hips. tits. lips.
power....
myself, posing, homelessexuality, green hair, boys that have an 'elvis' thing in them, red eyes, music, art, making out, cake, pseudo relationships, trailer park life, trashy belt buckles, love, completely overreacting, passion, utterly hopeless romance, riot grrl, 69 yenko camaros, german expressionism, cowboys, matching my eyeliner and lip liner, posh grocery stores, other people's t-shirts, evian water, fashion, arguing, cough syrup, bitching, making things, champhiskey, nunsploitation, chocolate soya shakes, protruding bones, avoidance, hands around my throat, fake love, Primark, muscle cars, jared leto, bitten lips, never finishing a cup of tea, silent morning sex, fighting, cocky boys, drawing my eyebrows on, stumbling, selfishness, celebrity gossip, perfectionism, swollen lips, not having eyebrows, making mix cds, shamelessly being me, dialated pupils, sweet-talking guys into bed, gut-wrenching disappointment, things about me, running away, bony hips, creation, lean legged swaggers, arrogance, hair extensions, destruction, tattoos, imperial leather soap, obsessing, balenciaga, unforgivable honesty, dior, amphetamine psychosis, models, cigarettes, visible teeth marks, haute couture, trannies, piercings, chanel, stalking, pin ups, sex, nails that draw blood, un-met expectations, not eating meat or dairy, pirates, biting til it hurts, battle scars, scotch for breakfast, thinspiration, kinderwhore, false eyelashes, bruises, eye shadow, spitting blood, surprise sex, ruby red lips, homosexuals, seething charm, tequila, being a total cunt....
vegan cake bakers, good kissers, scotch buyers, fighters, and a cowboy with a never ending pack of cigarettes....
better yet...
your band prolly sucks
i don't care to make new friends
and no, i don't have enough photos of myself
fuck off and leave me the fuck alone....
i have lots of cds. some make me look cooler, some don't..
foetus, dresden dolls, bikini kill, the misfits, jason molina, lucero, the walkmen, hole, angelica, social distortion, regina spektor, alec empire, tori amos, frente!, sleater-kinney, tuscadero, ministry, oHgr, longwave, balzac, the lemonheads, L7, joan jett, mary lou lord, motley crue, cat power, NIN, marilyn manson, the distillers, sinead o'connor, daisy chainsaw, paul westerberg, the moldy peaches, heavens 2 betsey, faith no more, bratmobile, queen adreena, johnny cash, liz phair, the bouncing souls, excuse 17, bright eyes, soul asylum heartless martin, the cult, stone temple pilots, billy joel, the who, courtney love....
200 cigarettes, secretary, confessions of a teenage drama queen, fight club, my own private idaho, problem child, gia, foxfire, gone in 60 seconds, josie and the pussycats, don't need you, bride of chucky, the libertine, all over me, the fifth element, serial mom, ghost world....
the naked surfer on sumo tv...(just wait, you'll know soon enough)
a certain age
my journal, books about art, hollywood trash novels, anatomy books, "should you be laughing at this", biographies of tragic beauties, voluptuous panic, pop up books, books that make me smarter, mythology books, art history books, christian lacroix diary of a collection, pattern making books, the endings of Josh's books, gossip magazines...
myself....