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M.U. (empress J)

every single person has a perverse universe inside - don't fucking pretend that you don't have it

About Me

I like beautiful things... even if everybody thinks they're ugly ^ ^About me...... I live in Moscow and I'm a teacher. I teach English. Currently very much in love with a brilliant guy from San Francisco. wow, still can't believe that happened at last - I'm in love! unfortunately, I can't spend much time with him now - this summer I'm graduating from the university in my country and trying to write a thesis about outsider art. Outsider art is of big importance nowadays: it provides means for social integration for those, who were once excluded from "normal" society: madmen, prisoners, people with developmental disabiities etc. Now the main target of studying outsider art is promoting the work of these people and encouraging those who have money to buy this art more and more, for this kind of expression to become more popular and for the general public to learn that every single person (even if he or she has Down's syndrome, autism or psychic illnesses) has the right to be creative, express his/herself and communicate with others. For many of those people art is the only way to tell others what's on their minds. No one should be lost or forgotten. No one should be locked away from the world. EVERY person has a universe inside, and people shouldn't be mocked at. That's it. About the other stuff I like... well, I like staring at abstract paintings (especially at those painted by Paul Klee and Joan Miro - these two are my favourite creators ever) and learning about other kinds of art (especially contemporary art - ha, it's easy to say "It's all quasi-conceptual trash, I don't understand it", but I want to understand and believe me, there are a lot of interesting things there for those who dig). I also love Asian extreme cinema. The hyper-sensitive Shinya Tsukamoto's my favourite filmmaker ever. Sogo Ishii's my other favourite (see 'Electric dragon 80000v and you'll understand what I mean). Kiyoshi Kurosawa's a genius... Korean cinema's also cool, my favourite films being "3-iron" and "Oldboy" (everybody likes Oldboy!! ;D) I also like many of the Occidental and Russian movies, especially old ones. Luis Bunuel was the most badass director ever. "Toby Dammit" by Fellini is hell of a movie. German expressionist cinema is stunning - can be compared only to German expressionist paintings, which is absolutely crazy painting!! the most important and influential movement of all the XX century avant-garde I may say, some think that it can be beaten only by Surrealism but damn! Expressionists often had much more taste ;P of American movies... hmmm... Dead Man by Jim Jarmusch is superhuman!! and it features one of the most kickass soundtracks of all time. wah... and I like experimental music. I listen to much less music than I used to when I was younger, but I can say that my 3 favourite bands are Bauhaus (2006 was a Bauhaus year... I visited their shows in Berlin and London), Einstuerzende Neubauten (the spirit of Berlin!!) and Swans (who had Jarboe... the goddess).Layout Provided By CodeMyLayout.com - Myspace Layouts

My Interests

love (above all), friends, sun, mountains, eerie drone, misty mornings, exuberant colours, things scary and primitive, huge cities, looking at other people's photographs, silly dada, poetry, scepticism, whiskey, my own soul mechanics, silence, passion for art, spending fortunes on cheap jewelry (and loving it as treasures), contemplating the ocean on San Francisco Baker's beach, spending half the day in London Tate modern's turbine hall, devouring the DDR imagery on the terrible flea markets in Berlin, dreaming of the Catalan countryside, desperately wanting to see Niki de Saint Phalle's Tarot garden; industrial music, sleeping, eating peanut butter, awww and films by Shinya Tsukamoto are the best things in the world.

Music:

BAUHAUS (+Love and Rockets, Peter Murphy, Tones on Tail, David J, the gorgeous Dalis Car...), Einstuerzende Neubauten, Jarboe, Swans, Chu Ishikawa, Current 93 (09/24/06 Ikra club, Moscow - best live show EVER), neue deutsche welle (esp DAF and Malaria), Death in June (only their earlier stuff please), The Cranes, The stone roses, ian brown, Kode 9, Burial, Digital Mystikz (yeah I support the dubstep (r)(e)volution), Mach 1.67, soundtracks to Japanese punk movies like Burst city, brett anderson (tho i'm shocked by the reference to jesus on his latest album), Psychic TV (only live), weird 70s Deutsche musik like Amon Duul II, anything that has Edward Ka-Spel's voice or poetry (e.g. Legendary Pink Dots, Tear Garden etc.), David Sylvian (always such a handsome bastard...), Trans Am, British things that remind me of my younger days like Joy Division, Suede, The Fall, Ladytron, Cabaret Voltaire... Lenny Gonzales aka Chango Feo is the #1 ambient/industrial musician!! Autonervous , Joyce Rooks , Kevin Laska , Samwell Rowan and of course Dim-Mak fucking rules!! I 3 HE

Movies:

anything by (or with) Shinya Tsukamoto, esp Vital, Tetsuo and Haze. 1/2 Mensch. Electric Dragon 80000V and all the other Sogo Ishii movies. Kwaidan. Cure. Heat. Dead Man. Metropolis. Oldboy. 3-Iron. Shangri-La. Edward Scissorhands;) TAKASHI MIIKE - BIG BANG LOVE .. width="425" height="350" ..ICHI THE KILLER.. width="425" height="350" .. CHICKS ON SPEED _ KALTES KLARES WASSER .. width="425" height="350" ..EINSTUERZENDE NEUBAUTEN - SAND .. width="425" height="350" ..HAVE FUN .. width="425" height="350" ..

Television:

don't watch

Books:

any stuff on modern & contemporary art, russian history, medieval ages, outsider art, totalitarianism, the 70s and 80s. Akutagawa. Tanizaki. Flannery O'Connor. Elfriede Jelinek. FM Dostoyevsky. Paul Eluard. Georges Perec. ...and many others, including Lautreamont (can't help mentioning him). but in fact i read much more nonfiction than fiction.

Heroes:

me and my boyfriend

My Blog

ain't it a cool week

21.02 a documentary about jackson pollock 23.02 long-awaited sympathy for mr.vengeance 23.02 ian brown 24.02 brett anderson ...
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 04:52:00 PST

healing machine

how is it going? i feel very disconnected with this city. and i hate the fact that no one from my uni group hasn't written to me since i returned to Russia. but at least i have many other things...
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:53:00 PST

BSG photo

ha!! posted a bunch of new pics... the new ones (except dacha one, which was shot by my mate Kristina) were all taken by awesome Bryan (BSG photo). love love love. 
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 11:14:00 PST

Top 4

haven't visited myspace in a while. took this quiz from Jennifer (Glittering Darkness)' page. (shit, but my top friends won't show anyway) Rules:*-don't change your myspace top 4-fill the people in ...
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 04:26:00 PST

The Blue temptation witch

see... I'm a witch. here's my witchlist. I'm totally crazy about this lady. I badly need a Vanishing tee. The band's incredible. and I want an issue of GLU (Girls like us; Lesbian quarterly) with t...
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 11:22:00 PST

mere ubu says

Today is a FM day. In the morning, I had an exam where I was speaking gorgeous things about FM Dostoyevsky's "Brothers Karamazoff". I almost forgot myself, as if in trance. This was a success)) now I'...
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 12:37:00 PST

this night

...nothing special, just sitting home alone, very happy (my term paper turned out to be very good in the end) and calm. listening to things that make my night. wah, wah... didn't think this one wou...
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Sat, 20 May 2006 01:44:00 PST

I'VE FOUND...

  Matador - a new MySpace dedicated to the project of Malaria! members Gudrun Gut and Manon P.Duursma and Beate Bartel from Liaisons Dangereuses. W-e-l-l... using human words... that's funny elec...
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Sat, 13 May 2006 01:08:00 PST

eargasm

I know, I know, these two were released a goddamn hundred years ago, but I feel I need to say a couple of words Uncle Edward, or Edward Ka-Spel (officially) is a god of lyricists &nbs...
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Wed, 03 May 2006 02:45:00 PST

meet LA GRAND-MERE

I'm now Mere UBU.
Posted by M.U. (empress J) on Mon, 01 May 2006 02:41:00 PST