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≡THE Tosh Mahal≡

It's just complicated...

About Me

I ♥ my people!!! Hmmm...let's see...just recently celebrated marriage of 7 years (October 13th) to a very patient, forgiving and loving man, Sandro, whom at times drives me freakin' insane but I love him all the same, we've had our share of ups and DOWNS...and at the end of it all...we've only gotten stronger. I have two of the coolest kids EVER...Alora, 8 and Adam, 5...whom I completely live for. Can't forget my furry friends. My Gracie is no longer with us and I miss her horribly(R.I.P. 3/25/07). Then we have Kenny and Roxy (1 kitten and a dog)! I did have fish and a lizard but apparently suck at keeping those things alive :( I also have the most awesome running buddies a person could hope for!!! I am very grateful to have been able to get back in touch with lots of really great friends from back in the day as well as making some new friends that I feel close to, I hope to be able to have many wonderful memories with them, cuz they are rockin' ass people :) Let's just say I've found a new appreciation and outlook on life and that going back to my roots and having a ground to stand on has made all the difference in the world. I would say at this point in time, my life is pretty much complete! I am going through lots of changes spiritually and am guided on a regular basis by my spirits to do what is right for me. Even if I don't want to follow; I have come to realize that somewhere inside I chose to. Presently I'm not in the market for new people entering my life. I have things I am working out at the moment. Enjoy my page but please do not waste my time with stupid messages trying to hook up, it is really pointless and quite pathetic. I think most of you are losers and wouldn't touch you with someone else's cooter! Thanks.
..RoManCe
WhOrE
OWNED
Greed: Very High
Gluttony: High
Wrath: Medium
Sloth: High
Envy: Very High
Lust: Very High
Pride: High
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Strength
"Hereof is the chain and fatality of the material life." This is not an admission of irretrievable bondage...it is rather that of temporary durance---ties that bind me will not be my master forever.
Lust and Fear
Once, a wicked comfort.
Love and Faith
"That desire which is not in Nature, but by which Nature is sanctified." Repose of my entire heart unto myself or another will not come easy but I find refuge in the knowledge that it will in fact come.
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"Footprints in the Sand?~Hail Chaos"
One night I had a wondrous dream,
One set of footprints there was seen,
The footprints of Mother Chaos they were,
But mine were not along the shore.

But then some stranger prints appeared,
and I asked Her, "What have we here?
These prints are large and round and neat,
But much too big to be from feet."

"My child," She said in somber tones,
"For miles I carried you alone.
I challenged you to walk in faith,
But you refused and made me wait."

"You would not learn, you would not grow,
The walk of faith, you would not know,
So I got tired, I got fed up,
And there I dropped you on your butt.

"Because in life, there comes a time
When one must fight, and one must climb,
When one must rise and take a stand,
Or leave their butt prints in the sand."

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The other man in my life

well...not really but he's hotness!!!  I can't wait to see them in Dallas again :)  Heh, all I need to complete my life is a total Robert Flynn, Prince, and Orlando Bloom orgy!!! ha, I'm suc...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 06:17:00 PST

Is it really better to know?

I have asked myself this question for the last couple of years.  The truth is I can never come up with a fitting answer.  In this I am referencing reading the tarot.  I try not to read ...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 07:47:00 PST

A decision that hurts

Good God man, I must be in overdrive today.  I have no clue why my mind is swirling nor do I know why I feel so emotional about EVERYTHING!Anyways, I am just venting here.  It seems to be t...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 09:57:00 PST

Forgive you?

Errrr!  So I'm not going to go into details about what has brought this thought on as I find it unimportant or better said undesireable to think about.  How do you forgive a person or group...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 07:30:00 PST

The Seven Wonders Of The World

" The Great Wall of China " Petra in Jordan " Brazil's statue of Christ the Redeemer " Peru's Machu Picchu " Mexico's Chichen Itza pyramid " The Colosseum in Rome " The Tosh Mahal  I am pretty ...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 01:40:00 PST

Lower Greenville (kid's town)

K, so last night we went out to celebrate my dear friend of over 15 years,Terisa's birthday.  We hit up lower greenville and were reminded that we were entirely too old for that shit.  All t...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 12:11:00 PST

I hate to say it BUT

"I tOLd YOu sO!"  Not that I take great joy or anything in being the `I told you so canary!`  But yah, "I told you so!"  Told me what?  HUH?  I don't know what you're...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 06:09:00 PST

On life and death

My friend Bob gave me a really different way of looking at things a while back in a comment on one of my ranting blogs.  So I've decided to edit the words asshole and what not and geared his word...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Tue, 29 May 2007 09:56:00 PST

The tangled web we weave

Many masks CONSUME me,so many tasks left undone.For all that I am...I am breaking.NO.This cannot be un-spun.The Widow,and her sadness.On my knees; I beg,I plead.The Mother,eyes filled with sorrow,fail...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Tue, 29 May 2007 07:29:00 PST

Hope tagged me!

So you got tagged...  Here's how you play...once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts or habits about yourself.   At the end you choose 10 people ...
Posted by ≡THE Tosh Mahal≡ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 06:42:00 PST