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yesterday it was love. today the great passions of unity and liberty disrupt the world. yesterday love led to individual death. today collective passions make us run the risk of universal destruction. today, just as yesterday, art wants to save from death a living image of our passions and our suffering... -albert camus 1957

My Interests

change, self improvement, moving, not paying bills.....

I'd like to meet:

to hear something new is hard and painful for the ear. we hear the music of foreigners badly. i make the sounds that you cant understand! this is my critique! this is my subversion! this is my revolution!! i make the sounds that you cant understand! my voice sounds every alarm. you (i) own these words. this is friendship, thats what friends are for... I AM NIETZCHE! CHAOS IS ME!!

Music:

CONVERGE cursed -the dillinger escape plan -ISIS -breather resist -cult of luna -anodyne -power and the glory -everytime i die -old eighteen visions -kid 606 -minus the bear -curlupanddie -botch -radiohead -drowningman -loftus -reversal of man -norma jean -usurp synapse -jeromes dream -mare -lovelostbutnotforgotten -black cross -coliseum -gospel -abandoned hearts club -reversal of man -circle takes the square -prodigy -daughters -orchid -racebannon -mars volta -blood brothers -at the drive in -coalese -glassjaw -ink & dagger -the chariot -animosity -the locust -minus -pelican -the swarm -today is the day -bjork -swing kids -thursday -city of catapillar -training for utopia -weezer -these arms are snakes -there were wires ..

Movies:

fight club, BRICK, magnolia, memento, leaving las vegas, punch drunk love, mothman prophecies, batman begins.

Television:

a box of light and sound

Books:

anything that offends i guess...

Heroes:

why dont you give it a try...

My Blog

the philosophy of failure...

why is it that when ever i listen to music i wanna run away, fight in a war, write something great, or run across the sea? is music supposed to do that? or am i just using that to say that im bored wi...
Posted by est.1982 on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 01:27:00 PST

we maybe through with the past but the past aint through with us

"my advice to every young filmaker is: just dont give a fuck!" -p.t. anderson
Posted by est.1982 on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 12:48:00 PST

unecessary declaration

i dont care anymore.... i really..... dont....... care
Posted by est.1982 on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:36:00 PST

ill tie my love to your feet and watch you sink and let you drown

man, i feel like im floating and doing nothing, but yet i go to school, work and luckily im not living at home anymore. i dont really have time to fool around much, but i guess im moving forward even ...
Posted by est.1982 on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:48:00 PST

love is for the birds

its so easy to push a pillow in the mouth of your courage and suffocate the light into a glare. this body is a shell and im nothing but a shadow, walking on walls, the shade, the way your bo...
Posted by est.1982 on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 08:04:00 PST

go back to sleep...

walking under a red sky with you it was like a dream we both stared at the black sand on this beach and than i woke up and i couldnt remember your face who are you? i see you in dreams but never any p...
Posted by est.1982 on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 01:27:00 PST

you mean you bleed black too?

you know what it means to hate....... my hate.....will die...... with you......
Posted by est.1982 on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 12:15:00 PST

the curtains go up the lights dim down

why is hate so much more accessible than love......... oh well.....
Posted by est.1982 on Mon, 12 Dec 2005 11:15:00 PST

numbers and measurements

yesterday i went with a friend to LA to have some fun and on the way my friend and i were talking about math theology and about how there are patterns everywhere in nature. the weave in wood, the desi...
Posted by est.1982 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST