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The Gaping Lotus Experience

Your mouths spilling words armed for slaughter.

About Me


I look best when lacking all articles of clothing. Just ask Kevin.

I want to be the girl that the close-minded calls "freak" but the interesting, open-minded calls friend. So far, it's going well.

I am who I am. I am a good person, I am human.

YOU'RE GOING TO THINK WHATEVER YOU WANT TO THINK.

The names' CathArine
and I think too much. Keep that in mind, it's all you need to know.

A TRUE FRIEND STABS YOU IN THE FRONT.

My Interests



Art
Music
Chocolate Milk ♥
Intoxication
Pleasure
Mayhem
Spooning
Thift Stores
Free stuff
Screaming
Videogames
Polk-a-dots
Stripes
Red
Friday Nights ♥
Rain
Flying kites
Cartoons
Hand holding
Hugs
Soft lips
Biting
Soft skin
Soft hands
Great smelling hair
Nice teeth (that I don't have)
Nice smells
Candles
Vulgar language
Unconventional beautiful things
Breaking things
Dirty pretty things
Body Modification
Astrology
Accents
Loyalty
Answers
Snow flakes
Cookies
Death
Life
Lip Gloss
Sketch Pads
Fear
Insense
Commonsense
Sunrises
Sunsets
Puerto Rico
Addicts
Compulsiveness
Violence

I'd like to meet:



"And if I could swim, I'd swim out to you in the ocean,
Swim out to where you were floating in the dark.
And if I was blessed, I'd walk on the water you're breathing,
To lend you some air for that heaving, sunken chest."

"And if I was brave, I'd climb up to you on the mountain,
They led you to drink from their fountain spouting lies.
And I'd slay the horrible beast they commissioned
To steer me away from my mission to your eyes."

I want someone that knows what they want.
I want someone worth talking to, who's honest even if it hurts,who loves music as much as I do, someone unconventionally beautiful.

Someone who cares about me as much as I care about them.

Music:


I am madly in love with music and I am very diverse.

-Trophy Scars
-Converge
-InMemory
-Circa Survive
-KillHannah
-LetLive
-Secret Lives of the FreeMasons
-BuryYourDead
-Deftones
-Team Sleep
-Glass Jaw
-BetweenTheBuriedAndMe
-Cipher
-Warriors
-Thursday
-Tool
-A Perfect Circle
-Prodigy
-Dave Navarro
-Chiodos
- BoysNightOut
-Nine Inch Nails
-Gavin Rossdale
-Bush
-The Dresden Dolls
-Eels
-Blue Man Group
-Slipknot
-DryKillLogic
-Flaw
-Motion City Soundtrack
-HORSE the band
-The Killers
-The Smashing Pumpkins
-Cold
-The Early November
-Korn
-Marilyn Manson
-Orgy
-Kenna
-Muse
-The Used
-Rob Zombie
-White Zombie
-Hot Hot Heat
-Head Automatica
-My Chemical Romance
-Blink 182
-Nirvana
-Pantera
-Static X
-Dope
-Box Car Racer
-Filter
-Mindless Self Indulgence
-Goo Goo Dolls
-Mushroomhead
-Rage Against The Machine
-Disturbed
-Godsmack
-Skinlab
-Finch
-Stereophonics
-Bob Marley
-Tenacious D
-Earshot
-Garbage
-RadioHead
-Kittie
-Otep
-Abandoned Pools
-Danzig
-Metallica
-Smash Mouth
-In Flames
-Sepultura
-Placebo
-The Offspring
-Staind
-Stabbing Westward
-System of a Down
-Rammstein
-Taking Back Sunday
-Tears for Fear
-Thrice
-Nada surf and many more.

Movies:


-The Breakfast Club
-The Jacket
-Can't Hardly Wait
-Pretty in Pink
-Dirty Dancing
-16 Candles
-Eurotrip
-Say Anything
-The Outsiders
-Boys Don't Cry
-Stand By Me
-Dead Poets Society
-Legend
-The Dark Crystal
-The People Under The Stairs
-Swordfish
-10 Things I Hate About You
-Hot Chick
-Little Monsters
-Drop Dead Fred
-The Goonies
-Willow
-The Wizard of Oz
-The Princess Bride
-Corina Corina
-Sister Act
-Life Stinks
-The Witches
-The Lost Boys
-Kill Bill
-Spirited Away
-Vampire Hunter D
-Water Boy
-Class of 1999
-Austinpowers
-Cruel Intentions
-American Beauty
-American History X
-Hellraiser
-Interview With the Vampire
-Queen of the Damned
-American Werewolf in Paris
-SleepyHollow
-What's Eating Gilbert Grape
-Edward Scissorhands
-Beetlejuice
-Hocus Pocus
-Coneheads
-Casper
-Death Becomes Her
-The Crow
-The Life Of David Gale
-Fight Club
-Invasion of The Body Snatchers
-Donnie Darco
-OfficeSpace
-Exit To Eden
-Lost in Translation
-Predator
-Dawn of the Dead
-Resident Evil
-The Fifth Element
-AI
-Collateral
-Pitch Black
-Young Sherlock Holmes
-Labrenth
-Robot Carnival and so many fucking more.

Television:



Family Guy
Oprah
Tom and Jerry
Fairly Odd Parents
Next
True Life
The Avitar
Xena
Americas Top Model

Books:


NakedLunch
Choke
On the Pulse of Morning
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
The Catcher in the Rye
Speak
The Lord of the Flies
The Silver Kiss
Demon in my View
In the Forests of the Night
Shattered Mirror
Midnight Predator
Hawksong
Blood and Chocolate
Cut
The Giver
A Child Called "It"
The Outsiders
The Cage

Heroes:


Judas Iscariot, Maynard James Keenan, Danny Carey, Chino Moreno, Jerry Jones, Zekey Ballswaylow, Dita Von Teese, Yoda, Jessica Alba,Louis Royo, Julie Bell, H. R. Giger, Paul Booth, Dane Cook, Etc etc...

My Blog

Tool is amazing

Think for yourselfQuestion authority Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, ...
Posted by Catharine [Fatal] Fixation on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Whores will be Whores.

. Found the girl my ex cheated on me with on here. Ironically funny, since I have never met her before and always thought she would be somewhat better looking than me, or more appealing than me. Sh...
Posted by Catharine [Fatal] Fixation on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST