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qrueSintress~*

.~ a morbid fairy ‡ ~Purity is a mask worn by the most fragile of thing.My fragile happiness.

About Me

.."..UNDER CONSTRUCTION! myspaceis frickin homo.. it swallow all my details and Poof** missing in action.. profile look like crap,will be update when i hve..MOOD.. for now, NO-MOOD;) Boo!
sometimes i photograph.
sometimes i dont.
when i do it.
i'll make sure that..
i sincerely do it. from my heart.
an artwork not to impress
but to express
I live life like I dance..~
Sometimes... I want to dissolve andjust go the way I came....but I can't. Synthesizedsugars, styrofoam cups, bleach in my hair, nailpolish, false fabrics, and colored contact lensesnot for purpose but just for looks. Now I [think]am finally who I have always wanted to be. I wonderif people will see me from my past and be suprisedat who I am now. Or perhaps people will see thateverything is a distraction from who it is thatlives within and tries to speak withoutbreathing....Without thinking. I came as nothingmore than a naked being so small so insignificant.And now I am so much older and so much wiser. Mycar, my shoes, my aesthetics are going to letpeople see that I am something. Why else would Idress how I do or say what I say? It is the samereason we all do what we do. We all have looked sonear and far for a form of acceptance. Whether weintimidate people, please people, or reactsomewhere in between we all want people to talkabout us and have respect for us. The funny thingbehind coolness is the mysterious air that goeswith it. Just wanting people to see, respect allthat I am but getting to know me will truly destroyit. And the fact is that I am not that cool so Iwill shut up and act mysterious.
That is death. We are bound withall these people that help make this world what itis. Whether we love to hate it, hate to love it, orwe can live in peaceful contentedness, we mustrespect that. We will never be more than that samekid who came out. One day we will go back to theground the way we came and we will never ever beable to take anything with us.
Mira is ambivolent...20 year oldfull of perversion,loves herself,her family,friendsand lonesome.All you can do is to love every piecesof her and her works.Yes, I am a muslim from amuslim family,but the way i present myself may notas it suppose to be.But this is my journey-hard,painful,long journey..i was trying to find theelement to serenade my angst,rebel soul byexperimented stuff.When the answer is right infrontmy very eyes,heart and soul. It's a religion. Abelief system. Back to Allah. Exodus?Perhaps..i am doing it slowly.I amlearning,sometimes I feel like I am among those whojust converted. How I was so lost. But i learn thrumistake, it was my beautiful letdown, the art ofpain.I hope u dont go hard on me regarding religionissue, it's just too sensitive. All i want to makethis world different...better with my presence.I amsure you are a wonderful thoughtfull individual,but quite frankly, I know you don't care. Admitit...everyone is too wraped up in their own thingto really notices how much time you put into youroutfit today. Instead....sit back with knowingeyes....breathe....havefaith...live....

Sobats, add me on Facebook.com for betta in-touch!
..~
'I am stronger than you expect, I am smarter than you will know. I am honest even though it can hurt and I come off as a daring sinister when I am only doing or saying what I think should be done or told. I do what I want and I dont follow other people around like a lost puppy. I have my own beliefs I am open to others. I am not stuck up, not snobby and not self centered. I adore small things and I like everyone. I dont judge. Even if I dont like you. You will never know because I only show love, honesty, and respect. Unless you show me you dont deserve it. I always start people off with a glass of trust FULL.. Then I slowly take the trust out with every screw up. I give chances as i believe in second chance. But dont try me, by taking my afford for granted. Because i might just walk away when you think i'll be around forever. When i walk out, it will be for good.'
Journey,living in the legendary ~Langkawi Island..~*
I wake up with the sound of the waves every morning came from outside of my window. I'm living in a small cosy wooden house by the beach with my soul sister, Nina and 2 most adorable curious ferrets, Roxy & Shiro~ I walk on the virgin white sand beach every morning, sit and lay down on the sand at night..embracing life. Taking in, lives. I swim in wide blue ocean..Drift in the memories and reality while exploring underwater world...I reflect the world, from the sense gifted by God..sight, touch, taste, hearing, communicate towards the mothernature and people. I meet different people from different corner of the world everyday. I learn from life. I feel humble by my experience.
A return to the nature.
Becoming one
God,help this child to heal..~
For now..I'm living in Langkawi Island. An archipelago of 99 islands in the Andaman Sea and are adjacent to the Thai border. The spellbound mystical island opulent in history, myths, cultures and breathtaking sceneries that founded by its unique geological formation. The Langkawi archipelago consists of over 99 amazing islands. A beautiful exotic place of natural beauty that is steeped in myths and legends. Sandy white beaches and clear tropical water on the many islands makes it a relaxing and refreshing paradise for sun, nature and.. a perfect place to escapism..~* Here, i'm helping my soul sister, Nina managing her family resort and restaurants/cafe. We goes for island hopping from one island, to another..to bring others, travellers who wants to witness the breathtaking untouch part of the world. We'll go for scuba diving and alot more activities for us to touch the realm of what mothernature has provide us to embrace. If you are planning for a journey of a life time to grasp the sense of unspoilt beauty of nature..to experience 2 hours journey by boat, an insight to enter the life of a rural..extremely rural ocean villagers in Thailand. Which will bring you back to the civilization back to 300 years ago..those who we forgot.. who live apart from the modern life, without any belief or religion. Where it has been documentary and film by few independant film maker from Spain. Dont hesitate, please do..contact me. It would be my pleasure, to bring you to witness and experience an amazing journey of a life time.
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dear miwa, ... ~*

My Interests


life. maybe slightly..

"..I don..'t regret anything frommy past, no matter how bad it seems in hindsight,because every little step I took was leading meright to you..~*"

I remember a wise man once told me..By studying and appreciating the wonders of His creation you will find peace.Travel to a different land will bring happiness to the soul.Here i am, thousand miles away from my usual cocoon. Understanding the ingredients of happiness. Trying to find peace for myself, finding faith in life itself, finding soul.

"..Pada akhirnya kita tidak akanmengingati kata-kata musuh kita, tetapi diamnyasahabat

I'd like to meet:



..the world is so funny..sometimesi forgot how to smile..~

oh..those fromTenebrous Wonderland..

.~ Couture Noir
.~ Lolita
.~ Drop Dead Beautiful Pale Soul
.~ Morbid Fairy
.~ Dark & Tortured
.~ Ragged Empress
.~ Runny Eyes
.~ Transylvanian Concubine


seriously?anyone.but pls dunt msg me talking oranything which will mention about Avril, not a verygud idea.n those who addicted to pretend beingdepress about life..'oh life isnt fair...the worldis so cruel...the air that i breath in every sec isnothing but poison to my dead cell brain'..whoclaim to slit their wrist,jump off 17th floor ofsome abandon building or gag themself by swallow awhole pills in order to perform suicide to soundkewl?do me a favor,keep ur pathetic weak self nsoul away from me.i need more positive aura in thisatmosphere.not being selfish,just being me wholoathe those people who indulge their soul towardsbeing ignoramus.but i dunt mind people who alwayslooking forward in ameliorate.who has beautifulamazing sight bout life..ciao!

Dear Pervert Predators, My hobby is NOTto be hit on by every possible 30+ horny humanbeing on this planet. So stop flooding me you damnidiots. *hyperventilates* I like photography,drawing, panting etcMy haircolour seems to change every time I....breathe. I DONT CARE IF YOURE HORNY. GET IT? I dontwant to see you cum on cam... You people disgustme. I usually dont even refer to you as people .‡
.....and oh! i would like to meet SAMIYUSUF ..what a beautiful soul... if i ever meethim, i would totally blush and giggles trying to becute.. ;p .. oh,MasyaAllah..i dunt know what tothink if i ever meet this wonderful,truly beautifulguy. sigh..~...

p/s : Please DON'T ADD me, if you NEVER talk to me.I hve nearly 100+ request perday,from most people who never even talk to me. In that case,I'll JUST DENY for your presence in my friendlist. Thank you. In Bahasa : Tulun ar beb, JGN ADD, kalu kte tak pernah share conversation. Gua tak kenal lu, lu tak kenal gua.Bukan sombong, tapi bosan lah.. nak add org yg gua tak kenal or kureng pun cakap la 'hai' kalu dah sangap gle pon. Kalu tak..Gua trus deny, and dont take it personally. Trimas.

Supplication by Sami Yusuf

Love Well. PEACE-

~ $5,000 could cover the cost of hair and make-upfor one day on set in LA OR pay for one year'sschooling for 145 girls in Afghanistan.Sarah McLachlan does the math and encourages you tojoin her.

Modern Version of Little Red Riding Hood

When Your Voice Isn't Enough.

The ONE Campaign

*~~Pleasevisit these sites~~*

www.mercy.com.my
www.greenpeace.org
www.futureforests.com
www.one.org

..the uber cool..

Music:

the elements in my life is the music of my heart..~

.. Our Farewell.

Memories

Enta Eih.

Television:



Books:


I've traveled the world twice over,
Met the famous; saints and sinners,
Poets and artists, kings and queens,
Old stars and hopeful beginners,
I've been where no-one's been before,
Learned secrets from writers and cooks
All with one library ticket
To the wonderful world of books..~
Books are the legacies that a great genius leavesto mankind, which are delivered down from generationto generation as presents to the posterity of thosewho are yet unborn
I will carry with me, always.. atleast a bookas a companion where ever i go. Lost myself, in thethoughts of beautiful mind when ever there'spossibilities to do so. sometimes..
..at my fav spot,on a cosy maroon couch.while hvinga coffee..
.. maybe, while waiting patiently..
..or perhaps.. in the speed of life, a pause toreflect.
sometimes .. laying on the grass, bear the hardshipof life by serenity with mothernature..listen tothe wind whisper to me..
..perhaps, writing the diary of sweet tranquilityand sorrow. When the spirit moves me, i'll let mycreative juice flow.If it's a sorrow song,theneverything would be like in the dark fairytalewhere the angel is a blind guardian. Words willturn into learning process of painting a smile onmy face. Wise, optimistic thoughts. That is howlife works. Letting go, and move on.
I've traveled the world twice over,
Met the famous; saints and sinners,
Poets and artists, kings and queens,
Old stars and hopeful beginners,
I've been where no-one's been before,
Learned secrets from writers and cooks
All with one library ticket
To the wonderful world of books..~
Books are the legacies that a great genius leavesto mankind, which are delivered down from generationto generation as presents to the posterity of thosewho are yet unborn
I will carry with me, always.. atleast a bookas a companion where ever i go. Lost myself, in thethoughts of beautiful mind when ever there'spossibilities to do so. sometimes..
..at my fav spot,on a cosy maroon couch.while hvinga coffee..
.. maybe, while waiting patiently..
..or perhaps.. in the speed of life, a pause toreflect.
sometimes .. laying on the grass, bear the hardshipof life by serenity with mothernature..listen tothe wind whisper to me..
..perhaps, writing the diary of sweet tranquilityand sorrow. When the spirit moves me, i'll let mycreative juice flow.If it's a sorrow song,theneverything would be like in the dark fairytalewhere the angel is a blind guardian. Words willturn into learning process of painting a smile onmy face. Wise, optimistic thoughts. That is howlife works. Letting go, and move on.
Bleh bleh
Have you Ever...?
Played Spin the Bottle?: yeah, in high skoll. one of boredom release.like oneday,get into the principle office,n did hawt steamy notty spanking act with my gf using her BIG 'cane' n took photos. oh~
Toilet Paper someone's house: it started with Momo the cat played with the toilet paper, then the human followed. like Adam stopid, follow the cat. and i jst kicked it out of the balcony of 16th floor.
Played Poker with money: never with money. but with clothes. strip poker ;)
Gone swimming in a white T-shirt: haha. yeah.
been tickled so hard you couldn't talk: haha.. yeah, and i got this weird hiccups after that.
like someone but never told them: mmhm. didnt get a chance, he past away.
went camping: yessh!
had a crush on your broher's friend: haha.. used to. i used to hve this 'thing' with my brother's friend. after all, i hve 3 amigo bros!
walk in the rain without an umbrella: mmhm.most of the time. walking in the rain, smile and kiss the rain.
told a joke that NObody thought was funny: haha.yeah.especially when we are adding each other jokes. when my time,it's just not funny anymore.they just stare before they decided to gve the sympathy nervous laugh (O_o)
been in a talent show: never eva!
started laughing at someone's bedtime: wha..for? uh
worn somthing your mom didn't appove of: oh, my mom is uber kewl. she dressed like charlie's angels back then. so.. she trust that i know how to limit myself.
been to a nude beach: yeah. in france.
drank jack daniels: i dont drink
cursed in a church: never eva
been called a slut for kissing someone: never kissed anyone.but yet someone called me slut.n acted like a friend. it's ironic how hypocrite people are.remember,you hve NO right to say so. she is someone's daughter.
burnt yourslef with a curling iron/straightner: i burnt my feet with the clothes's iron when i was 5 or so. does that count?
wanted to be a police officer: um. nope
dumped someone: never. and we cant dumped someone. it's just not a wonderful word for someone we used to loved.
been hit on by someone too old: hahaha.. oh Lord.. ALOT. they are more daring than younger guys because they have money they think. It's the millionaire egocentric
wanted to be a model: nope nope nope-
bought lottery tickets: never
made out in a car: i never made out on where ever surface of the world.
cried during a movie: yeah. frickin emo ;")
wanted something you couldn't have: yeah. then i learn.. ' if we love someone, let them go' if we knew that they will be happy without us.
had sex on the beach: i never had sex on where ever surface of the world.
had the drink sex on the beach: whatta..
seen someone shoplift: yeaah. not pretty.
hung up on someone: yeah. not nice of me, but was so upset. ;(
yelled at you pet: oh dear Lord! never! what a sicko to do that.. i even talk in small japanese girl voice with achu the hamster so he'll feel like 'tha-BIG-man'! ;p
bought a thong when the casheir was a guy: yeah.
tried to strip when drunk: never drink. never drunk.
gotten seasick: haha. yeah. lasted for few days, made me walk on the ground like walking on the boat.
had a stalker: uh yeah. no-fun.
played a prank on somone that had them really scared: mmhm. luckily i didnt cause a heart attack
been embarassed by one of your family: yeah, they done a very good job at teasing to embarrassed me by telling my dark secret
felt bad about eating meat: kinda. that's the reason why i became a semi vegetarian. so i didnt eat alot of that, only eat meat like once every few months. feel bad for the cute curly eye lashes cow.
protested: bad protested, mostly in my rebellious teen time. ran away from home quite ALOT. nowdays,getting older.. it's protested for the better ;)
been to an island: yessh. just got back from one.
been in love: AM in love.
ate jus because you were bored: yeaah.
looked at something everybody thought was ugly and said "aww": haha. that sound so like me. i might end up buying that so it will feel appreciated? weird. i know. happen to animal and human too. i just like seeing beauty in a diff ways.
Screamed in a library: haha, back then. yeah. after all, Chombie Cosmo, my BIG cute bestfriend was the librarian. Chombie aint scare me! ;p
Made out with a stranger: never made out with any human.
Been Dumped: i'm a human. no one can dump me. infact, no one can dump anyone.
Wished a part of you was different: used to. but not anymore
asked a guy to dance: ha! never.
been asked out by a really hot guy: yeah
laughed so hard ou cried: yessh, when i'm with my 'special' friends. ;p
went up to a complete stranger and started talking: yeah, it's just decent approach of learning new things.
been sunburned: yeah! latest, at the island.
kicked a guy in the nuts for being a pervert: euw. i dunt want to ever touch or kick a pervert nuts! can i just poke his eyes or something other than that area. it's gross.
threw up in school: never
received an anonymous love letter: yeah. it's funny each time it's happen/ed
had to wear something you hated: haha.. yeaah!not really hate, but feel weird when the kids playing to dress me up. ;p
been to a luau: n'uh
say your ex and wanted to kick his ass: umm.. i never had an ex. but i hve been loved before and i would never say bad things to the person that i used to loved no matter how much he hurted me. and ur question is weird. and there's lotsa 'speeeeling' error. lol
cursed in front of your parents: never
been in a commerical on tv: God, no! (O_o)
watched a movie that made you miss your ex: ..
been out of the country: yeah. country, continent. maybe next time planet. ;)
been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk: yeah. especially before i wear hijab. but nowdays, they just look-smile. sometimes just greet or wave like audrey hepburn. (O_o)..but it's betta than being honk by a hornie driver ;p
won at pool: i dont play pool. maybe oneday with the right company. ;)
went to a party where you were the ony sober one: yeaah, since i dont drink. so i will end up being their babysitter. (O_o)
went on a diet: yeah. diet programme for better living
been lost out to sea: oh, never.
cheated on your bf: never never never never ever!
been cheated on: yes
tanned topless: narr
been attacked by seagulls: owh. never.
been searched in an airport: it was just a normal checking
been on a plane: yeah.
been pants-ed: whatta..
thown a shoe at someone: that's awful. never done, never will.
broke someone's heart: yeah.. tho i didnt intend to.. but again, we have to be truth isnt. altho it's hurt sometimes.
sung in the shower: most of the time, yesh
bought something way too expensive: never
done something really stupid that you still laugh about: haha.. yeaahh. it's something i still smile for
been walked in on when you were dressing: yesh! he was so nervous for that. haha
ran out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie: uh..never.
been kicked out of the mall: never!
ben mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back: never ever
been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one: yeaah. not a wonderful day
done something stupid when you were drunk: never drink. never drunk
fell off your roof: haha. yessh. when u are on the rooftop with Alan, fasten ur seat belt. u made jokes+he laugh so hard n started to get excited, laugh-to push u and said 'that's hilarious!'= you fall of the rooftop,break ur hip bone.
pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone: haha, yesh. with lil dania. her arm was so small, but she tried to keep me secured! ;)
had a deer jump in fron of your car: never!
threated someone witha water gun: yessshza! watergun with red ink. made my frens look like they just got back from Maldives for sunburnt. haha..i like!
Can you....
Unwrap a starburst with your tounge: uh. no
sing: if sing meaning a slow killer of mankind, then yesh i could sing ;p
open your eyes underwater: yeaah
eat whatever you want and not have to worry: sometimes yeah. sometimes i feel bad for what i put inside my mouth..
ice skate: yeaaah, with those mo fos, we can do the iggy dance. (^_^)
sing in front of a crowd: haha.. the reason why i turn down few offer to be front woman,a femme vocalist of a band is because of this.. ;p i CANT sing. it's weird how they still want u to be vocalist, when u cant sing. Just to set up band image.. (O_o)
whistle: no.. ;(
be a bitch at times: depend of the definition. if bitching(complaining) yeaah. but being malicious,sleep/flirt with my bf's friend or so, then no.
do thirty pull ups: yeah
walkin in really high heals: hah. done that using Lola,dragqueen friend's high heels.. walked and look s effin hawt 3 sec before i trip down the stair. ;")
eat super spicy foods: i seem to do that too often. wont stop until my lips 'blush'
skateboard: i cant even walk on my feets on a balance ground right! skateboarding? yeaah if u wanna see me doing the wheely! ;p
sleep with the lights on: yeah. few lights will be on when i sleep. aquarium light,study table dim light. will ZzzzZ betta.. ;)
mulititask: mmhm.
touch your nose with your tounge: nooo..
fall asleep easily in the car: yeaah. it's annoy my lil brother because i like to snuggles with him in doing so. ;p
do the cotton eye joe: yessh
play ddr and not fall: un-possible
surf: yessh
fit in your locker: yeaah. sometimes i hide in that. can fit another someone ;p
do a split: shooot no!
taste the difference between pepsi and coke: nah. both have the taste of silent killer with 9 teaspoon of sugar percan.
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Heroes:

Allah S.W.T
Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
Papitto~*
Sultan Salahuddin Ayyubi~*
All the Khalifah~*
Ustaz Sharhan~* ;)
Aaidh Abdullah Al-Qarni.
The Humble photographers who take less photos of themselves(vanity) of what they want the world to see them as and more of what the reality of the world is--thru the ability gifted. ~ "I have been a witness, and these pictures are my testimony. The events I have recorded should not be forgotten and must not be repeated." ~James Nachtwey.
Mothers, Teacher and those who save the world everyday, the silent heros in them.

Kuala Lumpur


my time
oh..im just so vain, so i'm gonna interview myself!hah
time started: omg! already 2.05 a.m
full name: mira Z**
nickname(s): miwa moi! or qrue.
birthday: on 30th April 1986, i was a day old
where were you born: KL,Malaysia - Planet Earth
zodiac sign: taurus...mooo.. owe wait!that's cow. (O_o)
height: 5'6
weight: 55 kgs and gaining!
hair color: blackish black!
eye color: dark Brown
shoe size: depend, mostly 6 or 7
ring size: owe. .. hmf..
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): tan, im asian duh.
blood type: B
grade: x rated. heh
GPA: 3.99?hah! oh..(O_o)duh
siblings: 6 yay! 3 boys and 3 girl, yep..we are the brady bunch!.. (^_^)
piercings: yeppers.ears|labret|nostril|brow|navel|..bla blaa..mostly self-pierced. i took off a few..meaning just not wearing the stud.the frickin hole still there!
hobbies: photography of a beautiful release,kissing the rain,chasing after angels,listening to the wind whisper to me
favorite
favorite color: black,white,purple
food: sushi! sashimi !!! em..indian food too. chinese is kewl too.so does thai food. darn! im from malaysia n the center of food gateways!
candy: suga-free please.
type of cheese: Panela . yum
pizza topping: pepperoni,pineapple ::drool:: top with kiuut chef back in Firenzia!;p
salad dressing: always Caesar Salad Dressing
sandwich: tis is making me.. __O'brien sandwich btw!
cereal: Hungrie
fruit: more hungrie..____berries,plum,peach,durian!!
vegetable: more moree!! ...___any!
berry: bahh! __ summerberries.heh
cake: ok,thanks mr.survey! __ choc moist will do. wooho!
Books: by Chuck Palahniuk, Dont be Sad n others by Aaidh ibn Abdullah Al-Qarni,Jesus Paper, books by Harun Yahya,Anthony Robbins,Dan Brown's books..alot really cant decide as i love reading.
movie: The Jacket |The Pianist |The Jacket|Amelie|Run Lola Run| Dracula|The Craft|Edward Scissorhand|Billy Elliot| Lemony Snicket's|Denise the Menace..oh..cute cute!|Final Cut|Happy Feet!! Oh.. Dear Lord.. pingu is Your cutest creature on planet Earth!it makes me giggles like a mad scientist!"..but my feet is happy too.." aww!!. ok.enuff. (O_o) thinking about this enuff to make me extremely HAPPY! ah, movie people make about me oneday!
magazine: Popular Photography and Imaging magazine, Gothic Beauty,Kerangg, The Chez Girls,Dark Realms
newspaper: online bebeh!
tv show: my life show
website: www.dontclickfaka.com
radio station: i sing fiiir myself,Signore
font: my own handwritting. artistic that u wont know it's 'abc..'
cartoon character: owee..Sin Chan of course!
sillie you! owe there he go.. shake it shake it Sin Chan! Funky! :)
artist (painter): Trevor Brown,HR Giger, Iman ( my lil' sister)
actor: Haley Osment, mr.Depp,Adrien Broody,Hugh Jackman? wow. i said, yeah..wow! ;p
actress: Audrey Tautou,Eva Green
cd: watever burn and free. moi the pirate! ay-yay!
song: Gamelan. Memories- Within Temptation. Winter-Tori Amos.
music group: as below.
music type: dramatic,poetic,classical,orchestra goth.rock kapak, darkfolk, neofolk, psychobilly . bah .
day of the week:friday!
month: April! u fool. mwa! ;p
season: white forest. winter
holiday: it's holiday everytime for me. haha.. sick
shampoo: Ava Puhi Moni -Polynesian thingy.
conditioner:Ava Puhi Moni
number: infiniti please. but i like 28 somehow.
phrase: tak ske taww!! :: it's a malay phrase, go figure ;p ::
store: Haagen Dazs, duh. i ate like a bucket ice cream everyday right from dipping like the CEO of HD is in my nerd group. hah.
weather: rain
restaurant: Mamak Stall, malaysian style! Green Lotus is fun too.
channel: 11, 50-52. Astro.
teacher: Ustazah Jin! me lap u!
weekend activity: in City Morgue, giving those fella final touch up .
hangout: rooftop
house color: orange? not.
sport to watch: football . Dragqueen Beauty Pagent . o'owe..
sport to play:Futsal,Volleyball, Football as long as u keep that bitch away from me. (O_o) .
animal: Dodo the cat! and owe Cha too!
flower: Amaryllis
guy's name: Sally
girl's name: Maia
board game: nadaa
party game: the one where involve the drunk skoll so-called-biatch make out with skoll hairy nerd
story from childhood: Snow White and 7 Hentai midget
body part: eyes
have you ever
been on a train: owe.. yeppers!
been on a plane: mmhm
been in a car accident: yep..wit stupid brother.
caused a car accident: stupid brother. i know (^_^)
run into a wall: :: blush :: when i was 4
burned a potato chip: burn in tummy bebeh!
almost burned the house down:my feet?does that count?
smoked: nope nope
been drunk: neva eva
been highi am. always even without endo ho. ya man!
broken the law: no. im a good girl!
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): owe..i did i did break the law!
kissed someone of the opposite sex: other than bros and dad . nope.
kiswsed someone from the same sex: yesza
frenched an animal: nar! i think?but Dodo is a mutan (O_o)
made out: never
had cyber sex: oh..
gotten engaged: heh. who would be that poor guy
had an online relationship: it was more than online
been rejected by a crush: neva. orlando bloom
would neva reject me! neva!! (T_T)
loved:yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: good cry cleanses the soul. yeah, but not running from trouble.
cried in public: never
cried over a movie: lol. yesh. darn hindi movie!
fallen asleep in a movie theater: SO many times. when i used to work there, reason: lazy to work. ;p peace peace mr.damien!(ex-manager)
given someone a bath: mmhm.. for my long lost late friend, on her funeral day.
been to a boarding school:owe..
been home-schooled: nar .. that would be uber kewl. i would just wear boi boxer, walking around the house infront guru! wee!
lost a valuable item:yes. oh yes!! and thanks for reminding me again! it was my preciouss!!
bungee jumped: yep. NZ :grin:
skied: not really skied. but jump from 2nd floor. yep.crash really bad. so-called parachute got mess up
met the president: Prime Minister u mean. yesh yesh. Dr.M. he's 'ozzin hawt!
met a celebrity: can i refer to 'me' ?
gotten a cavity: hahahaha.. sensitive question (O_o).
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: narr . but at pirate A&F yessh! heh. c'mon we're talking bout southeast asia and piracy?
made a prank call: yarrr
skipped school: i learn skipping work from that. me the besh!
faked sick to get out of school: look above answer.There.
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: lol. i thought it would motivated me. but baha..good thinking mira!
climbed a tree: munkie business
fallen from a tree: ah.. munkie in training. so what
broken a bone: neva . yay
sprained anything: heh. yepper.
passed out: yessza. sometimes when agina pectoris hit too bad.
made yourself pass out: yeah . when i saw a close fren lost his virginity to a tranny . fucken uglie.
been to disney world: no neva daddie (T_T).i dunt want to anyway,they support ISRAEL!baddd baddd Mickey!
been to a theme park (not disney): yeshh daddie! (^_^)
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): yes
made a model volcano (working model): it erupted a yummy licking good ketchup ..awful as the owner.even had a Tyrannosaurus on the volcano made a clover leaf with your tounge: mmhm!
past
what did you do yesterday: this box is not enuff!!
memory you miss the most: time spent with late Dania and Tash talking about him and life..
memory you want to forget: i refuse to forget any. I hve faith in life. To forget the past, might lead me to repeat the same mistake again. Pre-ordainment, verily with hardship,there's a relief.
something you regretted after it was done: putting certain food in my mouth. not really food sometimes, outta curiosity.
the last song you heard: Bellissimo
cd you bought: dvd?oh God.. just movies from Jakarta i think. bout 50 dvds! for few bucks only.
thing you said: Merda,Jose!
time you cried: yesterday
movie seen in a theater: omg! months ago!
umm..Memoirs of a Geisha?
thing you ate: Whiskers, i was testing for Dodo.
person who called: Kak Rnot!!!! mwa!
nail polish shade worn: im wearing dark dark blackish-red henna
time you showered: 7 pm . today i think
person who complimented you: Betty Benafe, an actress who came tonight.she mention about the eyes. she is very purty btw!
at this moment, what are you listening to: Listen to the Rain
what are you wearing: nighty gear .. tank+tanga short
what are you thinking: Sunday plan
what are you scared of most: if it's the last time..
how many people are on your buddy list: myspace or yahoo? myspace.haha..even my own sister isnt in my list ;p go figure. if YM 178 hawt wacko in list
future
occupation: + eccentric marketer. (full-time) , free-lance photographer
marriage site: owe..way to freaky to think now.
honeymoon: Holy Land, Palestine.
lived: i'm a nomad
kids: football team.
car: why not walk?
what are you doing tomorrow: Insya-Allah, kissing the rain! come rain come!! how i miss thee
do you think george bush will be re-elected: not like suprise of the century . if people still being ignorant yeah.
will there be a wwIII: God forbid. but seem like it will. we shall wait for Man.When he arise
will humanity snuff itself out: Perhaps . sigh
can the gov. be changed: Yeah. Follow the leader? Remember?
friends
best friend: sufie,suraya,sha,xaph,rnot,sundel jue!
funniest: Amir my toi-boy tembam(chubby-toi-boi) n the gank ..just too sarcastic ;p
silliest: Adam .. you fool i luv yah
loudest: kak suwayaaa!! the-great-lawyer-in-making.oh should i say she already is an amazing one.
quietest: aww...sufie the hobbit
craziest: Alan Nakamura ;p
calmest: Sha!
skinniest: umm.. Sha... but she is so beautiful inside out
best secret keeper: All of those 4
worst secret keeper: hmf.. none?
the one you have but don't want: owe none!
smartest: All of them are smart arse hawt stuff. but perhaps Xaph..he's a genius.
preppiest: Abe' a total kinky preppie . My fav subject to tease.Opsi~ ;p
peppiest: Abe again!
most hyper: Adam .. duh and oh..Imm! heard of Dynamite!!
hottest: Omg! all of them!!
weirdest: that's suppose to be me.. (O_o).
biggest pervert: Xaph.euw.. haha.. (( hugs ))
most annyoing: Nitti. man i loathe her. she's not even a fren?
shyest: sufie!!
most religious: Sundel Jue? ahaks! it would be him after he drop the interest of being -broke BACK mountain- (!_!).
do you believe in
heaven: yesh
hell: yesshza
angels: mmhm. each of us hve 2 angels by our side, left and right. :)
devil: u bet there is
god: mmhm .. and always i will. the sole reason i'm here.
buddha: yep, just dunt believe in the philosophy
aliens: owe..saw one! green head mo fo ;p
ghosts: maybe jinn. we arent the only who live in this world, yes?
spirit (soul): very much believe
soulmates: mmhm
reincarnation: nada
love at first sight: mmhm
karma:what u give u get back, go figure
love in general: yes
luck: mmhm.. but it's all depend on ourself
yourself: i believe in Kak Miwaaa! ;p
crush
who and when was your first crush: Mawaddah big bro,forgot his name (O_o) .. when i was 7!
any now: it's no longer call crush.
a celebrity crush: owee!! no?
who do you want to be with right now: any kid in Palestine
whos number do you want: wha
number?wha...?phone?buffday?ID number?wha..??um. even if i hve depp. number..i wouldnt do anything.
who do you want to kiss: moi reflexion! ;p
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: yes, many?wanna help?
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: bush . i would be his date from 'heaven' (^_^)
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: ::blush:: will go with just average k
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: eyes/smile
what do you look for personality-wise: how they carry themself
biggest turn on: voice,accents , intellectual , passionate , anger & jealousy,maturity,rain and coldness
biggest turn off: ignoramus,cocckinestt,demand TOO much especially when eyes,mind see nothing but physical appearance,physical beauty is no lesser but some kind of..dust , perishable
something thay weat that turns you on: hmff...nothing really.im not much of physical person.im expressive. so emotion is 78% i think..
something they wear that turns you off: tight tight tightt swimming trunk. owe no..
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: i would never ask
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: just him wanted to spent time with me is more than enough
what do you wear on a coffee date: vinyl suit? duh..
is it right to flirt if you're taken: nope
is cyber cheating: yess
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: so true bebeh! lol
who would you like to take to the prom: none.i took my gf, sufie! haha..it was fun
do you want to hug somebody right now: mmhm
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: who isnt?name comes from the Greek goddess of Sensuality Aphrodite.an agent which acts on the mind and causes the arousal of the mood of sexual desire (^_^) auw!
describe
mellow: imogen heap
melancholy: melody from violin
the perfect date: with perfect mate
the perfect mate:make a perfect date
how m&m's are made: i would hve to poke ya if i tell ya! ::poke!::
why manhole covers are round: duh..
one or the other
coke/pepsi: none!
sprite/7-up: maybe?damn too sweet
boxers/briefs: boxer
gold/silver: silver. white gold is beautiful too. but i dunt wear much of that.
vanilla/chocolatez:chocolattteee! owee...belgian choc..oweee..
flowers/candy: flowers
book/magazine: books
tv/radio: evil box. tv
glass half empty/half full: glass half empty
democrat/republican: apethatic party.
colored pencils/markers: colored pencils
coffee/tea: oh both!im coffeehoooligan+affogato. ;p n lovess tea so much!
sun/moon: moon .. vague image..
day/night:night .. feel safer in the darkness
hot/cold: cold
dog/cat: miao!
button/zipper: button
cotton/feather pillow: feather pillow
blue/purple: purple!
plumber/trashman: plumber . hawt
jeans/shorts: jeans
long distance relationship/none: LDR
mechanical/regular pencil: regular pencil for sketching is superb
matt/ben: matt!
that 70's show/simpsons: why spank bob not even been nominated? =(
kelso/eric: kelso yacch!!
donna/jackie: donnaa!!
bart/lisa: bart heh
romeo/juliet: romeo. pretend.but dude, juliet committed suicide? so.. wrong..
romantic comedy/thriller: romantic comedy
nsync/bsb: nooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! ::die::
peanut butter/jelly: low cholestrol peanut butter
waffles/pancakes: owe. (O_o) confuse..
letter/email:letter
florida/california: killafornia
pizza/burgers: pizza or. again. confuse.. (O_o)..
hat/visor: hat
football/rugby: football!!
iceskating/blading: blading
movie at home/in theater: movie at home
first thing you think of when you hear
yellow: eughh!! gaaak!vomit!
red lipstick: androgyny
socks: lil mwa mwa late dania!!groogy in the morning, drag her living death doll, wearing her mom's Tee and socks.. aww..*sigh..miss her so badly
cowtipping: hahahahahahah
moulin rouge: paris , de moulin de fard joues papa oui !
greenland: yaccchh! dann marrrrkk! ;p
iceland: owe..coldness.. a turn on..
harry potter: hairy pornstar
red: bra
blackberry: ring ring~
rose: emotion+passion
rooster: morning...
taxes: gaak!
bill clinton: owe.. the mascot with big head. ;p
whipped cream: coffee break,cookies
crunch,chocoholic,bla bla .. damn haagen dazs creations!
george w. bush: idiot
lollipops: skoll uniform
dreams: just..to enormous..
love: beyond possibilities
guys: Bani Adam
south park: you *tut*!
boy bands: pedophilia hairy men
pengiuns: owee... coldnest!! a turn on!
girls:just wanna hve fun. (O_o)
thong: granny panties
death: a farewell
spoons: foods..hungry
junk mail: Zhairy,a co-worker ..why eh
dairy: farm. lol.strong branding in my head
panties: Victoria S
your father: intelligent,warm,love
pizza: 755-2525
britney spears: wreck
vitamin: super saiya!?
are you
happy: not really
sad: not really
religious: i tried.. just try to balance
bitchy: haha..some people like to claim they
are.but i dont. and dont call someone bitch. we dont hve right, she is someone's daughter. remember.
crazy: insane.
messy: haha..hell yeah!! i got that bout me all the time!goes well with clumsy bah.. mad: insane
slacker: bahh..
nerd: someone luvs to call me dork and owe..nerd.
bookworm: mmhm..loves to read
jock: duh nar?
preppy: nadaa
selfish: i really dunt think so
giving: there is nothing else to make us happy than being a giver.
obsessive: narr
violent: hahahahahahahaha..rawr?
calm: thru past experience, yes
peaceful: yes..hoping it will stay that way
mellow: mmhm!
eccentric: people tend to think so
caring: yes prettie much
untrustworthy: haha.. no? (O_o) i know how to zip up my mouth
loyal: very much so.. parent and sister is where i learn that from
patriotic: owe yeah! Malaysia Boleh! ;p perverted: spanX .
colorful: not really..depend on what vibes of colors.. i hate too cheerful colors like yellow. bah..
artistic: just very expressive
miscellanoues
what color is your jacket: black
do you shave: mmhm
where: wha..
what color is your razor: pinx
what size is your bed: queen
what color crayon would you be: purple
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 6451
feelings ..ion: oh God forbid!
how long does it take you to shower: depend depend
what does your screenname mean: qrueSintress. go figure then come and tell me
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: they should breath the oxygen more and think of reality is not all about plastic boobs
who so you trust the most: mama n papitto.siblings. Grant. ;)
is cussing a necessity in life: is it H20? then no.it makes some people looks uglie at times
how about coffee: addiction,yeah
is the world screwed: if the leaders is still those ignorant ..yeppers
what something you cant live without: other than okygen,food,water. that is love
what time did you fall asleep: 8 pm. oh man i should sleep ZZzzZ NOW!
know what 69 means: sexin
how about 143: hahaha
can you live without a microwave: umm..sure? not like i hve to use that as hair dryer. uh, do i even use hair dryer anyway?
what do think about death: complex . a promise for those who are living, every single
where and when do you want to be married: Rivendell,MiddleEarth say?today say?
do you want to drop out of school:uh...narr
why is the sky blue: ai..it's due to Rayleigh scattering.
what is a good trait about yourself: im the Ying Yang i think.
what do you always think about: depend on situation.. currently someone has been on my mind quite frequently.hmf..
what is wrong with your school: too many rich bad ass spoilt kids..
what is right with your school: too many rich bad ass spoilt kids who is dumb
how do you react to change: wat would a business minded do? sell the final exam answer's paper of course
do you talk to yourself: u stalker! (O_o) how did u know!
what is your opinion on love: jangan pernah berlari mencari chenta, kerna ia kan hadir tepat pada masanya'
can you afford to lose weight: yeppers .. trying btw
what color would you dye your hair: black
best thing anyones told you: the truth. as long as it's the truth altho it's hurt.
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: 'thank you'
does being psycho appeal to you: used to
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: my understanding bout life we are leading, the theory of big bang. and etc
what would you change your name to: mira . yes that's it
longest crush lasted how long: forever
time finished: 3.03 a.m! whoa..very long.. thanks Gei for disturbing me!
since i hve so much lurrve to give. here's.. moi in the 1001 expression, 1 love challenge! thehe.. ;p
One of my fav. brother in the world! Baba Ali~ ;) Uber cool. ;p May Allah Bless You, brother!
A journey might be similar with mine.~
How did i 'converted into Islam?
Bleh bleh
Bleh Day
* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: black/brown
Hair Color:: blackish black
Height:: 5'6
Favorite Color:: black, purple, white ;)
Screen Name:: qrueSintress
Favorite Band:: oh. lotsa. cant decide! but it's universal. from within temptation to sopor aternus to sunda gamelan and dewa..cant decide!
Favorite Movie:: i like the movie that my siblings made when i was 6! home movie where we was the cast- using my dad old camcoder. the acting,how stiff- roboto. ;p
Favorite Show:: miwa's show. ha!
Your Car:: my feets is the world best engine. ;) (prefer not to tell)
Your Hometown:: Kuala Lumpur! the city of exotic-hawwtnest-smookin' BBQing meh.
Your Present Town:: Kuala Lumpur!
Your Crushes First Name:: haha.. Mohsin. oh, how classic ;p
Your Grade:: i just convo (but i didnt go ;p)
Your Style:: some people has their own opinion of darknest or arabic or goth or eccentric individual as my style. But i dont hve any style, i'm just 'me'
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: all the time. it's my fav. secured santuary at night time
Kissed someone in the rain?: i kiss the rain!
Danced in a public place?: haha.yep, with lil dania and friends back then was the most un--forgetable one. missh 'em.
Smiled for no reason?: yeah, smile is giving in another form of 'donation'. it may means nothing to us, but a world to someone.
Laughed so hard you cried?: ha! yeaah. i call it silent laugh in a degree with no sound ;p
Peed your pants after age 8?: haha.never
Written a song?: yeah. i wrote poem, and gave it as lyrics for few bands
Sang to someone for no reason?: yep! to suraya in the car yesterday (^_^) i nearly lose my voice now..
Performed on a stage?: yeah. haha.. theater and etc back then.
Talked to someone you don't know?: yeah, i could spend time talking to totally stranger only for a very good reason of sharing thoughts or so. after all, we are sharing the world and learn from others
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yesza, meet and learn about others is one of the reason that makes me happy.
Made out in a theatre?: i never made out at any place on planet earth or universe.haha
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yesh, made myself bleed too. clumsy is my middle name ;p
Been in love?: i am, so much
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: some random guy at the wedding today.
Tell you, I love you?: Clark, Suraya. Umm..maybe Sue. ;)
Kiss you?: My niece,Julianna!! kiuut!
Hug you?: Papitto, before he fly to Ireland this evening.
Tell you BYE?: Papitto, before he fly to Ireland .. ;(
Write you a note?: Javier
Take your photo?: a pro photographer, at the wedding today.
Call your cell phone?: Isra!
Buy you something?: Oh, roses!Yesterday. Thanks, dear~
Go with you to the movies?: Nina. Oh it has been a while.
Sing to you?: Giring from Nidji. It was very very beautiful as he remind me things i forgot. 'Cinta tak harus memiliki' and slowly i lose my grasp..thank you for teaching me, that it's ok to let go.
Write a poem about you?: someone.
Text message you?: Helmy! oh darn,forgot! need to reply that!
Touch you?: my mom's friend. She hug me, like she doesnt want to let go and said, 'Oh,wish u oneday will become my daughter in law' .. whatta ;p. and no, it was not an erotic touch ;)
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?: few mins ago.
Time you cried?: few days ago.
Movie you watched?: an indonesian movie, Virgin.
Joke you told?: it was not a joke. i was being serious, but my friends laugh so hard when i told them i saw Achu smiled and grin..no one believe me.. ;(
Song you've sang?: Rainy Man..with my sister at the mall when we heard it was on air. it's our karaoke-a-must song! ;p
Time you've looked at the clock?: lol.now since u mention
Drink you've had?: Ribena! i was making some for my lil' cuzin ;p
Number you've dialed?: i cant write it down! he will kill me, he had enuff stalker. ;p
Book you've read?: A Dialogue with Jinn
Food you've eaten?: at the wedding, uh.. nasi minyak?
Flavor of gum chewed?: ugh. i dunt chew gum. it's like chewing whatever left in ur mouth. (O_o)
Shoes you've worn?: i wore a flip flop.. i dunt remember when was the last time i worn a shoe
Store you've been in?: my friend's printed shirt store.. to design stuff.
Thing you've said?: 'anak sappeer lah ni!' :: who's childd is these!:: in a small,annoying voice to my cuzin for being smart arse. but she giggles anyway. haha
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?: yeah. but u wont be able to read if it's something from my left hand. ;)
Whistle?: (T_T). i cant whistle! i alwys ended up making cross eyes when i tried so hard to whistle. sigh*
Blow a bubble?: yessh! i teached lil' dania how to blow a bubble slooooowly.
Roll your tounge in a circle?: yessh! after all the hard works trying back in 1992!
Cross your eyes?: yessh! it's special. )
Touch your tounge to your nose?: ugh. no! i dunt hve sharp nose to do so. but my upper lips can touch the nose!
Dance?: haha..mojo dance? yessh!
Gleek?: ha!
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: done that all the time.
Speak a different language?: yesh, few languages.
Impersonate someone?: haha.. yesh. my friends seem to like it when i made fool outta myself especially that hobbit, sufie will giggles hard--silently ;p
Prank call people?: oh, done that yearss ago.
Make a card pyramid?: i cant even balance myself to walk straight, how can i do that!
Cook anything?: yesh! mostly asian food. thai,indian,malay etc. so does few european cusine
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...: an angel painted with black wings
I wish ...: to whisper a love song of peace in every soul
So many people don't know that ...: life only started when we bring happiness and miracle in others life.. it's about giving and not taking.
I am ...: that person who had lost and found
My heart is ...: glowing now, after it was beating dead of my heart
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Enta eih mesh kfaya aalaik   What are you (how cruel are you) Is it not enough Tegrahni haram aalaik enta eeih   That you hurt me? Have pity. How cruel are you? Enta laih ...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 06:51:00 PST

frickin upset! 3 questions, dear human..

I hve been posting this on bulletin thousand of times already. PLSS PLEASE PLSS spare few mins only! FEW MINS of ur thoughts to save our brothers and sisters in DARFUR. We didnt ask you to go to war a...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 06:27:00 PST

hey you!

gimme weeds.                                                     &nbs...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:54:00 PST

..~

an amazing morning.a beautiful day~ hectic, as i look outside the windowgentle breeze caress my face,hair..body and spiritually..softly. a whisper to my soul. a pause to be grateful of what i h...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 02:20:00 PST

oh...terima kasih!

salut sobat! ;) i missh you all alot! i'm sorry if i cant go thru more personally lately, the internet connection is bit slow here in the island. before i hve a chance to finish writing, it will get d...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Thu, 03 May 2007 02:07:00 PST

I Asked God

I asked God to take away my habit.God said No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give up.I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.God said No. His spirit is whole, his body is only t...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 05:49:00 PST

The Prayer ~

    I was at a wedding.. and Ustaz Zahid, my beautiful,calm soul 'guru'.. and a teacher, 'father' of over 50 poor and orphan students of fisabilillah, the al-hafiz children came to recite s...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 05:19:00 PST

Oh..

Oh Lord... - I'm in trouble.   I got sent home in kindergarten because I was trading kisses for cookies with all the boys in my class... Whoops!  So that would have been like 4 years old? ...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:26:00 PST

Her Lost

Assalamualaikum,   Our dearest friend, Sha just lost her beloved, such beautiful soul grandma who was so brave in fighting her cancer today at 4.30 PM. Please take some time and recite ...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 02:29:00 PST

The promise

  I was reading the Holy Qur'an today and.. ~"Do not go near to adultery. Surely it is a shameful deed and evil, opening roads (to other evils)" (Quran 17:32). ~"Say, 'Verily, my Lord has p...
Posted by qrueSintress~* on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 09:43:00 PST