drunken rants, free drugs, ballet, freaks, bitch fights, pointlesness, pretentious repartees, ridiculousness of things, guestlist clubbing, eating disorders, acid flashbacks, anarchy, art terrorism, bdsm, bipolar disorder, black magick, character assassination, conspiracy theory, death wish, dissociative identity disorder, dolls, electroconvulsive shock therapy, existentialism, extravagance, fetish dungeons, grave robbery, homoerotica, irony, jinxing people on my blacklist, gleeful bitching and hateful rants, lucid dreaming, last night's makeup, dressing up, misanthrophy, foul language, abuse, domination, dolls, absinthe, submission, mind games, sex change, violent daydreams, 10 minutes after sunset, bitching about dawn, drunken alteregos, mind games, monarchy regalia, paranoia, anti-consumerism, pro-ana, psycho maniacs, sabotage, schemes, shoplifting, stalking, stream of consciousness, sex in public, super ego, whips, writer's block, xanax, sex in public toilets, being a drunken twat, snogging prettiest people in the club after throwing up.
I'd like to meet:
as in have drunken conversations with?... Lisa Minelli, La Cicciolina, Ren Kikukawa, John Cameron Mitchell, Jayne County, Joan Collins, Pete Burns, Joanna Lumley.
(one day: Scott Walker, Candy Darling, Oscar Wilde, Buk...)
otherwise: transsexuals and prostitutes, dykes and rentboys, punks and ballerinas; sad poor cunts who pretend to be me on internet; psychotic stalkers; blushing fans; whiners in need of a good slap; Vivienne Westwood-crazed dragqueens (dress size 10, shoe size 8 UK); good drug dealers; art patrons; loaded subs to worship me... and you, sucker!
Music:
Eartha Kitt, Ebony Bones, Shangri-Las, Suicide, Foetus, Diamanda Galas, Scott Walker, Divine, Gene Serene, The Duke, Gobsausage, Bishi, Jobriath, Sma5h TV, Kill For Kicks, M.I.A., Yr Mum and Ya Dad, PiL, Nico, Fist Fuck Deluxe, Jun Togawa, Shena Ringo, Nina Hagen, Queen, Queen Adreena, Siouxie and the Banshees, Bauhaus, Ju Ju Babies, Dead Or Alive, Smiths, Dresden Dolls, Crazy Girl, Noblesse Oblige, Marilyn Monroe, Suede, early Placebo, VU,
Iggy, Ziggy, Minty, Jayne County, Adam & the Ants, Ark, Scott Walker singing Jacques Brel, Hole, Doors, INXS, The Birthday Party, Pulp, Sigue Sigue Sputnik, Dream City Film Club, Strangelove .
Musical scores like Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Rocky Horror
hysterical violins and crazed Japanese shop tunes such as "Shop 99" and Don-Don-Don-Donkiiii...
Movies:
japanese ghost stories, snuff films and depraved porno
funeral parade of roses (bara no soretsu), salon kitty, ordeal, trash, shortbus, liquid sky, spider baby, whatever happened to baby jane, audition, ghost world, underground, salo, hedwig, basquiat, love is the devil, naked, fear and loathing in las vegas, christiane f, wiskonsin death trip, purple rain (gotta love it!), idiots, all that jazz, cry baby, cabaret, daisies, million dollar hotel, sunset blvd, velvet goldmine, rocky horror picture show, the great rock'n'roll swindle, stalker, spirited away, libertine, caligula, party monster, frida, fear and loathing, farinelli il castrato, hedwig, ghost world... films about dragqueens, junkies, ballet dancers, unknown superstars; dogma films, Warhol films, films with Johnny Depp, John Waters films, ....
Television:
Cheers, Pats.
Books:
Bukowski's "Women", Jean Genet's "Thief's Diary",
Ryu Murakami's "Almost Transparent Blue",
Jayne County's "Man Enough To Be A Woman",
Boy George's "Take It Like A Man", JT Leroy's "Sarah",
Quentin Crisp's "Doing it with Style", anon "Teleny", Kobo Abe's "Box Man", Anton LaVey's "Satanic Witch", rants of Henry Miller, Herman Hesse, Sartre, Nietszche; stolen diaries, writings by mentally ill, writings about me.
Heroes:
Smart trashy blondes... dripping glamour, dripping dripping glamour and tack and tragedy and brains...
dumb trashy blondes and dirty old men
also St Sebastian, Hell Baby Miss Alice Cooper, Katherine Hepburn, Jayne County, Leigh Bowery; pirates, ballerinas, rentboys, prostitutes, local mad ladies with too many cats...
and a few red-heads:
and Brenda from Crescent Cafe.
