kristin

..♠///♠ this place; my own little part of the world.. is always changing because...i'm always changing! ♠///♠It's me! Kristin Marie!! I'm a 22 year old agressive bundle of energy complete with an exquisite heart of gold..I have a lot of random thoughts (all the time!) and questions regarding life and our existence and some people (with ordinary minds) may mistake it for me non-faithless or just strange. I love my life, i'm always eager to learn and I love how I am now able to experience new things and to explore all that life has to offer through traveling and the places I have visited. I'm very open-minded, I change my mind all the time, if I don't, I get bored very easily, I need constant change. I am a great connoisseur of music; Music is my center; my release, where my dreams lie... My taste in music may be very dark, eclectic & obscure but only listen to the best. I love to discover the beauty in music and constintely looking for new music to saturate myself in. I am also quite the dreamer, I love to reinvent myself. wether it be with photography, fashion, or trying different looks. I love to play up my features as much as I can. I collect World Fashions. I always try to experience new things and enjoy myself, Even in the midst of chaos...I live in the harsh reality of hard work, self-reliance, personal mistakes. When it's time for a break i live in a haze; my own dreamland consisting of these things... I never get caught up in the dream because I can't afford to...because realistically, I have learned that there is no one to constantly pick me up when I fall, only those who can provide some cushion so the fall doesn't hurt as much as it could without them.... and that all choices made by me will either keep me moving forward or steer me onto a side path which may not completely be wrong, but will maybe be a long detour to the right way...I am quite backwards when it comes to relationships, in that I am very open and trusworthy from the getgo, but i practive caution when given reason to. But I do not wear my heart on my sleeve, I refuse to open up just because you say it's okay to.. because I can retreat back to where it's safe, and close back up when things seem to dangerous for it's safety. I believe imperfections and unique experiences that make each one of us who we are interesting as a person. I enjoy discussing life stories, different perspectives and philosophies with anyone who's willing. I like to think of myself as an eternal optimist, and that happiness is dependent upon one's perception of the reality in which they choose to think and live! i perceive beauty and progression and in any situation.♠///♠ I am complex...but not so hard to figure out if you pay attention and/or care enough to make the effort! This is me...no room for confusion...in the most cut and dry form... ♠///♠