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About Me

MY NAME IS MIKA, I'M 1/2 HAPPA 1/2 OAKLAND. I'M RIDDLED WITH INDECISION, AND I LOVE LOVING. I TRY EVERYDAY TO BE GENUINELY HAPPY. I LAUGH TOO LOUD AND ENJOY HEARING THE SOUND OF SMASHING GLASS AGAINST CONCRETE. I THINK CONFIDENCE IS SEXY AND COCKINESS IS FUNNY. MY HOPES ARE TO ONE DAY LET GO OF ANY AMBIGUOUS SELF-DOUBT, AND LET THE SUN SHINE IN. UNTIL THEN I JUST HAVE A FEW COCKTAILS AND DANCE LIKE NO ONE'S WATCHIN.
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My Interests

I, when necessary abandon moderation for excess, accept confusion rather than run the risk of sacrificing spontaneity to lucidity, am willing to be utterly illogical if within my heart I feel that I may stifle emotional truth by subjecting it to analysis.

I'd like to meet:

The Wild One. Chuck Liddell, Walter Payton and Edward Norton maybe someone i can eat ice cream w/ while watching some Pride Fighting... or any one that can make me laugh uncontrollably, really. i only date guys with member only jackets and look good in wool sweaters and cords. I'm a sucka for neck tattoos. oh and Mika Tan. so check it.okay oppsy poopsy pants, my little pumpkin pie cake sweets, love love love have an awesomely wonderful day even though the weather is awesomely ca ca.

Music:

industrial Amy Winehouse- Rehab

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Movies:

pulp fiction, Raging Bull, American history X, mall rats, *clerks, *sixteen candles, Troop Beverly hills, breakfast club, *Breakfats at Tiffany's, Troy, donnie darko, scareface, star wars (all), Any given sunday, clash of the titans, swingers, true romance, happy gilmore, Ace Venture, the good the bad the ugly, elf, space balls, mean girls, bring it on, rebel without a cause, ***cat on a hot tin roof***, warriors, super troopers, as good as it gets, officer and a gentleman, falling down, stand by me, pretty in pink, NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE, Longest Yard,Goonies, Thumbsucker, Gladitor, Walk the Line, Widcats, down with love, Starship Troopers (the book is better), Monster in-law, Whale rider, Anchorman, Three Amigos, Major League, Rudy, Full Metal Jacket, Big Red One, Fight Club, stripes, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, 40 year old virgin, *The Princess Bride (all time fav), Terminator (all), Flash dance, i heart hucabees, beat street,beaches, take the lead, the matador, a walk to remember, thumbsucker, lost boys, me you and everyone we know, king kong, great outdoors, my mother likes women...and other queer cinema, the life aquatic, the whale and the squid, coffee and cigarettes, casino, why do fools rush in?, stranger than fiction, she's so lovely, dazed and confused, the jerk, son of jesus, little miss sunshine, gleaming the cube, falling down, waking life, scanner darkly and the hits just keep on coming.

Television:

Project Runway, Nacy Gray show, the News, and FOOD NETWORK!! Sandra Lee's semi home cooked meals.

Books:

"Never Die Easy" "On the Road" "Catch-22"

Heroes:

My Parents, Walter Payton, Chuck Liddell, and John Wooden, Cecil Beaton..

My Blog

RANT

'rant' chuck palahniuk.effing good. nuff said.seeing him read some short stories of his, seeing a guy faint b/c of his stories while in the company of some really good friends of mine: PRICELESS.this ...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Tue, 22 May 2007 01:54:00 PST

i love life

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courageto change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."this is repeated through out my head more times througho...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Fri, 04 May 2007 03:36:00 PST

lurk on this

i hate it when after a sentance people feel the need to add a little and i quote: 'hehe' or 'haha' shit. gawd can no one tell when to laugh at your jokes that you feel the need to add this little note...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Thu, 03 May 2007 01:44:00 PST

intellectual conformity

How amazing is a beautiful day?i love walks in the warm weather. i love kids on bikes trying to run me over on the sidewalk, if only b.c that used to be me some 15 years agos.i don't like intellectual...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 06:32:00 PST

in search of:

i found him.I have a signif.you know me, i hate labels, i hate the terms "boyfirend" "girlfriend" and i hate having to think just b/c we are this we now have to do this.but you know me, i, Mika, Ms Th...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 02:41:00 PST

fuck that get well now.

"i like parties but i don't like piƱatas cause it promotes violence on flamboyant animals. hey that donkey has some prizes, lets kick its ass. What i'm trying to say is don't make the same halloween c...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 06:52:00 PST

pull the wool over my eyes

no one is laughing.i take perfectly well working things, and ruin them.well done mika. 
Posted by Throat Kicker on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 12:43:00 PST

you can't throw gasoline on a fire and expect it to go out

My mom and i had lunch today.it was awesome talking to her.i think i liked the fact that last night my sister, my pops and i talked about very important things not just figuratively but for real, real...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 02:04:00 PST

update

nothing is official, current contract is still under negotiationsi've been talking with two very important people on this subject. (my pops and my sister) when considering a relationship, the kind tha...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 10:22:00 PST

looking for a face to attack.

I just had a most frustrating experience. I bust my ass, all day being extra-friendly to the customers I have to work with, because luckily I'm just a friendly person and because it's the least I can...
Posted by Throat Kicker on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 05:07:00 PST