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Dead Doll

One man's joy is another man's horror

About Me

I am Heather. Some call me dark..some call me goth..which I resent.I'm not goth because I'm not that depressed, nor that melodramatic. I don't need a label to define who I am. However I can say I do sincerely enjoy the darker things of life, sometimes to a questionable degree..but usually not unhealthy. key term *usually* um..i like many things. I am your typical poetry-writing emotional girl, but hey, at least mine is worth reading ;). I also just write in general. Tis fun. That way people don't know all the mean things you think about them.
How to make a Dead Doll
Ingredients:
1 part competetiveness
1 part courage
1 part empathy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability
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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.comPersonality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Heather --
[noun]:
A lewd street performer
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Heather --
[noun]:
Heresey
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My Interests

ooh. The list BEGINS. Writing, walking, singing, belly/dancing, nature, majik, & music. I love spending time with my ever-so-handsome boyfriend, Ken. I *love* horror movies. I read magazines like Fangoria, Rue Morgue, Heavy Metal, etc. I'm eclectic..I do anything from drawing, designing my own clothes (if that's what you call safety pins and torn fabric) to video games, walking in/absorbing nature, indulging my arcane interests, painting masks, beading (thanks Summer!) & now, working on my music project, Psykynetic. I save the ritual sacrifices for weekends.

I'd like to meet:

Hm.. I always say I wish I could meet sane people but it's the crazy ones that make life so interesting..I mean, look at me. Really, I would never have looked at a cat and thought it was an alien but hey. At least crazy people give you new ideas. I prefer people with similar tastes but I keep an open mind. Except for people who are not like me. So, really, in short, I don't care. Just be a decent human being with depth. It's a lot to ask for in today's world. & Please don't be a corksucker. Or a sumenembatch. Or an icehole. I will then be forced to delete you. they even gave me a special button for that..
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Music:

Industrial: Skinny Puppy, cEvin Key, OhGr, Doubting Thomas,Rx, Tear Garden, Legendary Pink Dots, KMFDM, Cyberaktif, Porn on Beta (Corey rocks!) as well as Vyper X (Ken kicks ass!) Ministry, some Throbbing Gristle, Kraftwerk, Download, Frontline Assembly, Birthday Massacre, Mentallo & the Fixer, Mindless Self Indulgence, Wumpscut, Funker Vogt, Mortiis, Icon of Coil..if anyone knows of any similar bands to these please let me know.... Metal: Carcass, Impaled, Slayer, Amorphis, In Flames (Ken made me eat my words..the new In Flames *is* decent), Macabre, Nevermore, Dream Theater, Metal Church, Cannibal Corpse, Iced Earth, Finntroll, Dismember, Soilwork & Morbid Angel, OLD Anthrax (the Joe Belladonna era..ONLY) just weirdness: Oingo Boingo & Danny Elfman. Screamin' Jay Hawkins. Skip James. & funk. -Grungy/"Other" :Tool (I know you're not surprised) Perfect Circle, Soundgarden, HIM, Hurt, Gakt, Tricky, Rage Against the Machine,the Tea Party, Rob/White Zombie, Depeche Mode, U2, Bauhaus, Fields of the Nephilim, Sisters of Mercy, The Cure, Minor Threat, Circle Jerks, Bad Religion, Generation X, my new unlikely music love is Blue Scholars.

Movies:

Horror, comedy, tolerably chicky, anime,action ..artsy, kung fu...House of Flying Daggers was amazing. New martial arts loves are Ong-Bak & the Protector. Horror favs? Texas Chainsaw massacre 2, Nightmare on Elm Street 1 and 3, People Under the Stairs, Pet Sematary, Needful Things, C.H.U.D., Leatherface/TCM III , Warlock 1 and 2, Nightbreed, Night of the Creeps, Near Dark, Silent Hill, practically anything with Vincent Price, the Horror of Dracula, Legend of Hell House, etc.., Dario Argento films like Trauma.. Pumpkinhead!.. Dawn of the Dead, Night of the Living Dead (basically anything with "living dead" in it) Shaun of the Dead, ALL the Saws.. etc...Comedies are too many to mention..chicky stuff like John Cusack movies and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

Television:

Anything on Animal Planet. Most of the Discovery Channel. And occasionally cartoon network..I'm a kid at heart.

Books:

Usually I read non-fiction, like serial killer encyclopedias, occult books, biographies. Non-fiction: Robert Pelletier, Jeff Green, Zecharia Sitchin, Migene Gonzalez-Whippler, *some* Aleister Crowley . Fiction: Neil Gaiman, Poppy Z. Brite, James O'Barr, Terry Goodkind, Irvine Welsh, Aldous Huxley (yeah I only read one book but it's good enough to make the list) Stephen King & H.P. Lovecraft.

Heroes:

Skinny Puppy, cos they are awesome & got back together so I could hear more music. My parents, for not throwing me down a well. Ken, for not having thrown himself down a well after a difficult day with me. Oh, & me..for not snapping & coming up with gruesome uses for plastic silverware on some poor unsuspecting icehole.. yet.

My Blog

Johari Window--try it!! Very interesting

So this is basically a psycho-tool that pyschologists use. Basically you click on five or six attributes you believe about yourself to be true, & then the people who know you pick five or six thin...
Posted by Dead Doll on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 09:00:00 PST

Labels

    Once in awhile one must take time to rant, & righteously at that. Firstly, I want to preface this by stating that there are those out there who feel that I fit a particular cate...
Posted by Dead Doll on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 11:15:00 PST

Root

Lacking clarity, moment of silence lasting far too longCigarette smoke & tension our atmosphere, in disharmony's swelling throngof romance's ugly cousin, & our disconnected danceOf shouts &...
Posted by Dead Doll on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 03:55:00 PST

The Purge

A block to these waters, hesitate to relateSave for the heart unsated, rusted & gatedEyebrows knit of perpetual worry, hardened in life's unceasing flurry, Ever watchful, plead for the feedfeeling...
Posted by Dead Doll on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 03:48:00 PST

Sushi, Snow, & Chefs on Fire

It's overwhelming to try to sit back & think about the last 6 weeks. I think I've been procrastinating my blogs because I have either been too busy to write, & I didn't want to bore everyone w...
Posted by Dead Doll on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:30:00 PST

Slumlords & Crackwhores &Shutting Down

I don't know of any crackwhores but I wanted my title to rhyme.As of 11/3 our internet will be shut down so this is the last blog I will write until I get can get it up & going. Explanation follow...
Posted by Dead Doll on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 09:05:00 PST

Year of Fear..overcoming

So, I made a resolution this year that I would overcome my fears/phobias, & be sure to plunge into whatever used to terrify me before.First, I hate Ferris Wheels. It's not the heights that scare m...
Posted by Dead Doll on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 04:11:00 PST

Swiner

Boiling inside, with rage's rancid stew, brewing to hiss & biteIts mixture twisted with treachery, with an added dash of spiteYour flimsy friendship, conjured kindness: insubstantial as the airMy ...
Posted by Dead Doll on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 03:30:00 PST

Eclyptical

Spasm inside, choking grip, then a noxious tideAs sand in my veins, inside it scrapes away, eroding my brainheart hardening & spent, an ache congeals to cementthat weighs on me, pulling me to my k...
Posted by Dead Doll on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 05:43:00 PST

G.O.D. (Goddess of Dawn)

(Written sometime in '04...)A wakened eye turns to the sighing sunthough setting outside, inside begins a new dawnThis fleeting moment, once again in Gaia's kind eyeHave I been ascended, for now I hav...
Posted by Dead Doll on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 05:21:00 PST