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About Me

I hate it when I stalk people on myspace, then they make their profile private. yeah that's right... I'm a stalker
I'm a mooch.
I'd rather be home, alone, than in a crowd of people I'm only kinda comfortable with..
My only talent is not my hobby. and yes, I only have one talent.
my attitude and my actions never match.
I'm dyslexic and sometimes talk that way.
Art is supposed to be deep and meaningful, even as an artist, my art has nothing under the surface, it's just something I did.
I tell people I'm from Seattle so they won't think I'm a hick, In Seattle, I refuse to tell people where I'm from until they've talked to me long enough that they may believe I'm not a hick.
I love long drives alone. It's probably the only time all my thoughts and emotions are aligned and open. But I don't have a car anymore.
Being a tattoo artist is the only profession I could see myself happy in.
if you don't know me IM me, mail me, whatever, Get to know me. I'm not going to be your friend unless you do. Because if you can't do that - you're not worth it.

My Interests

I like long hot showers.
The cherries you get on the desserts.
I like listening and observing.
Days that go by slowly when there's nothing to do.
Discovering Beauty through a lens.
Kisses with real and heated passion.
The feel outside before the storm. The sound of rain.
Knowing I'm safe.
.. RubySleepwalking

I'd like to meet:

Someone That can feel the same.
Miss me if I'm gone

Someone that wants to help me as much as I want to help them.
Someone that makes all the right moves, without boundaries and without hesitation

Music:

The best list I can come up with of what I've seen live:
The Taj Motel Trio?
Stuck Lucky
The Nain Rouge?
aka Rudie
Mu330
Suburban Legends
The Showdown?
The Caesars
Hot Hot Heat
Death from above 1979
Queens of the stone age
Nine Inch Nails**
Saul Williams
Franz Ferdinand
Death Cab for Cutie
Ben Folds
Bauhaus
Lennon
Cake
Trans-Siberian Orcestra
Edwin McCain
Celtic Frost
Type O Negative**
Bleeding Through
GWAR*
3 Inches of Blood*
Slayer
Marilyn Manson
Hanzel Und Gretyl
Voltaire
Hank III
AssJack
My Brightest Diamond
Rasputina
Creature Feature
Wednesday 13
The Extraordinares
Man Man
Vast
N.E.R.D.
Dillinger Escape Plan
WhiteChapel
August Burns Red
Messugah
Ministry
X
London After Midnight
The Birthday massacre
Mindless Self Indulgence
My Ruin
Hatebreed
* = Seen 2x
**= Seen 3x
?= I couldn't tell you how many times I've seen them...

Movies:

Books:

Postsecret books
A Clockwork Orange
The Kite Runner
The Dead Emcee Scrolls
, Said the Shotgun to the Head
Invisible Monsters
Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs
The Long Hard Road Out of Hell
Lamb
Hardcore Zen
Diary
House of Leaves
Only Revolutions
Shampoo Planet

My Blog

Worth it.

It hurts. I can't deny that. It hurts like hell. It's also not something that is easy to get used to. Even right now at the height of the pain, Immediatly after I've seen him for the last time. I'm ok...
Posted by Chels on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:14:00 PST

only a little sentimental?

Today is my last day in vegas. Really Yesterday was my last day in vegas, I was supposed to leave today but didn't. I didn't want to be in the Las Vegas airport at the end of a weekend, since that's u...
Posted by Chels on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 07:47:00 PST

yeah... kinda bored

sunshine or rain.......... Sunshine, cause I'm not seeing too much of it where I'm at.hearts or stars.......... starsfold your clothes or hang them up.......... hang up even though currently I don't h...
Posted by Chels on Fri, 16 May 2008 02:44:00 PST

Take a train to the nearest awakening.

One You Can't Read, The Other You Can't Respond.In about 7 hours I will be back tracking. I had started my journey on april 9th as trip to Vegas. Then to Seattle to settle. However under the impressio...
Posted by Chels on Thu, 08 May 2008 05:58:00 PST

Smoke pot, not email.

This is an article by Mark Morford, of the Sanfrisco Gate. Thought it was pretty interesting."Didn't you already just know? Didn't you already sort of see it coming? That is to say, didn't millions o...
Posted by Chels on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 07:44:00 PST

Actually worth writing

today was an amazing dayI woke up, drove over to Brittney's to check out a car (since I get to buy one) then drove over to Felix's, went to the rock quarry after picking up a few peeps, S...
Posted by Chels on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 12:00:00 PST

An hour ago she was naked

She's asleep on my couch now. An hour ago she was naked. Soft and clean and white, surrounded with red pillows, she asked me to tell her what I was thinking about. "I don't want to kiss you," I said...
Posted by Chels on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 11:28:00 PST

Awake

My birthday didn't go exactly how I wanted it to, but all is good. I want to thank everyone that was there and hope you all had a good time. And for everyone that wasn't there. SHAME. You missed out. ...
Posted by Chels on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 01:14:00 PST

If you don't know you don't deserve to be told.

So First of all My birthday Is coming up. There will be a party. A nice one (think back to st. patty's ^_~) However it will be at my mom's since I no longer live at the apartment. I moved out Tuesday....
Posted by Chels on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 11:27:00 PST

worth it?

I'm not really sure of much anything anymore. I feel like giving up. I don't want to try to make things work, if I'm going to be the only one. I don't want to put my boyfriend on a lease I don't want ...
Posted by Chels on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 01:57:00 PST