Layer Queen of the Distrusting

About Me

Well... my name is Ashley. I will be living in Buffalo NY on my own with an amazing person named Danielle. I have a red classic tabby cat named Timber, who is such a love bug. I am going to be a senior in the fall at Medaille College finishing off my Biology degree. Just finished my vet-degree this past year. I have 21 piercings, 5 in my lip, one in my tongue, one in my nose, 5 in one ear 6 in the other, and 3 in my belly button. I plan on getting my monroe, and/or septum done this summer 07. We'll see how well that goes. I have brown hair and some spiffy eyes, they change all the time with green and blue and hints of yellow. But you can only see them if I'm looking deep into your soul. :giggles and smirks: I am a professional brusher/bather at petsmart. I am thoroughly involved in my school meaning 2 clubs i have positions in along with being a full time student... woo im such a busy beaver. A few big things you need to know about my is I'm not like anyone you will ever meet. Never judge a book by its cover, because the inside can be totally opposite and im living proof of that example. I also am straight edge and I hold that high above my head. Nobody will ever change that... I love my edge. If I had enough money I would be a vegetarian bc in order to eat healthy being a veggie you have lotsa of money. Sucks but I deal. I am catholic, and was baptized and confirmed it. I havent been making time for church, but people change and so does their beliefs we'll see where I am in a year. My friends are highly important to me without them I'd probably be completely insane. I don't put up with anyone's shit anymore, I don't have the time nor the patience to do so. I would say I have grown up maturity and logically thinking. I have had plenty of experiences to thank for that. Mainly guy experiences. But people grow up eventually. I wear my emotions on my sleeves but now i try my best to hide it. If that makes any sense. It has worked out well enough that I have subsided any emotion for anyone new in my life, meaning liking them or trusting them. Only special people can get past those barcaded doors and locks, and three story tall steel walls. You should feel special if you succeed. I get straight to the point if you haven't noticed. Anymore questions feel free to message me on here. I won't leave my aim on here for he soul fact that there are too many creepy people on here that can and have msged me. If you are worthy I will message you back.

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My Blog

anticipation

Ive been debating whether or not to write for some days now. I can't believe i leave leave for atleast a yr, to be on my own. In my own place that i got on my own. I'm scared more than I am excited, I...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 01:36:00 PST

GET ME THE FRICK OUT OF HERE!!! WHAT A FRICKEN NIGHT!!!!!

Ok let me begin by saying how much i despise new york state, and it's people. I think I was born in the wrong city or better yet wrong era. There are tooo many fricken creeps lurking in the streets, o...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 12:19:00 PST

ATTENTION BINGHAMTON... ESPECIALLY SOUTH SIDERS... LOST DOG!!

A dog by the name of Shadow was lost today Sunday June 10, approx around 3 or 4, and was last spotted near vestal ave. on Binghamton's south side around 5pm. Here is what he looks like. ...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:25:00 PST

I survived a year.. by myself heh ^_^

Yea so I know I shouldn't dwell on the past. But it's hard not to when it constantly gets brought up in front you. One reason I need to get of nys, but thats a whole other story. Approximately this ti...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 02:06:00 PST

Wandering Thoughts... Letting go...

I have been contemplating writing something for a good 20mins now. My head is going out of control. What's new. Ooo pitiful me, fuck that. I don't want anyone who is reading this is cause for any sort...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Wed, 30 May 2007 07:43:00 PST

Writing Space 1

Shimmering colorsAll mixed as if they were a part of a beautiful canvasPainted with the softest hand of a sweet artistWith a light green stroke hereConveying the small blades of grassBeing a stepping ...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:21:00 PST

Writng Space

Sing to meAn enchanting songof aspiring dreamsand surreal placesOne to whereall the peopleare kind heartedand most friendlyOne to whereall the peoplelive in concordsand are worrylessOne to whereall th...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 09:32:00 PST

Just a place for me to write.. more poems

Lay thereStay StillFeel WarmthSense BlissSoft KissesStarlight EyesEternal PeaceForever Sensual----------What I need Is a seedTo grow and to moldTo watch it sprout with lifeWatch it's innocence shine t...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 12:50:00 PST

Complete Insanity?

I'm promising myselfTo prevent attachmentsfrom happening againI'm controling myselfTo prevent anyloss of specialnessI'm holding backthoughts and feelingsfrom ruining allI'm trying patienceit's more to...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 10:53:00 PST

Alone??

So now that im home, i think i expected too much of having a splendid time of being home. It just makes me realize more and more that I have to leave New York for a while, and just find whatever I fee...
Posted by Layer Queen of the Distrusting on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 01:41:00 PST