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About Me


[my god i'm bleeding]
i sing. i draw. i love. i hate. i write. i obsess. i cry. i scream. i listen. i fall. i know. i laugh. i play. i live. i die. i own. i lose. i win. i hurt. i learn.
i am me.
CHOOSE LIFE. CHOOSE A JOB. CHOOSE A CAREER. CHOOSE A FAMILY. CHOOSE A FUCKING BIG TELEVISION. CHOOSE WASHING MACHINES, CARS, COMPACT DISC PLAYERS AND ELECTRICAL TIN OPENERS. CHOOSE GOOD HEALTH, LOW CHOLESTEROL, AND DENTAL INSURANCE. CHOOSE A STARTER HOME. CHOOSE YOUR FRIENDS. CHOOSE LEISUREWEAR AND MATCHING LUGGAGE. CHOOSE DIY AND WONDERING WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE ON A SUNDAY MORNING. CHOOSE SITTING ON THAT COUCH WATCHING MIND-NUMBING, SPIRIT-CRUSHING GAME SHOWS, STUFFING FUCKING JUNK FOOD INTO YOUR MOUTH. CHOOSE ROTTING AWAY AT THE END OF IT ALL, PISHING YOUR LAST IN A MISERABLE HOME, NOTHING MORE THAN AN EMBARRASSEMENT TO THE SELFISH, FUCKED UP BRATS YOU SPAWNED TO REPLACE YOURSELF.
CHOOSE YOUR FUTURE. CHOOSE LIFE.
[so raise your glass high, for tomorrow we die]
In Loving Memory
Craig Garland 1990 - 2007
Mary Garland 1931 - 2007
Shaun Hardy 1971 - 2008
All my love, rest in peace.
[we're not falling in love; we're just falling apart]
with all my dearest and fondest love
.Dannii.Poppy.Alex.Chaz.Vickie.Rowan.Vivi.Nik.
Gigs
Busted w/ Undersided & V [26/11/04]
Lostprophets w/ Aiden & Taking Back Sunday [18/4/07]
My Chemical Romance w/ Mindless Self Indulgence [11/11/07]
Maximo Park w/ Good Shoes & The Buzzcocks [15/12/07]
Elliot Minor w/ The Electric City [23/2/08]

My Interests

Drawing

Music:

30 Seconds To Mars. Aiden. AFI. Alkaline Trio. Anthony and the Johnsons. Billy Talent. Blink182. Busted. Bloc Party. Bright Eyes. Coheed and Cambria. Coldplay. Evanescence. Elliot Minor. Funeral For A Friend. Fall Out Boy. Fightstar. The Fray. Greenday. Good Charlotte. The Hoosiers. Imogen Heap. James Blunt. Jem. Kasabian. Kooks. Keane. Kate Nash. The Killers. Klaxons. Lost Prophets. Linkin Park. My Chemical Romance. Michelle Branch. Muse. Maximo Park. The Medic Droid. Mindless Self Indulgence. Placebo. Paramore. Panic! At The Disco. The Pidgeon Detectives. The Postal Service. The Rasmus. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Regina Spektor. Snow Patrol. Scouting For Girls. Switchfoot. Son Of Dork. The Strokes.ShitDisco. Taking Back Sunday. Utada Hikaru. The Used. The Wombats. You Me At Six.

Movies:

Charlie And The Chocolate Factory. Edward Scissorhands. Spirited Away. The Cat Returns. Howl's Moving Castle. Bicentenial Man. Bruce Almighty. My Little Eye. Saw. Lemony Snicket's Series Of Unfortunate Events Series. Harry Potter. Without A Paddle. Signs. The Day After Tomorrow. Hot Fuzz. The Terminal. Drop Dead Fred. 28 Days Later. Corpse Bride. Cast Away. Kill Bill Vol I. Pirates Of The Carribean: Dead Man's Chest. Doctor Who - The Movie. V for Vendetta. Lady In The Water. Shallow Grave. Trainspotting. 28 Weeks Later. Pursuit of Happyness. Ghost In The Shell. Sunshine. Princess Mononoke. Kiki's Delivery Service. The Nightmare Before Christmas. Dark Water. The Ring. The Grudge. Mean Girls. Constantine. Van Helsing. The Da-Vinci Code. Stormbreaker. Cry_Wolf.

Television:

Doctor Who. Torchwood. Ashes to Ashes. Buffy. Angel. The Simpsons. South Park. Futurama. Malcom In The Middle. Heroes. Death Note. Lexx. Tokyo Mew Mew. Sailor Moon. Chobits. Elfen Lied. Chute!. She, The Ultimate Weapon. Cardcaptors.

Books:

Harry Potter Series, Lemony Snicket's Series Of Unfortunate Events Series, The Kid - Kevin Lewis, Flowers In The Attic - Virginia Andrews, The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold, My Horizontal Life - Chelsea Handler and alot of Point Horrors. Trainspotting - Irvine Welsh.

Heroes:

I am my own Hero! Oh, hell yea!!

My Blog

Insulted. [Rant on school]

I feel so insulted right now. It all kicked off on friday when Mum said she'd recieved a letter from school. The School thinks I'm not doing enough work, and they even want me to stop working as much...
Posted by [chaotic] on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 03:42:00 PST

Soundtrack To My Life

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?So, here's how it works:1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)2. Put it on shuffle3. Press play4. For every question, typ...
Posted by [chaotic] on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 12:20:00 PST

Music Top Ten Quiz!

Name 10 artists you are really in to right now:1. My Chemical Romance2. Panic! At The Disco3. Funeral For A Friend4. A.F.I5. Placebo6. Muse7. Keane8. Fall Out Boy9. The Killers10. Kooksnow answer the...
Posted by [chaotic] on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 08:47:00 PST

Happy Birthday to meeee!

Oh, finally!!!! M'finally fifteen now, thank bloody god!!! Anywho... Happy Birthday to me!Happy Birthday to me!Im finally fifteen....So Happy Birthday to me! Yaya!!  Soooooo, whadya get me?? Hms?...
Posted by [chaotic] on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 04:00:00 PST

I'm a lil Emo...

I'm a little Emo, Neither skinny nor fat, I wear glasses but don't wear hats, When I see the trendies hear me shout! As the beat me up and tear my hair out!   Sing it to the tune of 'I'm a littl...
Posted by [chaotic] on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 04:15:00 PST

Band Night!!! Woooooo!

I've just got in from an exhausting three and a half hour Band Night and i'm still very hyped. -sniggle- A huge cheer to the bands that played:   Mixed Opinions [Inversion] - Faye's older br...
Posted by [chaotic] on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 03:58:00 PST

Wooo...Final Fantasy Club!!!

I decided to join this Club thingy at school that some of the people I know are doing. Faye, Tanya, Matt and Darren are acting as Final Fantasy Characters and Tanya is writing a story of some-sort. &n...
Posted by [chaotic] on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 10:41:00 PST