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Be My Placebo

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About Me

A little bit of depression, a little bit of hysteria.............

I like the sense of the cold wind in my face. Voices that can make my day or night. Snow. Dancing while everybody is watching me. Dogs playing. Sunglasses after a hard night out. Big quiet libraries. Dead channels on tv. Ducklings. Shotguns. The smell of wet soil and rotten leaves.

My Interests

Shoes, razorblades, stay up all night, skyscrapers, stalking people when drunk, wind, the monster under my bed, boxes, painkillers, screaming in public, kites, parades, city by night, gloves, screeches, taxi drivers, knot in stomach and lump in throat, dressing up, make-up, guns, pacman, spooky old women, masks, insomniac paranoias, old factories, toilets, dead teddy bears, vintage, trash tv, trash food, trash people, cabarets, lollipops, voodoo, black-eyes, insanity defenses, circus, vanilla sex when in love, pills, dead birds, collapsing on the floor, transvestites, broken heels, clowns, bloodred eyes, obsessions, cheap porn, needles, clouds, antidepressants, paris, zombies, suits, abandoned places, noses, cigarets, london, dolls, dead people in parked cars, paintings, darkened windows, pulling my insides out, pulling his insides out, dusty rooms, whispers in the night, alcohol.

I'd like to meet:

Cupid and straight after the empty space 3 metres beyond the attic. Oh, and Roula Vrohopoulou, my trash idol.

Music:

Dead kennedys, clash, ramones, hole, sex pistols, distillers, iggy and the stooges, antony and the johnsons, marilyn manson, rammstein, diary of dreams, vnv nation, diorama, wolfsheim, mesh, anathema, nick cave, diamanda galas, bauhaus, de/vision, kraftwerk, the cramps, the meteors, cure, madrugada, sonic youth, juliette and the licks, tiger lillies, css, peaches, pj harvey, bikini kill, madlein peyroux, nina simone, tom waits, barry white, frank sinatra, louis armstrong, yann tiersen, elvis presley, leonard cohen, ray charles, miles davis, billie holliday, ella fitzgerald, elvis costello, van morisson, cole porter, bobby darin, edith piaf, pet shop boys, joy division, portishead, radiohead, placebo, bjork, garbage. Cabaret music. Jazz. Soundtracks. Circus music. Greek trashy songs.

Movies:

Sin city, almodovar, straight to hell, david lynch, felini, the return of the living dead, david tv, california, the texas chainsaw massacre, terry gilliam, shortbus, children of the corn, anorak city, death in venice, wings of desire, andrei tarkovsky, natural born killers, high fidelity, sid and nancy, krzysztof kieslowski, trainspotting, lars von trier, clockwork orange, the rocky horror show, amores perros, fight club, thelma and louise, spirtokouto, tim burton, my girl, 101 reykjavík, lost in translation, woody allen, the edukators, the hours, the virgin suicides, house of the spirits, scent of a woman, alejandro jodorowsky, the heart is deceitful, in the mouth of madness, dario argento, the langoliers, george romero, ulysse's gaze, brokeback mountain, mean streets, frankie and johnny, the three burials of melquiades estrada, les liaisons dangereuses, damage, taxi driver, pulp fiction, dobermann.

Television:

CSI, family guy, friends, the jetsons, gilmore girls, nip/tuck, sex and the city, how clean is your house?, the adventures of pete & pete, x-files, nanny911, spongebob, cold case, tales from the crypt. Cartoons. Latin soap operas. Tarot reading shows. Telemarketing. Gossip trash shows. Porn. Early morning talk shows. Everything that will blow my mind if I watch it for more than two hours.

Books:

coming soon asshole

Heroes:

Gail (sin city), bjork, jolly jumper, mike sager, thelma and louise, isabel allende, nancy spungen, y, m, mallory knox and my beloved friends.

My Blog

Random Thoughts Session 13

Sometimes, some things, once in a while maybe.You have to accept them.You know, go with the flow.Is this what they call fate?Like...uumm... sit and wait to see what will happen?Like an endless theatri...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 06:28:00 PST

Random Thoughts Session 12

Is it like that?Maybe.Possibly.Yeah, I think it's like that.Simple life mathematics.I count I count I count.All the time.But now I have to stop.And think.Am I counting right?I'll never know if I can't...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:22:00 PST

Random Thoughts Session 11

"You are so beautiful. I want to kiss you.""Every beautiful person should be kissed?""Hell yeah.""I'm not that beautiful."Fuck you stud.It's not your lust I need, I have mine. It's something else I ne...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 09:20:00 PST

Random Thoughts Session 10

Kourabies. The traditional greek biscuit covered with sugar. Like a small hill covered in snow. The absolute Christmas treat. I love the view of it. But I hate the taste. Sweet taste. Lethargic taste...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 12:18:00 PST

Random Thought Session 9

..> Normal life. You know. Like feeding your cat, listening to James Blunt. Having a boyfriend. Sleeping at 12, waking up at 9. Going out with friends once in a while. I think I'll start with the ...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 03:07:00 PST

Random Thoughts Session 8

..> You know what? I stopped trying. There's no point. In anything. "You're exactly like me dude!" . "You're exactly like me my love!" . "I owe you...". "It's meant to be!" Fuck this shit. Jus...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 04:41:00 PST

Random Thoughts Session 7 or Is there a point in trying?

..> You fall apart. And then you start taking pills. And drugs. And lots of booze. And lots of sex. With anything moving. Sometimes even with things that don't move. And then you think you have to ...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 06:00:00 PST

Random Thoughts Session 6 or The Walk of Shame

..> ..> ..> You're having a one-night-stand. You close your eyes and you're ready to enjoy. You try to keep them wide shut. As long as you can. Cause you know. You know that when you'll look at...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 08:34:00 PST

Random Thoughts Session 5 or "Gabba Gabba Hey!"

..> I saw a late night movie last night about circus freaks. It's called "Freaks". Obviously. You know someone said that the world's a sideshowAnd each must play a part. I wanna be Cleopatra B...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 01:36:00 PST

Random Thoughts Session 4

..> Today a girl sat next to me in the bus. She was listening to music and her head was bouncing. Up and down. Up and down. Up and down. She looked like those plastic dogs truckers use to have. The...
Posted by Be My Placebo on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 07:04:00 PST