Bettering yourself (big up Corperate One) |
Raising your vibration is the only effective way to get to the life you truly want to live. While you are emitting a low vibration or frequency your life will never really be in harmony and you will c... Posted by steve b on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 11:15:00 PST |
my bikram half way point.. |
things i learned while on my bikram yoga 30 challenge:
1. the shit ain't easy. even your easiest day will be hard. staying in the room and sticking with it is the challenge.
2. whats past is past... Posted by steve b on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 11:17:00 PST |
yoga? yeah, o.k. |
so, i contracted pneumonia a few weeks ago. i was laid out. afraid to do alot of shit and fed on cautionary crap from my mom. lets say that being inactive made me pretty bitter about life and my plac... Posted by steve b on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 01:24:00 PST |
i don't ever want to have another coversation about how old school i am... |
....like the scene is supposed to give me respect. i hate hearing those conversations and i hate to ever be put in that "holier than thou" position. what? i been in the scene for a long time and big d... Posted by steve b on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 06:06:00 PST |
what i learned.. being sober for 2 years |
1. no matter how sober you get, you're still the same old dude.
2. no matter how sober you get, noone forgot about the person you were/are and they will hold you accountable.
3. noone has to give a fu... Posted by steve b on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 08:17:00 PST |
when bad karma came full circle and found closer.. |
the ability to start over.. seems to be an ongoing theme this year. a pretty dead thursday night found me holding someone tightly and coming to tears. close to ten years... this moment was coming. b... Posted by steve b on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 07:59:00 PST |
sobriety..... |
today marks my 17th month sober.... with no plans on the future of my sobriety... do i miss getting high? well, yeah, who wouldn't? do i miss beer, hard liquor, acid, methadon, e, shrooms, haze, hash,... Posted by steve b on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 04:41:00 PST |
am i alive or am i just living? |
so, i came out to s.f. to re-center. connect with myself and come back to nyc with a fresher perspective on the world and i discovered that there is a bunch about the world that i still am figuring ou... Posted by steve b on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 06:49:00 PST |
sleepless is my lifestyle |
as far as lifestyles go, i would not suggest rolling through life looking like an overly chipper junkie. lazy eyed, an intellegent dope trying desperately not to reveal the 6-8 hour of club hoppi... Posted by steve b on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
suicide is self-murder.... |
very different from self sabotage, where you (un)conciously just fuck shit up to get out of something, self murder gets you off the hook of this thing called life. ofcourse, the consequences suck, but... Posted by steve b on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |