What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥

About Me

Layout by CoolChaser Somehow, I don't know how, you managed to stumble upon my profile. Out of all the people on this planet, you landed yourself here. Either you can leave with the generic "eh, her boobs are too small" attitude, or hear what i have to say.
I am a student at Universal Technical Institute - Sacramento, and judging from the opinions of my classmates, I seem to be doing very well. I'm not the cream-of-the-crop when it comes to brains, but I'm not an idiot (and proud of it).I used to work at a Round Table Pizza back in my hometown of Grass Valley, but now I live in an apartment with one of my best buddies. Her name is Kay, and she is one of my sisters. ^_^
I do music videos on YouTube. If you wanna watch any of them, here are the links:
Be Still And Breathe - Ivoryline
Session - Linkin Park
Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
I Turn To You - Christina Augilara
Ebla - E.S. Posthumus
A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds To Mars
O Magnum Mysterium - Morten Lauridsen
I am very shy in nature, half of the time I don't pay attention to what's going on around me, but don't get me wrong, if I'm ignoring you or someone else, it's not because I don't think "you're worthy" or any form of that crap. I simply have moved into one of my bipolar anxiety attacks that seem to be happening more frequently as days pass.But once you get past the shroud in which I hide, I am friendly, witty (at times), and very intuitive as well as caring.I am Amy.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I used to have a list of celebrities up here with little pictures of them next to their names. I still wanna meet those people. People like:
Angelina Jolie
Kiefer Sutherland
Patrick Stewart
Leonard Nimmoy
William Shatner....
But I also wanna meet regular people. People who just have great stories to tell. If you have a certain level of depth, I'm pretty sure I would enjoy sitting down for a cup of coffee with you.

Music:

When it comes to music, don't ask me what I'm into. I am what they call eclectic. I love all styles of music, cept for that poppy-teen girly band music. Also, most rap I find unappealing. But if you tell me to look up a band, I'll do it and give them the time of day. I don't leave any avenues unexplored.

Movies:

Here's The List Eh?:

...yeah. Trust me. That's even just the tip of the iceberg.

Television:

With the occasional good show like ATHF, Futurama, and Family Guy set aside, the three shows that I obsess about are:

Star Trek: The Original Series

Star Trek: The Next Generation

And

24

I am a trekkie. Like a hardcore trekkie. And when it comes to 24, on Monday nights, I have a little get together when thereâ€™s a running season and every Monday, my fellow 24 fans and I get together and obsess for an hour over how awesome Jack Bauer truly is. Why else would I be the moderator of The Kiefer Kult

Books:

While reading for pleasure hasn't occurred all that often these past 4 years, I have read a few Chirstopher Moore novels like A Dirty Job and You Suck!, and they were both an easy as well as an enjoyable read. So I do like Christopher Moores's writing. Anything by him or even a satire always gets me in a pleasant mood.

Heroes:

Anyone could be my hero. For example Brian Kelly is my hero. So is Patrick Stewart. Colin and Doug are my heroes too. Anyone can be. Just be yourself, stand up for what you believe in, and be and respectful to others. Then you'll be a hero of mine. ^_^

My Blog

Rated R

I ALREADY SAID THIS IN MY BULLETIN POST, BUT JUST IN CASE YOU MISSED IT: DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ STUFF ABOUT SEX THAT CAN BE RATHER GRAPHIC. I'D SAY THAT THIS BLOG SHOULD ONLY BE RE...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Fri, 30 May 2008 03:30:00 PST

If I’m Eurydice (as I was once called), when stress bites, and hell awaits, who is my Orpheus?

ÿUpon speaking with one of my fellow students today, I came to a self-realization: I am emoting joy, sadness, fear, and intense passion at an unpredictable and unstable rate. The wear and tear I'm inf...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Sat, 24 May 2008 02:21:00 PST

Ok. So. Ok.

Still unemployed. *GROAN!*But today was infinitely better. I have a test coming up so I don't have a lot of time to write aboot it. But I did get to help take apart an engine block today....yeah it of...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Thu, 15 May 2008 08:39:00 PST

The Depression? Again? Really?

I'm not going to write a lot in this blog, mostly because I don't feel up to it.All I can say is that my depression (however small it may appear now) is getting worse. Being unemployed is flat out sca...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Tue, 13 May 2008 05:01:00 PST

Update.

Well. Here we go. So much to cover, most of it I'll probably forget half way through. I'm going to try and give everyone who cares an update on what has been going on in my life since I went MIA in Gr...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Sun, 11 May 2008 04:20:00 PST

Sigh

ÿ So much has happened and is happening before my eyes that unless I focus really hard on thedifferent problems and situations placed in front of me, my world spins, quite literally actually. I was so...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:53:00 PST

BK: Part IX

So today is the 4th day out of a 6 day work week for me. I’ve been kinda distracted lately at work and I feel terrible about it. I just want to be the best I can be there...for however long I re...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 01:19:00 PST

Changes.

There are some things that happen to you that can change your life in irreparable ways. Last night might have been a night in which that happened. Let me break it down for you.I got home from work at ...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 01:12:00 PST

Highway.

This isn't exactly a real time update, but I figure I would go ahead and blog for a bit. It's been a little while, so I might as well eh?I'm gonna start with how unbelievably frustrated I am with my j...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 01:05:00 PST

I’m trying my very hardest

This blog should be read by anyone who has been around me for the past couple days. It's going to explain a lot I hope. Some of you might be concerned for me, some of you probably don't give a damn. B...
Posted by What The Inside Knows Is Real ♥♥ on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 01:18:00 PST