life. maybe slightly..
"..I don..'t regret anything frommy past, no matter how bad it seems in hindsight,because every little step I took was leading meright to you..~*"
I remember a wise man once told me..By studying and appreciating the wonders of His creation you will find peace.Travel to a different land will bring happiness to the soul.Here i am, thousand miles away from my usual cocoon. Understanding the ingredients of happiness. Trying to find peace for myself, finding faith in life itself, finding soul.
"..Pada akhirnya kita tidak akanmengingati kata-kata musuh kita, tetapi diamnyasahabat
..the world is so funny..sometimesi forgot how to smile..~
oh..those fromTenebrous Wonderland..
.~ Couture Noir
.~ Lolita
.~ Drop Dead Beautiful Pale Soul
.~ Morbid Fairy
.~ Dark & Tortured
.~ Ragged Empress
.~ Runny Eyes
.~ Transylvanian Concubine
seriously?anyone.but pls dunt msg me talking oranything which will mention about Avril, not a verygud idea.n those who addicted to pretend beingdepress about life..'oh life isnt fair...the worldis so cruel...the air that i breath in every sec isnothing but poison to my dead cell brain'..whoclaim to slit their wrist,jump off 17th floor ofsome abandon building or gag themself by swallow awhole pills in order to perform suicide to soundkewl?do me a favor,keep ur pathetic weak self nsoul away from me.i need more positive aura in thisatmosphere.not being selfish,just being me wholoathe those people who indulge their soul towardsbeing ignoramus.but i dunt mind people who alwayslooking forward in ameliorate.who has beautifulamazing sight bout life..ciao!
Dear Pervert Predators, My hobby is NOTto be hit on by every possible 30+ horny humanbeing on this planet. So stop flooding me you damnidiots. *hyperventilates* I like photography,drawing, panting etcMy haircolour seems to change every time I....breathe. I DONT CARE IF YOURE HORNY. GET IT? I dontwant to see you cum on cam... You people disgustme. I usually dont even refer to you as people .‡
.....and oh! i would like to meet SAMIYUSUF ..what a beautiful soul... if i ever meethim, i would totally blush and giggles trying to becute.. ;p .. oh,MasyaAllah..i dunt know what tothink if i ever meet this wonderful,truly beautifulguy. sigh..~...
p/s : Please DON'T ADD me, if you NEVER talk to me.I hve nearly 100+ request perday,from most people who never even talk to me. In that case,I'll JUST DENY for your presence in my friendlist. Thank you.
In Bahasa : Tulun ar beb, JGN ADD, kalu kte tak pernah share conversation. Gua tak kenal lu, lu tak kenal gua.Bukan sombong, tapi bosan lah.. nak add org yg gua tak kenal or kureng pun cakap la 'hai' kalu dah sangap gle pon. Kalu tak..Gua trus deny, and dont take it personally. Trimas.
Supplication by Sami Yusuf
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the elements in my life is the music of my heart..~
.. Our Farewell.
Memories
Enta Eih.
I've traveled the world twice over,
Met the famous; saints and sinners,
Poets and artists, kings and queens,
Old stars and hopeful beginners,
I've been where no-one's been before,
Learned secrets from writers and cooks
All with one library ticket
To the wonderful world of books..~
Books are the legacies that a great genius leavesto
mankind, which are delivered down from generationto
generation as presents to the posterity of thosewho are yet unborn
I will carry with me, always.. atleast a bookas a companion where ever i go. Lost myself, in thethoughts of beautiful mind when ever there'spossibilities to do so. sometimes..
..at my fav spot,on a cosy maroon couch.while hvinga coffee..
.. maybe, while waiting patiently..
..or perhaps.. in the speed of life, a pause toreflect.
sometimes .. laying on the grass, bear the hardshipof life by serenity with mothernature..listen tothe wind whisper to me..
..perhaps, writing the diary of sweet tranquilityand sorrow. When the spirit moves me, i'll let mycreative juice flow.If it's a sorrow song,theneverything would be like in the dark fairytalewhere the angel is a blind guardian. Words willturn into learning process of painting a smile onmy face. Wise, optimistic thoughts. That is howlife works. Letting go, and move on.
I've traveled the world twice over,
Met the famous; saints and sinners,
Poets and artists, kings and queens,
Old stars and hopeful beginners,
I've been where no-one's been before,
Learned secrets from writers and cooks
All with one library ticket
To the wonderful world of books..~
Books are the legacies that a great genius leavesto
mankind, which are delivered down from generationto
generation as presents to the posterity of thosewho are yet unborn
I will carry with me, always.. atleast a bookas a companion where ever i go. Lost myself, in thethoughts of beautiful mind when ever there'spossibilities to do so. sometimes..
..at my fav spot,on a cosy maroon couch.while hvinga coffee..
.. maybe, while waiting patiently..
..or perhaps.. in the speed of life, a pause toreflect.
sometimes .. laying on the grass, bear the hardshipof life by serenity with mothernature..listen tothe wind whisper to me..
..perhaps, writing the diary of sweet tranquilityand sorrow. When the spirit moves me, i'll let mycreative juice flow.If it's a sorrow song,theneverything would be like in the dark fairytalewhere the angel is a blind guardian. Words willturn into learning process of painting a smile onmy face. Wise, optimistic thoughts. That is howlife works. Letting go, and move on.
Bleh bleh
Have you Ever...?
Played Spin the Bottle?: yeah, in high skoll. one of boredom release.like oneday,get into the principle office,n did hawt steamy notty spanking act with my gf using her BIG 'cane' n took photos. oh~
Toilet Paper someone's house: it started with Momo the cat played with the toilet paper, then the human followed. like Adam stopid, follow the cat. and i jst kicked it out of the balcony of 16th floor.
Played Poker with money: never with money. but with clothes. strip poker ;)
Gone swimming in a white T-shirt: haha. yeah.
been tickled so hard you couldn't talk: haha.. yeah, and i got this weird hiccups after that.
like someone but never told them: mmhm. didnt get a chance, he past away.
went camping: yessh!
had a crush on your broher's friend: haha.. used to. i used to hve this 'thing' with my brother's friend. after all, i hve 3 amigo bros!
walk in the rain without an umbrella: mmhm.most of the time. walking in the rain, smile and kiss the rain.
told a joke that NObody thought was funny: haha.yeah.especially when we are adding each other jokes. when my time,it's just not funny anymore.they just stare before they decided to gve the sympathy nervous laugh (O_o)
been in a talent show: never eva!
started laughing at someone's bedtime: wha..for? uh
worn somthing your mom didn't appove of: oh, my mom is uber kewl. she dressed like charlie's angels back then. so.. she trust that i know how to limit myself.
been to a nude beach: yeah. in france.
drank jack daniels: i dont drink
cursed in a church: never eva
been called a slut for kissing someone: never kissed anyone.but yet someone called me slut.n acted like a friend. it's ironic how hypocrite people are.remember,you hve NO right to say so. she is someone's daughter.
burnt yourslef with a curling iron/straightner: i burnt my feet with the clothes's iron when i was 5 or so. does that count?
wanted to be a police officer: um. nope
dumped someone: never. and we cant dumped someone. it's just not a wonderful word for someone we used to loved.
been hit on by someone too old: hahaha.. oh Lord.. ALOT. they are more daring than younger guys because they have money they think. It's the millionaire egocentric
wanted to be a model: nope nope nope-
bought lottery tickets: never
made out in a car: i never made out on where ever surface of the world.
cried during a movie: yeah. frickin emo ;")
wanted something you couldn't have: yeah. then i learn.. ' if we love someone, let them go' if we knew that they will be happy without us.
had sex on the beach: i never had sex on where ever surface of the world.
had the drink sex on the beach: whatta..
seen someone shoplift: yeaah. not pretty.
hung up on someone: yeah. not nice of me, but was so upset. ;(
yelled at you pet: oh dear Lord! never! what a sicko to do that.. i even talk in small japanese girl voice with achu the hamster so he'll feel like 'tha-BIG-man'! ;p
bought a thong when the casheir was a guy: yeah.
tried to strip when drunk: never drink. never drunk.
gotten seasick: haha. yeah. lasted for few days, made me walk on the ground like walking on the boat.
had a stalker: uh yeah. no-fun.
played a prank on somone that had them really scared: mmhm. luckily i didnt cause a heart attack
been embarassed by one of your family: yeah, they done a very good job at teasing to embarrassed me by telling my dark secret
felt bad about eating meat: kinda. that's the reason why i became a semi vegetarian. so i didnt eat alot of that, only eat meat like once every few months. feel bad for the cute curly eye lashes cow.
protested: bad protested, mostly in my rebellious teen time. ran away from home quite ALOT. nowdays,getting older.. it's protested for the better ;)
been to an island: yessh. just got back from one.
been in love: AM in love.
ate jus because you were bored: yeaah.
looked at something everybody thought was ugly and said "aww": haha. that sound so like me. i might end up buying that so it will feel appreciated? weird. i know. happen to animal and human too. i just like seeing beauty in a diff ways.
Screamed in a library: haha, back then. yeah. after all, Chombie Cosmo, my BIG cute bestfriend was the librarian. Chombie aint scare me! ;p
Made out with a stranger: never made out with any human.
Been Dumped: i'm a human. no one can dump me. infact, no one can dump anyone.
Wished a part of you was different: used to. but not anymore
asked a guy to dance: ha! never.
been asked out by a really hot guy: yeah
laughed so hard ou cried: yessh, when i'm with my 'special' friends. ;p
went up to a complete stranger and started talking: yeah, it's just decent approach of learning new things.
been sunburned: yeah! latest, at the island.
kicked a guy in the nuts for being a pervert: euw. i dunt want to ever touch or kick a pervert nuts! can i just poke his eyes or something other than that area. it's gross.
threw up in school: never
received an anonymous love letter: yeah. it's funny each time it's happen/ed
had to wear something you hated: haha.. yeaah!not really hate, but feel weird when the kids playing to dress me up. ;p
been to a luau: n'uh
say your ex and wanted to kick his ass: umm.. i never had an ex. but i hve been loved before and i would never say bad things to the person that i used to loved no matter how much he hurted me. and ur question is weird. and there's lotsa 'speeeeling' error. lol
cursed in front of your parents: never
been in a commerical on tv: God, no! (O_o)
watched a movie that made you miss your ex: ..
been out of the country: yeah. country, continent. maybe next time planet. ;)
been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk: yeah. especially before i wear hijab. but nowdays, they just look-smile. sometimes just greet or wave like audrey hepburn. (O_o)..but it's betta than being honk by a hornie driver ;p
won at pool: i dont play pool. maybe oneday with the right company. ;)
went to a party where you were the ony sober one: yeaah, since i dont drink. so i will end up being their babysitter. (O_o)
went on a diet: yeah. diet programme for better living
been lost out to sea: oh, never.
cheated on your bf: never never never never ever!
been cheated on: yes
tanned topless: narr
been attacked by seagulls: owh. never.
been searched in an airport: it was just a normal checking
been on a plane: yeah.
been pants-ed: whatta..
thown a shoe at someone: that's awful. never done, never will.
broke someone's heart: yeah.. tho i didnt intend to.. but again, we have to be truth isnt. altho it's hurt sometimes.
sung in the shower: most of the time, yesh
bought something way too expensive: never
done something really stupid that you still laugh about: haha.. yeaahh. it's something i still smile for
been walked in on when you were dressing: yesh! he was so nervous for that. haha
ran out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie: uh..never.
been kicked out of the mall: never!
ben mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back: never ever
been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one: yeaah. not a wonderful day
done something stupid when you were drunk: never drink. never drunk
fell off your roof: haha. yessh. when u are on the rooftop with Alan, fasten ur seat belt. u made jokes+he laugh so hard n started to get excited, laugh-to push u and said 'that's hilarious!'= you fall of the rooftop,break ur hip bone.
pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone: haha, yesh. with lil dania. her arm was so small, but she tried to keep me secured! ;)
had a deer jump in fron of your car: never!
threated someone witha water gun: yessshza! watergun with red ink. made my frens look like they just got back from Maldives for sunburnt. haha..i like!
Can you....
Unwrap a starburst with your tounge: uh. no
sing: if sing meaning a slow killer of mankind, then yesh i could sing ;p
open your eyes underwater: yeaah
eat whatever you want and not have to worry: sometimes yeah. sometimes i feel bad for what i put inside my mouth..
ice skate: yeaaah, with those mo fos, we can do the iggy dance. (^_^)
sing in front of a crowd: haha.. the reason why i turn down few offer to be front woman,a femme vocalist of a band is because of this.. ;p i CANT sing. it's weird how they still want u to be vocalist, when u cant sing. Just to set up band image.. (O_o)
whistle: no.. ;(
be a bitch at times: depend of the definition. if bitching(complaining) yeaah. but being malicious,sleep/flirt with my bf's friend or so, then no.
do thirty pull ups: yeah
walkin in really high heals: hah. done that using Lola,dragqueen friend's high heels.. walked and look s effin hawt 3 sec before i trip down the stair. ;")
eat super spicy foods: i seem to do that too often. wont stop until my lips 'blush'
skateboard: i cant even walk on my feets on a balance ground right! skateboarding? yeaah if u wanna see me doing the wheely! ;p
sleep with the lights on: yeah. few lights will be on when i sleep. aquarium light,study table dim light. will ZzzzZ betta.. ;)
mulititask: mmhm.
touch your nose with your tounge: nooo..
fall asleep easily in the car: yeaah. it's annoy my lil brother because i like to snuggles with him in doing so. ;p
do the cotton eye joe: yessh
play ddr and not fall: un-possible
surf: yessh
fit in your locker: yeaah. sometimes i hide in that. can fit another someone ;p
do a split: shooot no!
taste the difference between pepsi and coke: nah. both have the taste of silent killer with 9 teaspoon of sugar percan.
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