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About Me

I've got a problem A problem with hate I can't go ..ging this weight A cold steel hand that won't let go Acid-filled thoughts out of controlI built myself a nice little cage With bars of anger and a lock of rage I can't help asking Who's got the key? When I know damned well it's meNo I ain't hinting for sympathy I'm used to dealing with apathy The scars on my wrists may seem like a crime Just wish me better luck next timeSo what if I died a thousand deaths You think I'm insane but I have no regrets One more time won't matter no question Suicide is self expression.The first to admit - Im a doomed drug addict. And I always will be - hey man, dont follow me. No excuse for drug abuse. Said these lines a thousand times. Dont want to live atrial fib - from neurosis, cerosis.Please make me smile - if you learn from my trial. Baby Ill pay this price - maybe saving your life for ya. I cant state this point enough. The pickups easy, but the put downs rough. Up the nose or tap a vein - no one else but you to blame.I cant believe I died last night - oh God Im dead again. I cant believe I died last night - Im fucking dead again.Chemical joy turning thee paranoid. Recently buried deep Greenwood Cemetery, now. I had no pulse last time I checked. Id trade my life for self respect. So I say with my ass whipped. There are some things worse than death.I cant believe I died last night - oh God Im dead again. I cant believe I died last night - Im fucking dead again.Like a Jew in ancient Spain And for Christ's name did pay with pain Modern day inquisition What is the link between these crafts? Doctors and thieves, they both wear masks Overpaid meat magiciansLife is killing meYour doctorate and Ph.D. Would wipe my ass etched in feces Will not cure your affliction Doctors Jeckyll or Mengele And your face too, they're just a blur Can't improve my conditionLife is killing meAppointment made, waited three hours Did not realize you had such power I'd rather see a mortician Your parents saved or had the bucks Your education stems from luck Future corpse: death by physicianI have no choice: devoid of rights So pull the plug, it's my damned life Keep me alive to increase your bill A Red Cross hell? - the hospital!Just let me die with dignity It's not suicide, simply mercyJust who do you think you are? Medical school don't make you God Now I don't care what you've been taught Just get me off this life support Life is killing me..

My Interests

And so it came to be, this isolation that I am. I can only look to me, to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this. I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide.

I'd like to meet:

-Harsh words & violent blows- -Hidden secrets nobody knows- -Eyes are open, hands are fisted- -Deep inside I'm warped & twisted- -So many tricks & so many lies- -Too many whens & too many whys- -Nobody's special, nobody's gifted- -I'm just me, warped & twisted- -Sleeping awake & choking on a dream- -Listening loudly to a silent scream- -Call my mind, the number's unlisted- -Lost in someone so warped & twisted- -On my knees, alive but dead- -Look at the invisible blood I've bled- -I'm not gone, my mind has drifted- -Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted- -Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow- -Today's just yesterday's tomorrow- -The sun died out, the ashes sifted- -I'm still here, warped & twisted-

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My Blog

Life Is A Prison

..TR> Life Is A Prison by Puff Life is a prison,Oh God let me out.No one to listen,To hear when you shout.Climb the walls of insanity,Ride the waves of despair.If you fall it don’t matter,Th...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 07:09:00 PST

Another One For You People

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food REAL FRIENDS: is the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOMFAKE FRIENDS: bail...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 05:36:00 PST

MiNe ?! (ThaNks NOeL)

..> 'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com..>...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 05:10:00 PST

SMART-ASS ANSWERS

SMARTASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she re...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:13:00 PST

Fingers From DebRa

..> You Are a Pinky You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird.A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone.You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friend...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:13:00 PST

~25 SIGNS~

25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge.4. 6:00 AM i...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 08:34:00 PST

Joke

A guy walks into a bar and sees a gorgeous woman nursing a drink. Walkingupbehind her he says, "Hi there, good lookin'. How's it going?"Having already downed a few power drinks, she turns around, face...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 10:54:00 PST

This Is The 3-Minute Management Course.

Here is some very sound information we can all benefit from! This Starts The 3-Minute Managem...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 07:23:00 PST

Retarded Grandparents

After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent ..theirholiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Gran...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 07:05:00 PST

Yupp, I Guess Im It Cause I Got Tagged!

I've been tagged! God Dammit tagged me, so here goes with the 11... Here's how you play: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 11 weird or random things, facts, or habits abo...
Posted by CH@SS@FR@SS on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 04:59:00 PST