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Jennessa

THIS IS LIFE NOT HEAVEN U DONT HAVE TO BE PERFECT

About Me



Hey wat up people Im Jennessa from St.Catharines,Ontario,Canada.I am a scorpio,so dont mess wit me,lol,.I am a singer/model/dancer, so I'll let ya'll know a bit about that. My exposure to music has been vast and still growing. This takes in artists as far back as Gene Kelly,Billie Holliday,Marilyn Monroe,Nat King Cole, Ray Charles,right up through Smokey Robinson,Selena,Janet Jackson,Cindy Lauper,Jewl and Madonna. I am 20 and did my 1st CD when I was 12,they were just cover tunes. The La Chateau(fashion line)in Montreal,agreed to dress me for 2 videos if I decided to go that way. Money was a problem and my family felt that at a young age there was so much more development as an artist to achieve. My mom was in the music field in her twenties,as for my dad hes totally deaf. I feel badly that he can't appreciate my voice,I guess thats why he doesn't seem very supportive of the career I've chosen. Several articles were written on me and I did the talent shows,charities and some television. All affiliated with my young career. The lack of funds does limit your progress but it didn't limit me to keep on singing. I have done some songwriting and hip hop dance.I was the Sunshine Girl for the Toronto Sun Newspaper(Dec,31st,2003), and I do some modeling for Babekini,and Denver Colorado Models. In 2004 I received a contract from a independent Label in Toronto,but didn't sign, you gotta be happy with your contract.Also in 2004 I partnered up with Femapco an underground hip hop artist who owns Tetrahedra Records in St.Catharines.He wrote,produced my first original single Dont Care. I describe myself as determined,outspoken,perfectionist,humorous,with convictions of an activist. I am gearin up soon to be working with Dirty South Records in ATL real soon!Its an Artist Development and recording contract.So Im real excited about it but I also got a bunch of mixed emotions as well(nervous, scared)but you gotta face your fears sometime!Gotta get up off your ass and stand on your own 2 feet! I am into POP and R&B, but I love all types of music I am very versitle( a true musician likes all music).Right now I am going to school for being a narcotic's officer, which I am really excited about! I also love underground hip hop, there's nothin else like it(lets stop that commercial shit!). I love to work out and keep healthy! I dislike men with big ego' and play games. I like people who are sincere,and respectful. I like clubbin it on the weekends and letting go of some stress! I also love doing a lot of charity work, and helping the homeless. It always feel's better giving than receiving from my perspective. Favourite colour Red and Turqoise. Favourite food Chinesse, dream place to travel Egypt. Im also a real deep thinker and get told often that Im a bit too emotional.I figure its better to have emotion then not have any at all. Have you ever looked at someone and saw nothing but hate beneath there eyes its a sight you never forget!Bein emotionally flat is ppl that can not show emotion and they make it seem that they have no emotion. And those who mask it by drugs and alcohal can not normally feel the pain they should feel. I am very opinionative,and if I have something to say,Im gonna say it!Call me a bitch,or whatever you want,doesn't change my persepective on things.Im not gonna agree for the sake of agreeing,why should I kiss anyone's ass.I do me,and just cause Im a young woman doesn't mean,I dont have anything intelligent to say! I cant stand people who hate,just because there are people out there trying to live out there dreams. A wise person once told me that it takes 10 times more energy to hate. So why bother putting yourself all through that,mine as well just worry bout what your doin. Its alright to have an opinion about something and be diplomatic. You see I am opinionative but I can be diplomatic about it.Meaning there's no need to be rude,just say how you feel without bein an ass,lol. If the person is disprespecting you,then do not take that shit! Put them in there place,dont let anyone talk down to you,and make you feel weak! Another thing people who judge just cause they saw a picture of someone. People see my pictures and tend to think,wow she's a slut, or whatever they think. Listen here DONT FUCKIN JUDGE ME! I do what I have to do in life,just like anyone else. I am comfortable wit my body,but I respect it as well,so dont get it twisted. I am a good person, with a big heart,but dont think Im a push over eh. im like any other normal girl during the day.No make up, a sweatsuit just being me and comfortable. You dont like it then bounce!And when I feel like dressin up I will. But Im totally like any other girl, Im a 100% real. So take me for what you want,doesn't matter to me,I dont care what people think. And people suspect that if your a model you gotta a huge ego or something and think your better than anyone else. Dame do you guys got it all wrong! I have insecrurities like everyone does, and sometimes in front of a camera you need to put all that behind you and put on a happy face,even if you dont feel like it! Sometimes you dont always get to do what you want,but thats life. And I truely believe that everyone is special and beautiful in there own way. So to all you young woman out there,dont look in those stupid ass magazines.That try to make you think that you need to look perfect in order to get a man, and enjoy life. Its all bullshit,believe me looks doesn't make life grand,its the person inside that counts. I always say its not about how people look, its how a person feels. Dame if I could count all the times where men treated me like shit,and made me feel ugly and unimportant,it would be way too much for me too remember. So to all my ladies out there say this wit me k,I DONT DO WHAT IM TOLD,I BREAK THE RULES,I SPEAK MY MIND.IM STRONG AND INDEPENDANT,IM EVERYTHING THAT A WOMAN SHOULD BE! Thankx a bunch to the people who actually came to my page and read what i had to say,it means so much too me!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jennessa
Birthday: October,23,1985
Birthplace: T.O,DAMN RIGHT!
Current Location: Shitty St.Kitts,cant wait till Im outta here!
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Canadian Indian,French & Swedish
The Shoes You Wore Today: My red Baby Phat running shoes,I love em!
Your Weakness: Being Insecure & Gullible
Your Fears: Most definately bein successful or not bein successful.
Your Perfect Pizza: Mediterian,mmmmmm its so good!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To be on top of my game wit my music!Make it,and prove to myself I can do this!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: I need a shower to wake my azz up!
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes,smile & ab's.
Your Bedtime: Wheneva I feel like it,but the earlier the better.
Your Most Missed Memory: The good Ol Front 54 Days!I miss em so much!
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi but my fav drink is water(seriously),lol.
MacDonalds or Burger King: MMM thats hard, but id have to say MacDonalds.
Single or Group Dates: Id rather single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Ummm can I say both, screw it I will anyway(both).
Cappuccino or Coffee: Eww neither!I hate caffine its the devil,lol.
Do you Smoke: Hell no!!!!!Gross!
Do you Swear: Hell yes!LOL A bit too much actually I gotta do something about that,lol.
Do you Sing: You better believe it!
Do you Shower Daily: Ummm yes of course!
Have you Been in Love: Yep Only once,and Im with him now!
Do you want to go to College: Most def, for bein a undercover narcotics officer.
Do you want to get Married: Oh yes,and we are!(2007)
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Hell ya, I hate it!
Do you think you are Attractive: Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
Are you a Health Freak: Omg yes way too much!
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, they make me fall asleep faster
Do you play an Instrument: Naw, I did play the flute but that didnt work out,lol!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope,tryin to keep my mind in complete focus
In the past month have you Smoked: No!!!!!!Neva have neva will!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: What are you kidding,Hell no!Neva have neva will!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Wit my boo!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nope,money is tight, now is the time too stay on the grind!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope ,aww I want some now though,lol.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Gross!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope, soon though!
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Naw, But I cant wait to go next time!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Screw that!!!!!!!!
Ever been Drunk: OH YES!LOL
Ever been called a Tease: Ya, I dont know why though,lol.
Ever been Beaten up: Id like to see someone try it!
Ever Shoplifted: Hell no!!!!!
How do you want to Die: In my sleep,peaceful
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A singer!!!!!I want to make my music and share it with the world!
What country would you most like to Visit: Eygpt
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Brown/Black
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: 5'4
Weight: medium
Best Clothing Style: How my boo dresses!He sexy no matter what,lol!
Number of Drugs I have taken: Ewww none!ZERO
Number of CDs I own: Too many!
Number of Piercings: None,gettin belly button done soon!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: No regrets,cause Ive learned from all my mistakes!Goin through all that made me stronger!
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My Interests

Singing, Working Out,Bein In The Studio,Im very opinionative and as I always say I VOICE MY OPINION DONT LIKE IT BOUNCE!I like to study how ppl think and there veiws,like intense conversations even if they end up in an arguement .Figuring out there body language, its real interesting hearing what ppl say and think. Reading anything having to do with Poetry or Dreams,Dancing(hip hop),Writing songs, listening to all kinds of music(R&B, SOCA,REGGAE,URBAN,SPANISH REGGAE,SPANISH music,POP,) and even stuff all the way back to the 50's,60's,70's and 80's. I love all the old music its where music came from.A true musican has love for all music! I want to go to college for being an undercover narcotics officer. And I like to shop till I drop but what woman doesn't! I'm really into fashion and I love different kinds clothes.Bein wit Family, Also taking care of my little neice Sky she's my world,I love her so much!

I'd like to meet:

Im not looking to meet anyone on here relationship wise.My career is the highlight of my life right now and Id like to give 150% to it!Ive met a lot of terrific ppl on myspace, one simple comment about my smile that someone made(all your pics are gorgeous but the smiling one shows your warmth.To that person thank you for seeing me!Its comments, ppl reading my profile and taking a good look beyond,that make me feel that the spot that was empty, got filled in! Physical features are unimportant, because its the inside that really tells me about a person, the outside is just a shell( a pretty shell mind you but still a shell).I love to meet all kinds of ppl, ppl who are sincere,honest,trustworthy, which are traits that are truly hard to come by these days.You need to find out where ppl are coming from good or bad,to be able to strengthen ones own convictions.Now the msn thing it is nice to chat to ppl, but lately I havent had the time. So I keep my msn on but just for business,family,close friends,or ppl that are local. Now Ill admit once in a while something in someone will catch my eye and we will have a connection and then I would add you. If theres nothing in commen and your just adding me cause you said Im hot , thats kinda pathetic.But if I do add you & you piss me off dont think that I wont block you just like myspace.I wish I could meet Jewl,Gia,Selena,Janis Joplin,2Pac,Eminem,Madonna,Janet Jackson,Billie Holiday, Marilyn Monroe,Nat King Cole,Ray Charles,Courtney Love,Cindy lauper, and the list goes on!So I think thats pretty much it,its a big world and Im happy that we all can interact this way!

Music:

I love all types of music,Im very versitile a true musician has love for all music no matter what it is!Billie Holiday,Etta James,Nat King Cole,Ray Charles,Marilyn Monroe,Janis Joplin,Sam Cook,Smokey Robinson,Sandy Posey,Led Zepplin,Supertramp,Pink Floyd,The Beatles,Billy Idol,Bob Dylan,Steve Perry,Rolling Stones,Bon Jovi,Prince,Shirly Temple,Judy Garland,Irene Cara,The Bee Gee's,Elliot Smith,Wanted Dead Or Alive,The Go Go's,Madonna,Janet Jackson,Sheryl Crow,Sarah Mclachlan,Cindy Lauper,Pat Benatar,Jewl,Jann Arden,Elvis Presly,Toni Braxton,Lisa Loeb,U2,Chris Issac,Aerosmith,Kiss,Duran Duran,Cher,Rancid,The Smashing Pumpkins, The Sundays,The Cranberries,Bush,The Cure,Billy Idol,The Four Tenors,Natalie Imbrugla,Flaming Lips,Andrea Boucelli,The Righteous Brothers,Selena,Louis Armstrong,Enya,Coldplay,Dallas Green,Mazzy Star,Nine Inch Nails,Celine Dion,Whitney Huston,Bobby Brown,Boyz 2 Men,Cheroke,J.Lo,Ashlee Simpson,James Blunt,Jessica Simpson,Christina Milian,Beyonce, Shakira,Destiny'sChild,The Donna's,Avril Lavigne,Gwen Sefani,No Doubt,Staind,Red Hot Chilli Peppers,Counting Crows,Aimee Mann,Billy Talent,Sum 41,Courtney Love,Hole,The Flys,Britney Spears,Mariah Carey,Tamia,Sinead O'conner,Kelly Clarkson,Linken Park,Blink 182,Bob Marely,Alisha Keys,Pink,Lauren Hill,The Fugee's,Roxette,Sade,Eminem,Snoop Dogg,Camron,Whole Dipset Crew,Pharrel,Ja Rule,DMX,The Game,2 Pac,Biggie,Digital Underground,Jagged Edge,R.Kelly,Moby,Salt N'Pepper,TLC,Simple Plan,Shinedown,The Verve,Wu Tang,Mario,Puff Daddy,Faith Evans,Necro,Femapco,Kool Keith,Big Punn,Fat Joe,Mike Jones,Pitbull, Daddy Yankee,T.I,Chingy,50 Cent,G-unit Crew,D 12, Game,Mims,Mase,Obie Trice,Ludacris,Missy Elliot,Nas,All underground hip hop theres nothing else like it!

Movies:

My favourite types of movies are, independant films, Gummo, Basketball Diaries, Dead Presidents, Saved,Love That Boy, Thirteen, Kids, Bully,Virgin Suicides, Blow,GoldiRocks, GIA,The Diary Of Evelyn Lau,What's Eating Gilbert Grape,Dazed and Confused,Girl Interupted,Pump Up The Volume,Fast Times At Rigmount High, Mall Rats,Evita,Edward Scissorhands,The People Verses Larry Flynt, Hurt, Pumpkin, Monster and Reqreuim for a dream. Good Will Hunting, A Beautiful Mind, Romeo & Juliet, Traffic, Meet Joe Black, Boys Dont Cry,White Oleander,Vanilla Sky,Almost Famous,Paid In Full,Juice,Boyz In The Hood,Antwone Fisher,I am Sam and The Wedding Singer. I love all the classical flicks like Gonnies, The Lost Boys, Stand By Me, Some Like it Hot, The Shinning,IT,Legend, Beetle Juice, Dirty Dancing, Footloose, Greese, Purple Rain, Threesome,Reality Bites,American Graffiti, Mask,The Five Heartbeats, Fame, Silver Bullet,Point Break,Cocktail,The Outsiders, Sleep Walkers, Pretty Woman, Pretty In Pink, Sixteen Candles, and The Breakfast Club. My favourite movie is Crazy Beautiful, I fell in love with it the first time that I watched it! I love Jerry Maguire, Waiting to Exhale, Selena, 2 Pac Ressurection, 8 Mile and Madonna's Truth Or Dare. And yes even all the tenny bopper flicks,Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion,Cruel Intentions,Fear,O, Clueless and She's All That. I love Horror Flicks as well, all the sequels to Scream,Disturbing Behaviour, Halloween, and Children of the Corn.The Note Book, Closer,House of Wax,The Girl Nextdoor,Wicker Park,Shall we Dance,Enough, Crash,Into The Blue,A lot Like Love,Wedding Crashers, In her Shoes and there's so many more!

Television:

I really dont watch t.v too much,I get bored with it way too easily!But a few of my fav shows are Dawsons Creek,Buffy The Vampire Slayer,America's Top Model,Growing Up Gotti and most def 90210!

Books:

Stephan King books rock! The Outsiders, Little Woman,A Moment In Time(The National Library Of Poetry) & The Dream Dictionary.

Heroes:

My Mom of course, she is the strongest person that Ive ever known! She's taught me how to survive when you aint got shit, and to never give up. Even as much as I privately wanted things to be easy, it was always best to learn the struggle, its made me the person that I am today. My inspiration is Jewl,I think thats she's absolutely amazing!Madonna cause she breaks the rules and thats my kind of girl! Gia her story touched my life so much man, gave me a really big reality check!Shes one of the most amazing ppl ever to walk this earth!Others are 2Pac & Eminem.

My Blog

Check out my latest song BEFORE U AFTER U!

Hey everyone!!!!!I just wanted to let you all know that my latest song is up on my myspace page,BEFORE U AFTER U!Feel free to listen and let me know what u think!Thankx and Much love & Respect Jen...
Posted by Jennessa on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 01:45:00 PST

THIS IS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!

Hey whats poppin everyone!Firstly I want to apologize for bein so late in replyin to all of you!Ive bin very busy and my mail box is jammed wit emails! I will be gettin back to all of you I promise!!!...
Posted by Jennessa on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 05:29:00 PST

PERFORMING AT DAILY PLANET (Sept 29th)!!!!!!!!

Wow whats poppin everyone!Firstly I apologize for not getting back to all of you! Things have been pretty hectic, I was in Atlanta recording. Thank you to the people who understand, it means a lot to ...
Posted by Jennessa on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 03:57:00 PST

Check out my latest single why(snippet)!

Whats poppin everyone!!!Its finally time my single will be released on the 13th of June!If you dont have my other myspace site make sure you add me, and peep out the snippet I have of Why my single,ju...
Posted by Jennessa on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 05:14:00 PST

This message is for the St.Catharines local's

Hey whats up my St.Kitts ppl's!Just wanted to let ya'll know that  I was in the St.Catharines Standard News Paper today,I made it on the front page!Make sure if you didnt pick up a copy that...
Posted by Jennessa on Fri, 12 May 2006 06:51:00 PST

I GOT VOTED THE HOTTEST CANADIAN!!!!!!!

Hey whats poppin ya'll.I know its been a while since you've heard from me!I just thought Id write ya and let you know whats new with me. I just recently got voted THE HOTTEST CANADIAN!The post was put...
Posted by Jennessa on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 03:20:00 PST

ITS BEEN A WHILE!

K so I know its been so long since Ive written any of you!But Ive been so busy its not even funny!I really do apologize for me not gettin back to a lot of you, because it really means a lot to me that...
Posted by Jennessa on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 12:49:00 PST

Finally Started Working On my Second Single!

Hey you guys? Whats new and exciting? I finally just got my new beat from my producer and let me tell you its off the CHAIN!I cant wait till I get it done and polished. Its been a while I just wanted ...
Posted by Jennessa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

New Poem(9 BY 9)Tell me what you think

My reality is dead,My dreams are alive,Im always complaining,of the fears I have inside.I walk this earth,like a zombie,not knowing why,I feel like my life just ended,Even though my heart beats all th...
Posted by Jennessa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST