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thë lìttlë b. [♫] ~lëgåçy☼wrìtër~

let go of what kills you. hold on to what keeps you breathing.

About Me

This layout is from iloveyourspace.comCéad Míle Failte (hundred thousand welcomes!)I am 34 years old. I am going through a lot of changes in my life right now.I have four gorgeous children. They are the loves of my life. Two handsome boys and two beautiful girls. They are 15, 12, 10 and 8. One in high school, one in middle school, and two in elementary school.Without God, I would not have come this far. I have not always listened to Him, and I have not always obeyed Him; I am far from perfect. But, He is always and forever waiting for me with arms open wide, to love me and guide me, and to give me the desire to strive for a likeness of Him, a desire to follow His will and not my own. I trust Him to keep me on the right path, and I trust that He will always keep His promises to me.I am in recovery. If you want to know why... ask me.I am OCD.
Tinkerbell = my favorite little pixie.I am a medical transcriptionist (MT) or medical language specialist. I am also an editor. I have worked in pediatrics, orthopedics, family medicine, general internal medicine, emergency room medicine, acute care, infectious disease, surgery and cardiology. Right now I am working in orthopedics by day, emergency medicine and psychiatry by night. My job is challenging and sometimes difficult, but until I can become a physician myself, it's what I do and I love it.

My Interests

I'm not here to impress. I'm not here to lure you in with sweet words or pretty pictures. I'm just me. What you see is what you get. Pajama pants. Tank tops. No shoes. T-shirts. Jeans. Flip flops.Most of the time I have my hair pulled up and don't wear makeup; but, I'm usually always wearing earrings, because I hate my ears. I'm trying to let my hair grow back out, but I'm impatient. Yes, you will find me tattood and colored.I sing. I love music. I have played the piano since I was about 8 years old. I played the harp for 2 years. My oldest son plays the trombone, violin and guitar. All of my children love to sing.I draw, and although I haven't in quite a while, I paint, too.Dance. I love to dance... period."The Sad Scarecrow" (Karah) ©1999-2008 copyright. Taken by me and featured on Picture.com. [International Library of Photography.]Photography. I am a picture maniac. Though I don't have a darkroom at the moment, I do have my own enlarger and developing equipment, enabling me to develop and print my own black and white photographs.likes: dancing in the rain. st patrick's day. blue bubblegum. hot bubble baths. chocolate. the sound of ocean waves. pepperoni pizza with extra cheese. piano. sleeping in a hammock. dr pepper. loud music. swimming. the color black. drawing. refrigerator magnets. the word 'whatever'. venti white chocolate mocha with whip, please. laughing. writing letters. singing. the phrase 'bite me'. flavored mineral water. christmas. carnivals. harp strings. the sound of my kids' laughter. freshly baked bread. optimism. running on the beach. staring at the stars. ballet. sunflowers. fairies. broadway. tattoos. the color blue. chocolate chip cookie dough. flea markets. unique clothing. pirates. jeans. texas. tinkerbell. taking pictures. hiking. scrapbooking. the smell of chicken frying. roller coasters. hippie purses.dislikes: liars. sauerkraut. snakes. mountain dew. egocentricity. nails on a chalk board. dirt. laziness. stupid jokes. being startled. coconut. bugs. foul odors. gory movies. black eyed peas. racism. elevator music. ignorance. the number 6. yellow gold. breaking my nails. dirty bath tubs. stupidity. kashi cereal. screeching sounds. abortion. boring books. stupid spelling. dirty restrooms. waiting. people who talk a lot but have nothing to say. gray hair. hurricanes. flat tires. things between my toes. the smell of wet dog. internet problems. thorns. wet grass. judgmentalists. car accidents.

I'd like to meet:

I will meet someday.~ Jesus ChristI would like to meet someday.~ My dad, my sister Delana."My Voice." Beautiful notes, intriguing melody, infallible harmony, filling the sky. I make a joyful noise, to some that's all it is. but to me it is music, and to You it is Heaven. copyright ©2007 barbara r. all rights reserved.I write often. Whether it is a poem (such as the one just above), a narrative piece of fiction, a journal entry or a simple scattered thought... it will probably be found HERE , in my blog. If you wish to read my sometimes insane and/or incoherent rantings, perhaps even an insightful word of wisdom or two (or maybe just boring details of my life and those around me) regularly, you can SUBSCRIBE to my blog.

Music:

Music keeps my world in motion."Undo" I've been here before, now here I am again. Standing at the door, praying You'll let me back in. To label me a prodigal would be only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be. Turn me around, pick me up undo what I've become bring me back to the place of forgiveness and grace I need You, need Your help I can't do this myself. You're the only one who can undo what I've become. I focused on the score, but I could never win trying to ignore, a life of hiding my sin. To label me a hypocrite would be only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be. Turn me around, pick me up undo what I've become bring me back to the place of forgiveness and grace I need You, need Your help I can't do this myself. You're the only one who can undo what I've become. Make every step lead me back to the soveriegn way that is You. Turn me around, pick me up undo what I've become bring me back to the place of forgiveness and grace I need You, need Your help I can't do this myself. You're the only one who can undo what I've become. by Rush of Fools.

Movies:

pirates of the caribbean. the fifth element. dark crystal. labyrinth. pan's labyrinth. nightmare before christmas. the neverending story. gremlins. the princess bride. robin hood: prince of thieves. the corpse bride. man in the iron mask. sisterhood of the traveling pants. divine secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood. 40-year-old virgin. old school. anchorman. ever after. hope floats. halloween. nightmare on elm street. darkness falls. friday the 13th. the goonies. monsters, inc. prince of egypt. dragonheart. patch adams. at first sight. titanic. somewhere in time. where the heart is. a walk to remember. uptown girls. the passion of the christ. short circuit. the ring. alice in wonderland. peter pan. hook. lion kind. hunchback of notre dame. james and the giant peach. mary poppins. pete's dragon. the grudge. lord of the rings. catch and release. cars. the notebook. save the last dance. center stage. drumline. stomp the yard. jump in.

Television:

grey's anatomy. scrubs. house. e.r. charmed. angel. american idol. csi. family guy. george lopez.

Books:

The Bible.reading: Eldest by Christopher Paolini

Heroes:

Jesus Christ.hidden under all the dirt and filth. is a girl who believes in jesus. falling down. getting back up. holding strong to faith. sometimes unseen. but true nonetheless. copyright ©2006 bfr. all rights reserved.

My Blog

i had a needle stuck in my neck today.

Actually, it was two needles, but it's cool... whatever.  The first one was the "local anesthetic".  I put that in quotation marks due to the fact that..... yeah, ok.  It stung a little...
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stop or not to stop, that is the question.

What happens when your brakes completely lock and fail you when you are pulling up to a stop sign?  I have the answer to that:  You run the stop sign.This is NOT a fun experience.I was on my...
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11 hours left....

....and the weekend will be over.Other than the side of my skirt being tucked into the side of my underwear as I got out of the car at church this morning, my weekend has been utterly fantastic. ...
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Yesterday.

I am used to getting up early in the morning now.  It's like I have my own internal alarm clock that has decided around 6 a.m. is my official wakey time.  So when it came time to get myself ...
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it’s been a while.

I’m starting this not only unsure of what exactly I want to say, but really unsure of how I even feel.  I’m in this place.  It’s a gray place... I say gray because sometime...
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more than just a man. (UPDATE)

More Than Just a ManWhen: March 20 - 22 @ 7:30 p.m.Where: FBC Oviedo Worship CenterCost: Free"More Than Just a Man" is a dramatic Easter musical production given by the Celebration Choir and Orchestra...
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pine island trail.

My legs hurt.  The back of my right knee is screaming at me, asking me why in the world I decided to walk 4 miles in one day when I'm not even used to walking one.  I wasn't out of breath, b...
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love forbidden.

I was all set to write a masterpiece (yeah right) on the subject of 'forbidden love', when I looked up at my window and there was a large bug on the outside screen that kind of resembled a green cockr...
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thursday afternoon and tears turned to laughter.

Phone rings."Hello?"In a sad voice, "Hi mommy.""Hi Aspen, whatcha doin'?""Nothin'."My eyebrows crinkle, "What's wrong?"Voice breaks apart and pitches high, "Nothin'.""Something's wrong, won't you tell...
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we all have dreams.

Legacy Writers of Harmony Pub...
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