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About Me

i've got mixed feelings on the subject

My Interests

i read a lot and play tennis and peel oranges well and that's all i do. fuck off.

I'd like to meet:

anyone that actually reads my blog

Music:

play from the heart

Movies:

They Live and anything by Alfred Hitchcock

Books:

trade with me

Heroes:

You are so young, so before all beginning, and i want to beg you, as much as I can, dear sir, to be patient toward all that is unresolved in your heart and to try and love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given to you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. -Ranier Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

My Blog

still ignorant, still proud, still ugly

Swarming all that was grown for tomorrow. Home is just a memory now. Behind me lies an enormous cemetery. Full of forgotten friendships. Those ghosts haunt every moment of my life. Because buried bene...
Posted by I have no idea on Mon, 12 May 2008 02:29:00 PST

Backpacking with body bags. It falls apart at the end.

Watching you watching them watching you. Watching them. Words that hurt. Those words that bind the seams of the autonomous into compassionate serfdom. I could have carried you forever, but I didn't....
Posted by I have no idea on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 07:38:00 PST

Am I a sadist?

This morning I woke up early for a day without plans, the sun glaring at me through the window in the front room of the Danbrums' house. Getting fired really was a blessing in disquise. The past two ...
Posted by I have no idea on Wed, 09 May 2007 04:09:00 PST

My life story is the story of everyone I've ever met

Today, I witnessed the four seasons. This morning I didn't I wake up until sometime after 10, which is pathetic since I did fall asleep so early last night, but it's only 98% my fault. I don't like to...
Posted by I have no idea on Tue, 01 May 2007 02:26:00 PST

it's going to be strange (when I'm not on mushrooms anymore)

It's going to be strange when we're not here anymore all that there is going to be is other people and none of them are going to be our own children. I guess there is a god. ...
Posted by I have no idea on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 09:03:00 PST

he looked at me and told me i was gonna die

I just got hit by a car while riding my bike..... and i'm also on mushrooms. no fucking joke. I drank some mushroom tea at my friends house on 48th and took my bike to the atm where I took out $400 to...
Posted by I have no idea on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 08:58:00 PST

an open letter to myself through space time

The river will not retreat into the ocean. Beginning in chronological order and dissolving into carelessness. This is for those that make dreamer's plans and can't let go of the past, but love...
Posted by I have no idea on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 02:30:00 PST

The Purple Dog and Halloween Pictures

¢ below: it's a hot dog! get it ? haha? not funny? haha? haha! a poor choice, really. A little less than a month ago, I was going to write a blo...
Posted by I have no idea on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 02:17:00 PST

This year took so much away

This year took so much away and it won't give it back and I wouldn't have it any other way. I love my friends. DUDE! ps. the only time i write blogs on myspace is when i'm drunk or deprived of...
Posted by I have no idea on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 02:25:00 PST

You're not an artist, You're a fartist

October 18th, 2006I tend to be the type of person who is constantly looking... so basically, I'm like everybody else. I'm living vicariously through everyone else through myself. Nothing makes me feel...
Posted by I have no idea on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:57:00 PST