I work hard and play hard. I like dark places and darkened erotic rooms. if I spend any time in the light it may be at the sea of iniquity. I spend most of my free time beeing free but i am up for anything BABY!! I also write a lot, work on my bass-playing, customize my computer, download too much good and bad shit from limewire; i like gadgets, girls, online shit and avoiding asses. (thats pronounced 'aahhhsez'). i am also a chef. A CHEF! i am the executive chef at a private facility in pasadena. this is how I explore creativity when i am not able to do music all the time. in food service it takes a long time to make executive chef, so i am very proud of that achievement. i will never mention it again...
...dark deva's in skinny dives, weeping willows and black haired ravenettes; maybe a blonde femme fatale or two, the ones that like to rip out your heart and eat it and then say, with blood dripping from the side of her red lips; 'see you tommorow' (and not reappear ever again)... of course, you must think i have go to be kidding right? right. i probably am. but my credo is; i'll try anything twice. so bring it on.but if you are a girl who is interesting, believes in something and is none of the above, please apply anyway.i can be saved from myself.and as for friends; most friends are simply 'better the devil you know' and so if you want to be my friend, be more than that. be the devil I want to know!
...the music i listen to is always INDUSTRIAL STRENGTH. whatever that means! Being a teenager in londion in 1976 meant taht I was an original punk. thats where all my music starts. early ants, clash, banshees, slits, buzzcocks, 999 whatever... before that glam. bowie, roxy, cockney rebel... since those days it became more black and white. joy division, laibach, nina hagen, rammstein, nine inch nails, the kovenant, type o negative. but there's so much good music out there that i collect, hundreds of bands, that a list like this is impossible. yeah, many of you have these huge lists, but i don't have the time...
i love big, intense movies like platoon and apocalypse now. i also love the new gothic genre of films like underworld, elektra, ultraviolet, aeon flux, matrix, constantine, blade, queen of the damned; you get the idea, depth and character development! i watch porn on my iPod for some reason; jenna haze, jenna jameson, any jenna...
shit, my tv is always on. andi and i used to watch tv all the time in the 70's. night and day. some things don't change. i have a fixation for cold case, bones, house, criminal minds, cold case files, forensic files. disaster tv; like plane crash investigation shows on national geographic. i like tv to try and teach me something, shock me or make me feel like a kid again...
I went to an engllish public school and literature was everything. i still read a lot. reading is important. but who reads anymore. they should. the world has dummed down. lately i have liked julian rios' 'monstuary'; this is a great fucking gothic left field novel; also julian rios 'a midsummer nights babel' and 'larvae'. actually it used to be anything by jg ballard but now its anything by julian rios...
what? maybe this; people who have autistic children, people who care for autistic children, maybe even the few who might be working in autistic research. autistic children teach us about ourselves. autistic children are my heroes...