ÄiDRiÄN [xaxis]

I can..t really describe myself, not even my best friends ever could.
I..m a [pretty bad] guitarrist (ex-|Born to Kill Fire/ Fire in Paradise/Rock im Park-Verbot/Raiva/Bloodshed/Pagan). And at the moment I try to work my ass up for the "Nightshade"-Project [again]. Have a look! Maybe I..m not the best guitarrist, but I know somewhat how to create music.
I..m a strange moody misanthrope. I dislike [most] people and societies. They..re all the same to me. And as Myspace is also a kind of society [the most fake of all] I dislike Myspace, too. I..m not a big fan of these photoshopped pictures. They..re too fake to be beautiful. So you won..t see many photoshopped pictures of my. Even if there are some edited pictures - there are way more unedited ones. So I really don..t spend a lot of time here anymore. This place is a mess and makes me sick. Too many Idiots, Show-offs, Emos etc....Not to say that I hate Emos, but I made my experiences and they really are all the same [and look the same ^^] to me. I don..t know what you will think about me after reading these lines, but be shure - I don..t really care.
you think that I am a mean person? - I..m not. I just have experience of life...
Don..t expect me to answer your comments or messages....
I..m sry....
Anyway....You know life is worth living. I..m addicted to music, coffee and Energy Drinks [some alc, too ^^]. If you ever feel depressed lay down, look at the sky, feel the wind and the sunbeams and take a deep breath.