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alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory

i love my hunnie

About Me

♠a summary of me:♠
♠ i am sXe, but i am not a militant
♠ i haven't even had i tylenol since i turned 19
♠ i am engaged
♠ i like to panhandle
♠ my mom dislikes most things i do, but loves me
♠ most people love me
♠ some bitches hate me
♠ i say i'm half-gay
♠ i was a whore, and got sick of it
♠ i used to go to as many shows as possible
♠ i miss being in a band, i sing/scream and try to play bass
♠ i have a guitar, but can't play
♠ i love to hug random people
♠ i have 12 piercings that i keep something in:my ears have 5/8"(16mm) size plugs, i have an orbital in my left ear, "spider bites" on each side of my lip, my septum, now i have i guess anti-lobes, and 10 gauge plugs in my nostrils
♠ i have five tattoos: the inner corners of a star on my left wrist, the fantastic four logo on my right inner bicep, five stars on the back of my left arm, flowers in the attic picture on my left side, and a straight edge picture on my back
♠ i am not a serious person
♠ i got my kiss in the rain
%spades; i don't usually use capital letters
♠ i make wishes at 11:11
♠ i wish for other peoples wishes at 2:22
♠ i spent time in jail for stealing and trespass
♠ i have never felt the desire to truly harm anyone that didn't need my fist in their face
♠ i have worked in the four nursing homes of oswego, i am now working nowhere
♠ i have technically been fired from every job i have ever had
♠ if i haven't said it... ask me
♠ i will tell you just about anything
sometimes... i fall
♥signs♥

My Interests



Love and music... what else is there?
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Lifestyle: i'm straight edge, i eat meat, i'm pro-choice

I'd like to meet:

anyone that would like to talk. my screen name on a.i.m. is poonphreek.

Music:

i support the local music scene!

Oswego County bands:
ANOTHER BREATH
EARTHQUAKE
THIS IS WHY
SAVING THROW
NEVERENDING APOLOGIES
WHEN WORDS MEAN NOTHING
THEATRE 1854
HER BLOOD FILLED SCREAMS
PENFIELD
EYES AVERTED
SPAZM
315 BANDS:
BURNING EFFIGY
NOBODY LEFT BEHIND
FREYA
HOW WE ARE
EASTWOOD
THE MOTH LEADS THE EMPIRE
xENOUGH IS ENOUGHX
CASE CLOSED
xRESISTx
LANGUAGE OF DESTRUCTION
THE TAKE
IF HOPE DIES
VIGILANCE
WITH OUR STRENGTH
ARCHITECT
THE RODEO MACHINE
SEAGRAVE
PATH OF RESISTANCE
other bands i just dig:
100 Demons
7 Angels 7 Plagues
36 Crazyfists
A Fire Inside
A Life Once Lost
A Love Like Pi
A Perfect Circle
A Perfect Murder
A Static Lullaby
A Thousand Falling Skies
Aerosmith
Agnostic Front
Aiden
Anal Cunt
Alexisonfire
Alkaline Trio
All That is Sacred
Anatomy of a Ghost
Anberlin
And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead
Any Given Second
Armed For Battle
Armor For Sleep
As Blood Runs Black
As I Lay Dying
Atreyu
At The Drive-In
At The Gates
Avenged Sevenfold
Bane
Bear vs. Shark
Bedlight For Blue Eyes
Belvedere The Lion Tammer
Between the Buried and Me
Beyond Fall
Billy Club Sandwhich
Biohazard
Black my heart
Blacklisted
Bleeding Through
Blindside
Blink 182
Blood in Blood Out
Blood Stands Still
Bloodlined Calligraphy
Born From Pain
Born To Die
Brand New
Bright Eyes
Bulldoze
Burnt By the Sun
Bury Your Dead
Caliban
Cannibal Corpse
Carry On
Casey Jones
CDC
Champion
Chevelle
Chiodos
Choose your Weopon
CIPHER
Circa Survive
Circle Takes The Square
CKY
Comeback Kid
Coheed and Cambria
Converge
Cowalker
Cradle of Filth
Cream
Cursive
Cyndi Lauper
Dance Gavin Dance
Darkest Hour
Dashboard Confessional
daughters
Dead Poetic
Dead To Fall
Death Before Dishonor
Death By Stereo
Death Cab For Cutie
Death Threat
Deftones
Denali
Denounce His Name
Donnybrook
DragonForce
Drowningman
E-Town Concrete
Earth Crisis
Earthquake
Ed Gein
Embrace Today
Emery
Endless Fight
Everybody Gets Hurt
Evergreen Terrace
Every Time I Die
Faith No More
Fall Out Boy
Fall River
Fear Before the March in Flames
Fight Night
Fight Paris
Filter
Finch
First Blood
Flesh and Blood Robot
Folly
Freya
From Ashes Rise
From A Second Story Window
From Autumn to Ashes
From First To Last
Fuck...I'm Dead
Fugazi
Funeral for a Friend
G7SD
Give Up The Ghost
Giles
Glassjaw
God Forbid
Guns Up
Gym Class Heroes
H20
Hands Down
Haste The Day
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
HeavyHeavyLowLow
His Infernal Majesty
Himsa
Hoods
Hopesfall
HORSE the Band
I Killed Lexicon
I Killed the Prom Queen
Incubus
Irate
Ismada
It Dies Today
JamisonParker
Jimmy Eat World
Job For a Cowboy
Joe Walsh
Keeping Distance
Killswitch Engage
Lamb of God
Led Zeppelin
Locked in a Vacancy
Lost Prophets
LoveHateHero
Luti-Kriss
Lyfe Jennings
Mae
Madball
Martyr Ad
Maylene and the Sons of Disaster
Melee
Mermaid In A Manhole
Metric
mewithoutyou
Mindless Self Indulgence
Misery Signals
Modern Life is War
Mortal Treason
Most Precious Blood
Muse
My Chemical Romance
My Only Downfall
New Found Glory
NIRVANA
No Sweat
No Warning
Norma Jean
Normandy
Nothing Left to Mourn
On Broken Wings
Once For All
Outbreak
Rag Men
Ramallah
Remembering Never
Scarlet
Scars of Tomorrow
Shades of Eden
SHARKPUNCH
Shattered Realm
Sick of it All
skycamefalling
Spitfire
Stretch Arm Strong
Strike Out
Subzero
Suffokate
Swear to God
Sworn Enemy
Terror
The Acacia Strain
The Auburn System
The Banner
The Beach Boys
The Dillinger Escape Plan
The Judas Cradle
The Movielife
The Number 12 Looks Like You
The Red Chord
The Warriors
This is Hell
Throwdown
Too Pure To Die
Unearth
Vengeance Over Victory
Walls of Jericho
Wings of Scarlet
With Hornor
With This Knife
With Our Strength
and a lot more....
ok, i'll admit it... i do like a few rappers:
Lil' Wayne
50 Cent
Luda
DMX
Snoop
Lil' Jon... huwhat? yeeeah!!

Movies:



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Television:



Books:

Stephen Colbert "I Am America(And So Can You)", The Tao Of Pooh, The Te Of Piglet, The Zen Of Zombie, Living Buddah Living Christ

Heroes:

kurt cobain and my mom

My Blog

me for sale

every year for my birthday, i do something for the month, and i also make "new year’s resolutions", since it is truly a new year for me. this year i shall make things for sale.  i will sell...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:21:00 PST

title

Don't leave me nowMove on past all thought of heart breakEverThey say we're in LoveI say we're in LoveForever.Abandon this thought of leavingIf you break me, corrupt and abolish, or justHurt me.I will...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 10:36:00 PST

i push you away

i have just pushed away and hurt two people that i really care about.  i know i am wrong.  i just wish i could make things better.  but i've made mistakes that although it's nice to thi...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 02:59:00 PST

Good Day to Die

Please close the blinds Now the sun hurts my eyes Shut out the light Let me sleep for a while Let me lay down my head Let me pretend I am dead I've had a time I have had quite a time Out of my head I'...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 09:38:00 PST

now a loretto employee

i had orientation today, quite bland. i have to go in tuesday at 11pm for my first day on the floor as an orientee, i've been an aide for almost 3 years now, so although there are minor differences, t...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 10:11:00 PST

now it looks like oswego

so we've now got the usual oswego, it stopped for a brief time, so me and jess got to go see sweeney todd.  what is kind of a bummer is the fact that when i start working at loretto, i'll have to walk...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:42:00 PST

stupid bills!!!

i have a lot of things i need to pay for quite soon, and i am not having the easiest time doing it.  want to help me out? ...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 02:15:00 PST

interview results

so my interview went quite well, once my piss test results come back clean, i got for orientation.  loretto has some pretty god insentives.  granted i will be starting part time, eventually i can bid ...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 10:50:00 PST

the job hunt

today i turned in applications.  i applied at loretto nursing home, sunrise nursing home, the oswego ladies home, and ruby tuesday.  i also filled out online applications for lowes and wal*mart.  i go...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 10:38:00 PST

for those with no faith in me

a lot has happened for me in the last year.  i have been with my girlfriend since last september(over a year), i now own a house, i am still drug free, i am still a certified nurses aide, and i do wha...
Posted by alwaysXdreamingXanotherXmemory on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 04:28:00 PST