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::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You::

Am I a blurry in your vision Was I just a poor decision...

About Me

"The odds were always against me
Lose weight, Clearly think
I exist, I am broken
If God is my father, then I am an orphan"
--Otep Shamaya--

To begin with, music is everything in my life. I live it, I breathe it, I create it. Poetry is my soul and art and creativity is my way of life. Otep is the most amazing band ever! I listen to all types of music (yes even country) but I mainly listen to metal and acoustic. I have the most awesome best friends anyone could ever ask for. I have a tendency to fall in love with assholes and get my heart broken. Umm... even though I am not in a relationship right now, at the moment I am sexually committed to someone. I work alot and sleep when I can. My job eats my social life. ummm... I love JAGER... it makes me happy. I'm way to honest and really open minded. I'll try almost anything once. Sometimes I'm wierd and do things at random. Other than that... I'm a freak of nature and I don't really care what people think of me. Love Me, Hate Me, I AM I!

My Interests

Music, Art, and Poetry. Metal, Photography, Nature, Pastels, Paint, Guitars, the 60's and 70's era, Otep, The Grateful Dead, Jim Morrison, Kurt Cobain

I'd like to meet:

People ...... Real People. People with strange minds. Poets, musicians, open minded people, and creators of any kind.This Is How The World Died...

Music:

OTEP, Burn Season, Trivium, Gizmachi, Mindless Self Indulgence, A Bullet For My Valentine, Goat Whore, System Of A Down, Black Sabbath, Mower, The Union Underground, Weezer, DRY KILL LOGIC, Cradle Of Filth, Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix, Led Zeppelin, FLAW, DOG FASHION DISCO, The Grateful Dead, The Doors, Slipknot, NIRVANA, Alice In Chains, Nine Inch Nails, Silver Chair, Pillar, TERROR, Thousand Foot Krutch, KILLSWITCH ENGAGE, AS I LAY DYING, Bleeding Through, PANTERA, Superjoint Ritual, Korn, SLAYER, Tool, All That Remains, A Perfect Circle, ACID BATH, Black Flood Diesel, Shadows Fall, Incubus, Staind, COLD, Blue October, Tori Amos, Lennon Murphy, Fionna Apple, Sum 41, PINK FLOYD, Rammstein, Social Code, Social Distortion, A Heartwell Ending, Tantric, BLIND MELON, 40 BELOW SUMMER, Seether, FM Static, Zao, Spoken, BURY YOUR DEAD, 36 CRAZYFISTS, Lacuna Coil, SUBLIME, Crossfade, Breaking Benjamin, Goo Goo Dolls, Hed P.E., Non Point, Three Days Grace, UNEARTH, MushroomHead, HEAVEN SHALL BURN, ATREYU, Bif Naked, Crisis, CHIMAIRA, Taking Back Sunday, COHEED AND CAMBRIA, DOPE, Evanescence, Edgewater, BLACK LABEL SOCIETY, Blink 182, Static X, IN FLAMES, Jefferson Airplane, Joy Drop, KITTIE, Kutless, Staple, Lamb Of God, Foo Fighters, Molotov, MARILYN MANSON, Orgy, The Used, Third Strike, FUTURE LEADERS OF THE WORLD, CKY, HIM, Lost Prophets, Hatebreed, Chevelle, Unwritten Law, Ill Nino, Metallica, Every Time I Die, MUDVAYNE, Deftones, Drain S.T.H., ...... and the list continues on

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Movies:

Almost Famous, Helter Skelter, Woodstock, The Doors, The Wall, Crazy/Beautiful, Sylvia, Selena, Cheech and Chong, Dazed and Confused, Half Baked, Harold and Kumar Go To White castle, The Ringer, Napoleon Dynamite, Stranger Than Fiction, Bong Water, Eurotrip, The Virgin Suicides, Freddy Got Fingered, Road Trip, The 60's, The 70's, The 40 Year Old Virgin,

Television:

That 70's Show, Invader Zim, CSI, Scarred, Lincoln Heights

Books:

Wake Up, I'm Fat!, A Long Strange Trip, No One Here Gets Out Alive, Heavier Than Heaven, Never Fade Away, Jim Morrison's Wilderness Volume 1 & 2

Heroes:

My Daddy, My Grandma (R.I.P.), My 3 muses Jimi, Trav, and Jeremy, My best friends, Otep Shamaya, Kurt Coabin, Jim Morrison, Sylvia Plath

My Blog

Read this before adding me

So... just because I'm sick of spam and dumb asses adding me because they think I'm sexy and wanna hook up just to have sex... you now have to know my email or last name to add me. Sorry assholes but ...
Posted by ::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You:: on Wed, 02 May 2007 01:49:00 PST

50 Questions

Sleep with or without clothes on? with Prefer black or blue pens? blackDress up on Halloween? everyday is halloween for me Like to travel? dependsLike Someone? yepDo they know? yepWho sleeps with you...
Posted by ::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You:: on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 12:23:00 PST

How well do you know me?

My name:Who am I in love with:Where did we meet:Take a stab at my middle name:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I smoke (weed or cigs):Do I drink:What was your...
Posted by ::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You:: on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 11:53:00 PST

Memories

Okay.... so I know this is supposed to be posted in a bulletin but.... anyway.... What's your favorite memory you've had with me?
Posted by ::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You:: on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 05:19:00 PST

Fill It Out!

FILL IT OUT! 1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we ...
Posted by ::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You:: on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 05:14:00 PST

Slutz -N- Assholez

nothing random.... but i hate slutz-n-assholez. they really piss me the fuck off!!!! i think some of you know what i'm talking about! ...
Posted by ::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You:: on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 02:22:00 PST

As I've Matured...

As I've Matured...I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do isstalk them and hope they panic and give in...I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.I've learn...
Posted by ::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You:: on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 07:06:00 PST

Just out of curiosity....

1. Who are you? 2.  Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it? 7. Describe me in ...
Posted by ::The Finest Parts Of Me Are Only Shades Of You:: on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST