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Jean

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About Me

Life person. I like spontaneity and HATE, HATE, HATE whining, lying, and pretensions. I have simple joys and music is my life. I'm open to try out and learn new things. I live for the moment. I love life and all the joys and pains it brings. I would like to be open with the public. I would like to not keep secrets or be careful when I talk. I don't want to have to plan things. I want to be outspoken. I want to say my opinions and I hope they're taken in the right way. I don't want to stop being free. And I won't. I love being alive. And I love feeling free. So if I can't have those things then I feel like a caged animal and I'd rather not be in a cage. I'd rather be dead. And it's real simple. And I think it's not that uncommon. I've realized that being happy is a choice. You never want to rub anybody the wrong way or not be fun to be around, but you have to be happy. When I get logical and I don't trust my instincts - that's when I get in trouble. And if being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different, then I'd rather be completely fucking mental. Because I am a bad girl, people always automatically think that I am a bad girl. Or that I carry a dark secret with me or that I'm obsessed with death. the truth is that I am probably the least morbid person one can meet. If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than they do.I’m currently entranced by the art of the shadow in tir na nog.... So shiney."I have made mistakes in my life, like pebbles that make a good road" ---Beatrice Wood. Free Dark creepy layouts at suicidekiss.com

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What kinda Girl are you? (with Pix)
Unique/goth/punk what you wanna be.Your Genuine and never try to fit into any stereotype. Message me cuz you sound awsome.
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Codelife**self-improvement**music**learning**Shadow's Art & Wisdom**loving**journalling**remembering nothing**catching my breath**rubbing my nose**propping up my feet**giggling**being obsessive-compulsive and manic-depressive**witnessing the murder of humanity**problem-solving**broadway musicales**singing**harmonica-tripping**poetry**dialogue**ad venture & experimentation**fashion**angelina jolie**brandon boyd**the paranormal**good food/pigging out**cookies**beer & empoy**wall-climbing**sleeping**time crisis**tumambay at makitambay**technology**hacking**espionage**going against the mundane**anything black**bitching at mang-asar ng mga ungas... tralala....

I'd like to meet:

I like people who are a little crazy but coming from a good place.I think scars are sexy because it means you made a mistake that led to a mess.I wish I could find people who just would fight me and break through to me and hold me down and scream their life into my face.....The brave, the bold, the free..real people who do real things--who aren't afraid to show their real skin and do as they please as long as it will benefit more than one life.A great man who is a survivor... he knows how to make love to a woman. He's capable, he's not just going to whine.. he knows how to live, and is not scared of death. He has compassion for all human beings, and knows how to love all creatures and things - I have met Jaiaman.I want to meet Hiryu once again. Can't wait to meet Jaedon Blender.Also: Hugh Laurie, Anthony Bourdain, Angelina Jolie, The Mcmahons, Sabrina Ward Harrison, Shel Silverstein

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Music:

balligomingo*delerium*lacuna coil*lamb*the sundays*froufrou*cocteau twins*k's choice*conjure one*picture center*mandalay*i:scintilla*imagine asians*kristy thirsk*tori amos*liz phair*medicine*mono*leftfield*morcheeba*portishead*curve*mot her earth*rasa music*chicane*armand van helden*john digweed*global underground*les miserables*lush*garbage*plumb*republika*cradle of filth*selecter*the specials*the donnas*suzanne vega*fiona apple*tori amos*amy lee*dishwalla*dashboard confessional*incubus*a perfect circle*shades apart*transport*imagine asians*DARCY ASHLING*coffeebreak island*humblesauce*ta-wo*purple*blue jean junkies*cherrybum*loads of motherhood*slavedrum*the late isabel*dominio*skies of ember*all things rock,triphop,ska & reggae,goth,jazz,indie,twee pop & celtic
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Movies:

Which Beautiful Eye Are You? ~Gorgeous Pics!~..The Romantic EyeYou are extremely passionate and loving. Caring deeply for yourloved one, you prefer the serious type of relationship. You enjoy being in theprescence of boys, but girls is another story. You have a few close loyal girlfriends, and a ton of boy friends (friends that are boys). You are shy, and yourkind personality attracts guys of all kind.Your Guy: Has soft brown hair withfloppy bangs, brilliant green eyes and is romantic, deep, sweet,and caringYourSky Sign: CometYour Animal: BirdThank you guys! Have fun Quizilling! ^^
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | MoreQuizzes | GrabCodegia*super size me*sleepy hollow*carrie*the crow*the butterfly effect*i am dina*empire records*bad boys*jackass the movie*monster's inc.*shrek1&2*mr. deeds*stealing christmas*clueless*coyote ugly*the saint*american history x*high fidelity*24-hour party people*girl interrupted*playing by heart*armageddon*matrix series*equilibrium*last samurai*jackass*the beach*groove*a beautiful mind*broken palace*natural born killers*erin brokovich*stigmata*zato-ichi*sky captain & the world of tomorrow*shark tale*changing lanes*singles*catch me if you can*bridget jones' diary 2*the manchurian candidate*most extreme primate*vinegar hill What Type of Person Are You?(Girls ONLY - PICTURES-positive answers!)
You are a free spirited person. You'rethe type that doesn't like to be tied down constantly and you love to have timeto yourself. Good for you!!!(Check out some of my other quizzes and please rate!!Thanks.)
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Television:

Entourage**House**American Dad**the adventures of coco-chan**pimp my ride**the misadventures of ariel & maverick**bubble gang**jackass**wild boyz**that 70's show**wwe**mr. bean**aeon flux**mtv**etc**24**call for help--tech tv**iron chef**david blaine**will & grace**the kumars at no. 42**cartoons, anything funny and anything that brings out the kid in me personality quiz! Very detailed results!You aren't exactly sure where your headed but you know who you are now. You knowwhat you like and you'll keep it that way. You love to impress your friends butreally don't care if some people don't like you for you. You are confident butsometimes take things a little too seriosly. You may have some problems at homebut your not afraid to show it because you have a sensitive/emotional side andaren't afriad to ask for help. Just make sure you remember who the people closestto you are, don't leave them for someone else. that might be the biggest mistakeof your life. if you need any advice message me!
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Books:

deepak chopra**osho**paulo coelho**sherryl jordan**sabrina ward harrison**sark**neil gaiman**shel silverstein**books on buddhism, mysticism, and religions**the bodacious book of succulence**tuesdays with morrie**midnight in the garden of good and evil**the occult**the missing piece**the big o**pillars of the earth**the da vinci code**angels & demons**the book of angels**kitchen confidential**the little prince**breakfast at tiffany's**angelina jolie's notes from my travels**autobiography of a yogi What makes you're personality unique? You have a charming personality! You know what you want and you know what to sayto get it. You have a smile that makes other smile and a voice that makes peoplemelt. You're probably not that good in school or that popular but because of yourcharming personality people along with teachers tend to like you. So basicallyfuck looks, you can get by on you're amazing charm.
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Heroes:

I am blessed with a lot: My mom, Wenz, Jai, Hiryu, Jobit, Luv, Vince, Cky, Lj, Jet, Lilet.Plus more. Which Deadly Sin Are You? (Beautiful Pictures andDetailed Results)
Wrath (Latin, ira)

Wrath may be describedas inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. These feelings canmanifest as vehement denial of the truth, both to others and in the form of self-denial, impatience with the procedure of law, and the desire to seek revengeoutside of the workings of the justice system (such as engaging in vigilantism),fanatical political beliefs, and generally wishing to do evil or harm to others.A modern definition would also include hatred and intolerance towards others forreasons of race or religion, leading to discrimination. The transgressions borneof Wrath are among the most serious, including murder, assault, discrimination,and in extreme cases, genocide. (See Crimes against humanity.) Wrath is the onlysin not necessarily associated with selfishness or self interest (although onecan of course be wrathful for selfish reasons, such asjealousy).

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My Blog

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Jean on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 09:53:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Jean on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 09:37:00 PST

Kim's teachings

I was browsing through my friends' list on another online community website when I chanced upon my late cousin Kim's page. I went into it-aware that the last time that he may have updated it could hav...
Posted by Jean on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 05:31:00 PST

NaNoWriMo

Link: http://www.nanowrimo.comMy cousin Kim (rest in peace) introduced me to this site- after he passed away. True to his words- this site is for aspiring writes from all walks of life. Thank you Kim-...
Posted by Jean on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 05:43:00 PST

Which one of you first?

I can't wait to see youI can't wait to find outWhich one of you pretty little angels would come to usHaylie is that you?Jaedon, you first?Are you coming at the same time?We'll find out.In time....
Posted by Jean on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:57:00 PST

Finally

There's life in hereThere's life insideLife grew in meFrom love, from life itselfIt's inexplicable- the emotionsThe thoughts that came through are indescribableThis wait has long ceasedIt's here, you'...
Posted by Jean on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:53:00 PST

Haylie Kamala and Jaedon

I have been waiting for you for quite sometime nowYou are always elusive You still are Your brother Jaedon is not here yet too Your father and I wonder who will come firstHe always tells me- "They may...
Posted by Jean on Tue, 29 May 2007 02:31:00 PST

Why is it hard for me to cry, yet easy to shed tears?

Why is it hard for me to cry, yet easy to shed tears? I can't recall the last time I cried. Sure, I get moved by stories- at the movies and in the streetsBy strangers, by actorsIn life and through art...
Posted by Jean on Tue, 29 May 2007 01:53:00 PST

These days

These days I enjoy being still And being quiet And shrugging. I'm also back to staring at the walls I caught a glimpse of the moon the other night From our bedroom window It was very pretty, still, br...
Posted by Jean on Thu, 24 May 2007 03:56:00 PST

Man by the train

There's a man by the train I always catch him watching passersby He doesn't talk to anyone, not to himself Everyday he is there Seems to be waiting For something For someone He smiles when someone st...
Posted by Jean on Thu, 24 May 2007 03:55:00 PST