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as of now.

go love myself. where i am is not where i am going to be

About Me


ya know. i do occasionally enjoy being obnoxious. i laugh when people slip and fall. and especially if that persons me. and i also have a strange and maybe even awkward sense of humor. that being said, if you dont have the same sense of humor chances are we arent gonna be friends :)
i like rocking out in my car like no one can see me. though i know they can definately hear me... some people might think im part def, id just like to think of it as enjoying the music while offering it to the traffic around me.
i drink COFFEE...and beer. its the caffiene/alcohol diet, i highly suggest it.
my eyes are blue. and some times green. and occasionally black.
if i smile at you, please dont take it personally.
i like to long board the coastal trails. the hard part is finding someone cool enough to bring with me. i mostly just bring myself, shes cool.
sometimes i ask random people random questions. like, would you like a flower? youd be suprised how many people say no. heh but the ones who say yes are the ones i helped cheer up, so i feel ive served my good deed for the day.
you'll most likely spot my car at leroys, im either people watching or reading...sometimes even coloring. yeah, im important like that.
i can be incredibly difficult at times. and if i wasnt id bore you. and by you i mean myself.im not really looking for a soul mate. kuz if that shits true ive already found one and theyre gone. so. on to the next step of the rest of my life.i think people that dont smile in public are people that dont smile when they sleep. and i think people that dont give you a sincere thank you for holding the door for them are people that deserve to hit their face on sliding doors. and if i was the controller of those doors id make sure itd happen.i bought one of those big balls from walmart yesterday. and Yes i bounced it around the store.if i could be a bird for a day id make friends with a cat. and not just to prove the world is too judgemental.
if youre beautiful i hope that you can admit it. instead of brag about it.i think that being youthful is a whole fuck of alot different than being childish. and i really hope someone else gets that.

My Interests

this is where i wanna be

my stars

I'd like to meet:

someone honestly real.

Music:



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Movies:



Television:

*Americas Next Top Model *Australias Next Top Model *The Soup *Maximum Exposure *Holy Sh*t *Jackass *The Best Week Ever *Famiy Guy *Southpark *Premium Blend *Today *Squidbillies *Robot Chicken

Heroes:


My Blog

bump the bass up

NO im never gonna come back down... !
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 01:45:00 PST

hey... You.

i miss Love
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 12:15:00 PST

bless, my inspiration

WHOA so i was looking for inspiration..i think i found her   www.myspace.com/blessandherkeyboard   im more impressed with this girl than i am with any other person on myspace. i think ive f...
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 10:37:00 PST

lifes ruleless

So, randomness aside why dont we write in the lines?...
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 05:42:00 PST

Never.

last night- a step away from the edge this morning- i have never seen such a beautiful day
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 04:10:00 PST

Sun Dims with His Smile

"Sun Dims with His Smile" Came out of the sky, the one of my dreamsAnd you said everything I needed to hear then youPicked me up, cupped me right in your hands so tightI could barely see the light com...
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:47:00 PST

17.

i love people.   and. its my fault.
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 04:19:00 PST

i did it.. for Me.

were our mistakes even mistakes at all if everything happens for a reason there are only actions we like and actions we dont but they all happen...because they needed to   ive never been more al...
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:05:00 PST

the kay time equation

a minute with someone else feels like a minute passed by but  minute by your self feels like an eternity
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 05:59:00 PST

thank you

i love my anger. its one of my only motivators. i love my real friends. theyre some of my only motivators. and even my fake friends... inspire me to be better than them. so i love my hate and i ha...
Posted by Realize Real Eyes on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 12:28:00 PST