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Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.comI’m not the girl growing up who’s everyone’s parents thought was a bad influence, despite what few may think. I’m more of the girl everyone’s parents actually liked and wanted their kids to hang out with and bring around more often, always doing what my Christianity views as the right thing. I had a hard time from the time I was fifteen, my family fell apart then and being that I’m so sensitive and emotional, I took it to heart, and since I couldn’t control what went on in my family I rebelled. I ignored everything and just did what I wanted, since I was never allowed to do anything, not even talk on the phone. My mom decided when I was 17 that she didn’t want me anymore and I lived in a homeless shelter 4 a while. My dad took me in only to kick me out later ‘cause of his disapproval of my x-boyfriend, whom 2 ½ yrs took me to realize he wasn’t for me. I was down talked, stolen from, cheated on, ditched, drug exposed, beaten, neglected, awfully torn by that relationship. It ripped my heart, took away all my faith in guys, it sadly was damaging my soul. I was raised criticized, never encouraged, living my life having to prove people wrong. Everything I’ve accomplished, achieved, and acquired, I’ve done it all by myself, no mommy and daddy to run 2, no man giving me everything, just me. I live by myself, pay my own bills…. though I’m only 20 I think more like someone in their thirties, always worrying, always wanting to accomplish the future…. But at the same time I try to stay young and have as much fun as possible within my morals….I’m not a ho, not an easy girl, not promiscuous, though it seems people like to talk shit and view me in ways that aren’t real…. I’m a hopeless romantic, but at the same time I feel true love is extinct, a huge flirt, and a cold-hearted bitch all at the same time…. Some people feel threatened by me, others that truly know me embrace me and can never let me go…. I started from scratch and am still building my way to the top….completely and utterly all by myself….I take all credit, underneath Jesus…. Hate me or love me, I’ll do anything for my TRUE friends, which title takes a lot to amount to being that I have no Trust in humanity……hopefully down the road I pray I can help, and that mistrusting aspect may change…………
Your Personality Is Like Cocaine
You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you.
Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party.
Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
I'd like to meet:
people older than me, the mature, the wise, the ones that see things for what they really are, encouragers, people who can guide me in the right direction.....that ALSO are funny and know how to make me smile or laugh, people that don't have 2 do drugs to b interesting.....................the guy version of me, simply cuz i'm feelin so lost and alone
Books:
E Enchanting
I Inspirational
L Luscious
E Exhausting
E Edgy
N New
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Name: Eileen
Birthday: March 16th
Birthplace: Hollywood
Current Location: Pembroke Pines
Eye Color: Shit
Hair Color: dark fire, sometimes with highlights
Height: 5' 6''
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Cuban + Chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today: Old Navy Flipflops, Reebox
Your Weakness: not sure? big muscular arms, lol i dunno
Your Fears: aliens, heights, being judged, rejection, big bugs
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni + Mushroom
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Breast Reduction, lol
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LoL? i dunno
Thoughts First Waking Up: Current Crush/ Check Phone
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, smile, hair, legs, the others are by opinion
Your Bedtime: N/A
Your Most Missed Memory: 10th Grade
Pepsi or Coke: Cherry COKE
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Iced Caramel Latte
Do you Smoke: Nope.
Do you Swear: be more specific
Do you Sing: i used to
Do you Shower Daily: YES
Have you Been in Love: unfortunately
Do you want to go to College: YES
Do you want to get Married: not sure
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: not that i know of
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: most of the time
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: depends
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YES, duh, lol
In the past month have you Smoked: 5th Ammendment
In the past month have you been on Drugs: 5th Ammendment, lmao
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yessuh, i guess u can say that
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: YES, yum
In the past month have you been on Stage: lol, no
In the past month have you been Dumped: um, i don't think so
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: NO
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: NO
Ever been Drunk: at least once every 2-3 weeks
Ever been called a Tease: YEAH, lol, it should b my middle name
Ever been Beaten up: by a guy, sorta
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: quickly, painlessly, and for a good cause
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: hehe, psychologist/ journalist/ actress/ model
What country would you most like to Visit: China
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: all
Favourite Hair Color: dark, NEVER ORANGE
Short or Long Hair: scruffy! like the new leo dicaprio look
Height: 5' 9" and up
Weight: 200 lbs and up
Best Clothing Style: anything but preppy, and i don't wanna c knees
Number of Drugs I have taken: i think 5, mostly only once
Number of CDs I own: 70ish
Number of Piercings: 4 in each ear, 1 in tongue, 1 in belly
Number of Tattoos: 1/2 of one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i can count them on one hand i think
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