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SHESUPSIDEDOWN

Dont panic.

About Me

Sometimes the air hisses,
electricity and water both run
but
can’t come to terms with one another’s passions
and
for all their efforts
each date ends in misfortune.
Just ask that man
who was drinking in the bathtub,
little portable t.v.
little Sunday ballgame,
it started out as a
little argument:
water talking about being older, more graceful
electricity going on about it’s ability to entertain
things escalate,
things should always escalate, try harder
get a little
out of hand.
He was reaching for another beer
when electricity, (being younger)
in need of proving something,
took the first swing
a violent wild punch,
an epileptic bull of a punch.
and water, not to be outdone
moved swiftly left and right.
Tangling around one another
like mating snakes;
the furious embrace
of fanged lovers
the violence it takes
to make something,
intelligent design
is a pair of brass knuckles.
And while electricity and water may never succumb
to understanding,
death is an agreement
violent or not
death says yes,
makes plans,
death is a reliable
motherfucker.
Adrian Painter


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My Interests

THINGS I LIKE: ART,making jewelry,BUILDING GIANT INSTALLATIONS,ALTARS,photography,TRAVELING,Europe,ROTTING DEAD THINGS, religious paraphernalia, THE VIRGIN MARY, the coffehouse with the big comfy leather sofas and amazing books where Adrian read and I fell asleep...,big empty warehouses, VIOLINS,decaying houses, BONES,the fact you can hear the trains anywhere it seems here in portland, ANYTHING YOU MAKE ME,beautiful music,YOGA and more YOGA,thigh high socks,BALLET,mango and sticky rice,THE "GHETTOS" IN BALTIMORE,dancing and not the usual kind,dead stuff,BIG EYES,anyone who can play the violin,FINDING TREASURES ON THE STREET,BONES,sleeping in when it rains,people who create,people who dont know they are cool,the ocean,HOT SUMMERS,intelligent conversation,my dog,MY CRAZY SMART KID, working less/making more,and drinking tea on sunny days and thinking about how good I have it...THINGS I DONT LIKE: when things end abruptly, LAZINESS, realizing things after the fact, PEOPLE WHO ARENT HONEST, people who are conceited, people who are manipulative, MATERIALISM...

I'd like to meet:

The Virgin Mary, Martin Luther King....I will meet them both eventually.

Music:

right now? godspeed you black emperor,a silver mt zion,rex,sigur ros,the dirty three,cutthroats 9,unsane,converge,black heart procession,kristofer astrom,whitestripes,radiohead,red house painters, the decemberists, Muddy Waters, Nina Simone, Neutral Milk Hotel, Tom Waits....and much more. I have eclectic tastes. Anything generally NOT played on the radio...and NOT britpop.

Movies:

I like movies that quietly explore relationships, human conditions, or an environment. The word being quiet...Hollywood usually cannot accomplish this.

Television:

whats that? i get one channel and its fuzzy...

Books:

I need to read more.

Heroes:

Ethan Cook...hes the truest person I know... My Nana.... Tania aka Roxanne who lived with passion and abandon despite it all....

My Blog

Only one sin.

I read this last night and I loved this passage....I think it is so true.So I am passing it on."Now, no matter what the mullah teaches, there is only one sin, only one. And that is theft. Every other ...
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 10:50:00 PST

Old writing about Baltimore and the death of friends...

I wrote this shortly before I left B-more....It shocked me when I read it recently...I dont remember feeling so isolated...there was so much trauma leading up to me leaving...Im glad Im gone.wont come...
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

kids are smarter than us...

quick funny story... a few weeks ago my family decides to all go out to a nice dinner... My daughter, Erika, being ever inquisitive notices the waiter is wearing this gaudy belt buckle that says AE....
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I live in a hole...

For those of you not famililar with term hole...it is basically a completely open air drug market where junkies of all sorts lierally line up as if waiting for an early bird Walmart sale and purchase ...
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

*sigh*

so I wrote this long message on how i have been feeling like a elephant with mice underfoot and people expecting promises from me and feelings being hurt and how at one point in my life I expected pro...
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Yoga

I think I am going to send myself away to a foriegn country to do nothing but eat sleep and shit yoga at least for a month but maybe I will stay after I learn to get all crazy bendy like a circus perf...
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

shopping carts...yeah!

Everything has seemed very shitty lately maybe a summer full of tragedies will do that to you and the fact that at 28 instead of having a dress in your wardrobe standard for all your friends upcoming ...
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Imagine...

yesterday youre in Miami walking a pug named Maggie who sports a stylish red leather harness and your place of residence for the weekend happens to be situated directly across from Wycleffs temporary ...
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

When you start whining....

think about this.... My neighbors son was shot once in the side of his face and twice in the neck a few nights ago....I had the duty of taking her 2 daughters to Shock Trauma....Sky is only 6 yrs old...
Posted by SHESUPSIDEDOWN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST