavy metal/punk/guitar/bass player AROUND!! * blows kiss to MARK *---------------------- ( *see next fav band for details..lol*)--------------- ************************************************************ *******************~~~~~I would like to THANK YOU, ~PUSH~ for my Bday bash~~~~~****_______________________________________________ ____________________________ Here is the url for the POWERSLAVE review for the DNA LOUNGE SHOW Featuring: SPARROWSPOINT-PUSH-WASP:____________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ___________________ http://www.powerslave.com/showreviews/showreview.php?showrev iew_id=312~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~ ~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~"HELL MOTHER FUCKIN SHIT YEAH!!!!" Let me introduce you to one Hell of a bunch of crazy Mother Fu%&ers and sick musicians!!! They are "MAD AT SAM" from Oakland,calif. (San francisco Bay Area)~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~ ~~***~~~***~~~***~~~**********"MAD AT SAM"***(hardcore/thrash/punk/metal crossover )***********----------------------------******************** *-------------------------- well..let me just get this out of the way first off..I was introduced to this SICK ASS HELLA BAD (sooo californian huh??!! lol ) and sooo friggin talented bunch of guys thru my bfriend MARK who happens to be their new bass player..(formerly of PSYCHOSIS(Livermore,ca),CHAINSAW SODOMY (from Chicago,Ill) and a few other projects he has done here in the calif s.f. bay area) u have got to check them out.. WWW.MADATSAM.COM and under their belts they have played with a few such bands as EXODUS,SKINLAB,MOMMIES FRIEND,LICA STO,KAOS,ETC....i am sooo limiting my info on them here cause i want u to check out THEIR page for the rest... *WWW.MADATSAM.COM* ____________________________*********************___________ _______________********************************************* ************************************************************ *********************************************_______________ ____________________________________________________________ ************************* www.MADATSAM.com ******************************** ____________________________________________________________ _______________********************************************* ******************************Here is the list of UPCOMING SHOWS :*********************************************************** ****************------MARCH 20TH WHISKEY A GO GO *HOLLYWOOD*--------------------------- ------APRIL 8TH BATTLE OF THE BANDS *SACRAMENTO*---------------------- ------APRIL 15TH PINE STREET BAR *LIVERMORE*--------------------------- ------APRIL 16th Roosters Roadhouse *alameda* 420 fest------------------------APRIL 16th Time Out *concord*-------------------------------------- ------MAY 13TH TOOTS *CROCKETT* FRIDAY the 13th FREAK/Half HALLOWEEN show, COME IN COSTUMES!!!!!!------------------------------------------MAY 27TH ROOSTERS ROADHOUSE *ALAMEDA* RICK and J J's Birthday bash!!!!!---------------------july 15th ( Mad At Sam/NO LOVE project) POUND "s.f" with M.O.D.------------- ------Aug 15th WHISKY a Go Go *Hollywood* calif----------------------------*************************** ************************************************ ************************************************************ ***************Thanks to all who played at my bday bash nov.04 You ROCK!!!***************************************************** ********************** ************************************************************ *************** ( I NEED to THANK BOTH the bands PUSH and Sparrows point and one other called PSYCHOSIS( My bfriends OLD band) for pulling it all together and playing/throwing me my last BIRTHDAY BASH on NOVEMBER 13TH,04...I also want to thank "Circus Psycho" and "After the Silence" as well for playing that night tho i dont know u personally...ALL U PEOPLE ARE AWESOME and HAILs to you!! \m/ \m/)******************************************************** ******************* ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ******************************

Movies:

Take the quiz: "What house of 1000 corpses character are you?"

Baby
This sexy blonde is just like her mother, Mother Firefly. She is cute, funny, and evil. She seems to be "murder buddies" with Otis. Oh and, her favorite movie star isn't Marilyn Monroe.ANY horror / Gore for me!!!! i think my all time fav is DEAD ALIVE,then the Return of the dead series, Hell Raiser(s), Friday the 13th(theres just SOMETHING about a silent guy with a machete that ya just cant reason with nomatter WHAT..lol)House Of a Thousand Corpses (and i KNOW The Devils Rejects will SURE to please me from what ive read on it so far!!) vampires,werewolves,zombies,all things creepy , rotting, flying,stalking, crawling , whatever it is i wanna see it!!! I also love Fantasy ,Legend,willow,LOTR trilogy, labrynth,etc and comedy as well,i CANT STAND LOVE stories..unless it has some sort of darkness to it..maybe..porn,and The Rocky Horror Picture Show..etc

Television:

dont watch much but i like CSI miami and las vegas,Mad Mad House (its over now) E.R. judging amy,any forensic show, i like the surgery channel..lol discovery channel,sci fi, animal planet, and cartoon network are among the favs i have..

Books:

Forget Everything You Know About Werewolves. They Are The Only Thing That Stands Between The Human Race And Ultimate Evil. An epic, medieval, gothic, dark fantasy novel.Set in the 8th century in Romania when it was still known as Dacia, it tells the tale of a werewolf warrior named Walter Volknor. Once an innocent farm boy, he is out for revenge against Avatar, a master vampire that has slaughtered his family. The werewolf begins a crusade to destroy the evil vampire race. Other compassionate werewolves join him in his obsession. Four wolves in particular, Golarin, Bordak, Mary, and Stytentos aid Walter in his many adventures and become his best friends. Throughout Dacia, fear and honor are heaped upon his name and in due time, he is a beloved champion for werewolves and humans alike. However, just as his dream of living a vampire-free existence are coming to fruition, a chain of tragic and horrific events unfold, leaving the land of Dacia in shock.This is the first tale in the Moonwarriors saga.This is my GOOD friend Rusty's first PUBLISHED BOOK and it comes out in November ...so PLEASE read it,buy it,LOVE it!!! lol I have read a few chapters of it here and there,and i have to say i ADORE this book so far and CANT WAIT for my very own copy soon,pre orders are avail RIGHT now at barnes and noble .comHORROR ...what a suprise,eh??Lenore comics,anything supernatural,occult, vamp chronicles,poppy z brite writes cool TWISTED shit,documentaries/bios on serial killers,the Book Of the Dead(with the translations n such its AWESOME!!)erotic books,whatever..Dean Koontz,Stephen king,Anne rice,Clive Barker,I cant think right now..its late..my brain is MUSH *EG*

Heroes:

WAS'NT ADAM ANT FUCKIN ADORABLE??!! I LOVED the 80's...hmmm..lets see..good question. Probably no one...havent lived my whole life,so he/she may come along later...or it may just turn out to be ME..for livin thru ALL THE CRAZY and FUCKED up shit life throws at ya...if you can get thru that....YOU ARE a HERO!!!

My Blog

NEED to update..sorry

Have some MAJOR changes I have been going thru, a metamorphisis if u please....not to worry my friends..its just like those new packages that say NEW and IMPROVED...seems the same to me,but alas unde...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 06:06:00 PST

sorry been gone sooo long..

ola everyone...my comp took a dump..ive moved..lifes been sooo crazy..hoping to be online much more now and keep up to date with my friends,bands etc...thanks for stopping by...i AM STILL alive...(wel...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 01:15:00 PST

MOODY Metal Ar-teests...

he is a BEER GUZZLING grouchy,grumpy,suspicious,NON P.C.,loud,mean,disrespectful,foul mouthed,long haired,poetically inclined,piano ,bass,GUITAR,drums METAL playing.music makin sexy,sweet,generou...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

THANK YOU RICHARD!!!!!

Thanks to my DEAR friend Richard here at Myspace..I am soooo ABLE to go to HOLLYWOOD now!!! You are sooo wonderful,u have NO IDEA just how happy u have made me today!!! How happy u have made a few oth...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

HOLLYWOOD ..Here I CUMMMM!!!! maybe.......

well it seems there is sooo little time left till the trip to the whiskey a go go for Mark & the rest of MAD AT SAM to play on the 20th..so little time ..and so little $$ saved!!!! EEEEEEpppssssssssss...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

AAAhhhhhhhh LOVE is GRAND!!!!!

Well..its almost valentines day people(AND my day of conception...oohhhhhh yeah!!!) and i am FINALLY happy to see one cum around this year after MANY years of being single and celibate(yukkkk) but ha...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

squirrells ate my blue xmas lights,and...

and those god damn rodents chewed thru my hard work of getting those lights up in the tree WITHOUT a fFin ladder!!! and i saw my all time FAVORITE - est -est band in the whole wide world on sat night...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

PUSH Junkies Fan-atical tribute..

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/12559667 (Push Junkies) Please ADD this profile made by me dedicated to the AMAZINGLY sexy raunchy hard rockin S F bay area band known as PUSH to your friends lis...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this & that as of late...

ok well..since my bday ,ive been(thinking thinking)not doing a whole hell of a lot,i put up my xmas lights all around my apt and made my 3 other neighbors do it too..(really i had to pratically mug on...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

3 days to REcoup...

       well its been 3 days since the big bash,and it has taken me THIS long to recoup and regain my senses...it was AMAZING,and i was totally FUCKED UP!!!  and than...
Posted by ~BitterSweet~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST