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I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony

Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

About Me

I'll answer any question that you have the courage to ask. No where near enough people have what it takes to really abuse that fact.I have a cat, a red-bellied parrot, a betta fish, and a macklott's python. I love motorcycles, and hope to own one again within the next year or so. I have a ton of interests, but doesn't everyone? The best way to earn respect points from me is to be well spoken and polite, there is no where near enough of that in the world, though that doesn't mean you need to be boring and proper. I'm extraordinarily nocturnal, and this occasionally causes problems. I'm a straight shooter, and the more I respect you, the less I'll sugar-coat things, so BE PREPARED. Few things are better in this world than a vanilla mocha and interesting conversations.I don't know what I want in this world anymore. Most of it died a while back, and it's left me kind of floating. I give too much of myself, and have no one to anchor me down and help me anymore.I've recently discovered that people like to mess with me. It pisses me off. I'm honest with everyone, to a fault, and I expect the same in return. If you want me to sod off, tell me so, to my face, don't be a coward. Sure, I'll ask why, but it's not like I'm going to crucify you. In the end, your honesty and your integrity is all you've got, and everything else is illusion. If you have realized this, and actually live it, instead of just talk about it, then I'd love to know you. If this is what you are, I'll take a bullet for you.This tends to put people off, I guess. The general concensus is that I'm intimidating, though I can't figure out why. Constructive criticism is welcome and encouraged ^..^I recently got a tattoo gun, and seem to be doing okay with it. I will be posting pics as I get them TO post, so feel free to message me if you're interested...

My Interests

animals, anime, drawing, motorcycles, astrology, pinstripes, leather, big black boots, velvet, tattoos, piercings, long hair, voices, aural, coffee, dark chocolate, eyeliner, red lipstick, glitter, singing, humour, sparkly things, video games - oy video games!, snowboarding, writing, psychology, foreign foods, cooking, Voltaire

I'd like to meet:

Here's a hint... don't just send me an add request. Send me a message. If you're interesting, I'll add you.Real people. Honest people. People who aren't afraid and are open minded. People who just want to be genuine. People who don't give a damn about looks. People who are honest with themselves. Anyone who can prove to me that these people actually exist, and didn't go extinct in the blink of an eye.And now, pics of specific people:

Music:

Tool, Mudvayne, Voltaire, NIN, the Dresden Dolls, A Perfect Circle, Defy, The Faint, Portishead, The Endparty, Paris Burning, Rasputina, Bella Morte, System of a Down, Sisters of Mercy, Switchblade Symphony,... oh hell, there's too many!

Movies:

The Crow, Good Morning Vietnam!, Big Fish, Eternal Sunshine, American Beauty, The Grinch Who Stole Christmas, Nightmare Before Christmas, anything with Johnny Depp, Ed Norton, or Kevin Spacey, you get the idea....

Television:

Adult Swim, Mythbusters, Monster House-Garage-Etc, History Channel, Learning Channel, Food Network... I'm odd.

Books:

Anything Terry Pratchett, David & Leigh Eddings, James Clemens, Christopher Moore, and that's just the tip of the iceburg, wait until I unpack my books....

Heroes:

Joe Madureira, Maynard James Keenan, Indian Larry (rest in peace), and probably me....

My Blog

Happy Berfday to me!

So...  I had my birthday party on Saturday (April 28, which was my birthday).  Those of you who didn't know about it, I'm sorry... I got kind of caught up in things, and I hope the word of m...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Wed, 02 May 2007 03:26:00 PST

Here goes nothing...

So... As many of you know, I've wanted to learn to tattoo for a while now. I can't afford a tattoo gun on my own at the moment, and the sooner I get a gun, the sooner I can practice and get good enoug...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 01:43:00 PST

Thoughts and musings...

I know it's selfish, however, I wish that I didn't have to deal with people's emotions. I wish that my actions/reactions to the way someone feels didn't make a difference. I could be happy for them, u...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 04:31:00 PST

A Tough Morning...

So... I had to drop Magus off to be cremated this morning.  He passed away sometime between Friday evening and Saturday morning (May 26-27).  I pick him up either Saturday or Monday, they'll...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 11:17:00 PST

Le Meh

Conspiring, perhaps? [May. 23rd, 2006|03:41 pm] So... my good friend Liz called me last night. Twice. And apologied for being a pest today. My response... "You called?"My friend Andrew, who wa...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Wed, 24 May 2006 04:17:00 PST

Not-so-ecstatic update

So... one of my kids goes into the hospital on Friday.  My snake, Magus, has been fighting a upper-respiratory infection for quite a while now, and for the first time in 6 years, he didn't eat la...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Tue, 23 May 2006 12:58:00 PST

It's back!

Not that anyone but me would buy this for me... but it's back!  And I want it soooooo bad!! http://www.godiva.com/catalog/product.aspx?id=1335...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Wed, 10 May 2006 05:40:00 PST

'Cause I'm not better off a-LOOOOOOONNNNNEEEE!!!

So... Scott is practicing.  It's not Lamb of God.... thank you, oh Omnipotent Ones, for giving him SOMETHING else to play!  LOLI have a Choco on my shoulder, and I'm TOTALLY showing up Randl...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Tue, 09 May 2006 10:50:00 PST

...but in a good way.

I've been saying that a lot lately.  "It's like ________, but in a good way."  Just thought of that. :} So I've had an interesting time since Friday.  Everyone saw the post, because I d...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Mon, 08 May 2006 12:25:00 PST

purge

So... I figure most of you who are going to be removed will never read this.  So I don't feel bad about removing you.  However, if you do read this and you do care, please send me a message ...
Posted by I never seem to find rythym for life's harmony on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 02:24:00 PST