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Cold Cash Colder Hearts

From this day on, we will fall from grace, because the end begins tomorrow.....

About Me

"Thoughts are the shadows of feeling, always darker, emptier, and simpler. I don't care if they're fake or real. I just thank them for showing up at all. I have black periods. Who does not? But they do not amaze, they are not a part of illness, but a part of my being. What am I saying? I have the courage to have them." Alkaline Trio
I love: my friends and family (i know that im blessed with these wonderful people and those true and loyal ones know who they are…thanks for being there and thanks for letting me be there for you)
the summer and the sun
thinking about things people usually don't think about that often
music
shows
touring
after-show-partys
long skype conversations with Patrice (and the great smileys :P)
books
coffee
smokes
sleep
drinks
walking through the streets after a long night
my mp3-player
hanging on the phone
my job
I believe in my ideals and fight for them - even though this world tries its best to destroy them.
In general: sarcasm, idealism, chaotism, honesty, complications, weirdness, confusion, ambivalence, doing the opposite of what one should do, ... stuff like that ;)
Dislikes: People who don’t stand up for what they want and think, dishonesty and insincerity (worst thing ever, even more if its noticed and then denied), cowardice, ignorance, indifference (I really wish I sometimes had that though), unreliability, infidelity, racism – to make it short – fuck off…

My Interests

.. music, my wonderful, amazing friends and family, travelling, literature, philosophy, theatre, animal rights, psychology, communication, cultural studies, buddhism, people in general, school of life.......

Dislikes: insincerity, intolerance, disrespect, dishonesty, superficiality, (pretended) stupidity, cowardice. Guess there is much more to list... though well - why adding my dislikes, they're not worth mentioning them... and those people usually don't care at all - so FRUCK OF anyway...

I'd like to meet:

Interesting, honest and somehow crazy people, who love music, books, philosophy and travelling. People who can relate to ideals and passion.

Music:

….
...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead
A Day To Remember
A Wilhelm Scream
Air
Alexisonfire
Alkaline Trio
American Football
Atreyu
Band of Horses
Bayside
Black Rust
Boy Sets Fire
Brandtson
By A Thread
Carissa's Weird
Chamberlain
Circa Survive
City and Colour
Cursive
Death Cab For Cutie
Days Away
Days In Grief
Emery
Engine Down
Envy
Escapado
Explosions In The Sky
Fugazi
Funeral For A Friend
Hot Water Music
Interpol
Jawbox
Jets To Brazil
Jimmy Eat World
Joschua
Last Days of April
Logh
Mineral
Muff Potter
One Amazin’ Kid
Placebo
Protest The Hero
Rise Against
Rocky Votolato
Samiam
Saosin
Sensefield
Sophia
Standstill
Strike Anywhere
The Appleseed Cast
The Bled
The Casting Out
The Get up Kids
The Jealous Sound
The Juliana Theory
The (International) Noise Conspiracy
The New Amsterdams
The Weakerthans
This Is Hell
This Will Destroy You
Thrice
Thursday
Turbostaat
Tomte
Tribute To Nothing
Underoath
…

Movies:

... Amelie, Harry und Sally, Happenstance, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, Keine Lieder über Liebe, High Fidelity, Das weisse Rauschen, Memento, Almost Famous, American Beauty, Love Actually, Absolute Giganten, Der Club der toten Dichter....

Television:

.. documentaries in general, grey's anatomie, sex and the city, desperate housewifes, ...

Books:

.. Everything by Erich Fromm, Franz Kafka, Hermann Hesse, Paulo Coelho, Albert Camus and Jean Paul Sartre, The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying by Sogyal Rinpoche ...but so much more to be listed...

Heroes:

.. my friends and family since they are simply wonderful the way they are (I actually think there is no suitable word to describe how awesome they are)!

My Blog

soundtrack of these days

"You'll get it right sometime. You will." I tell myself that everyday. "You don't need to latch on to anything. You'll just end up back here In your little limbo scene." It's repetitious and exhausti...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 07:29:00 PST

two girls know whom for ....

love you girls ...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:32:00 PST

Impressionen 2006

2006  22 Gleise Später  oder Es wird viel passieren&" Dieses Jahr war mal wieder eines der Jahre, in denen ich mich teilweise wie in einem Film gefühlt habe. Man sitzt da so im Kino und denkt...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 04:23:00 PST

The year 2007

1. Will you be looking for a new job?mmh - no - i don't think so. 2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?well - I guess "looking for a new relationship" never works out - so: no. 3. New house?...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 07:23:00 PST

soundtrack of love in life

.... THE one and only for me - personally are the songs of the wonderful THE JULIANA THEORY...well - "theory" is sort of an understatement, since those guys really really know, what they are talking a...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 02:31:00 PST

An meine lieben Freundinnen

 Lasst uns die Geschichten doch mal aus verschiedenen Perspektiven sehen... Ihr wisst ja - das hilft oft ;) *ggg* Hier der Beweis der Theorie bezogen auf unser Lieblingsthema (wobei: das halten w...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 10:21:00 PST

who can't relate - on days like these??

Jawbreaker - Accident Prone What's the furthest place from here?It hasn't been my day for a couple years.What's a couple more?And if I go, don't forget the one good thing I almost did.I learned you...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 12:37:00 PST

dedicated to the most wonderful band in the world

My Life In The Knife Trade - Boysetsfire how many times have i noticed that our eyes hardely ever meet from your judgment seat i can feel the anger for my very be...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 11:34:00 PST

what the f...? how stupid people make money...and how stupid people seem to go for it!

alright girls and boys - I finally found THE song :) so - i am really impressed how awesome songs made it into our charts... Rihanna is my NEW star - and her song "unfaithful" is really very very spec...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 12:28:00 PST

mmmh?! - kinda speechless

"women might be able to fake orgasms, but men can fake whole relationships"-jimmy shubert     ? not too sure what i should think about that.... ?!...
Posted by Cold Cash Colder Hearts on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 07:08:00 PST