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DNR™ &lt;u just gotta give me time&gt;

~i guess forever end

About Me

Sarahh. thats the name. dont you ever forget it. I am a senior at the ACJVS for HEALTH CARE TECH i am an STNA , and i work at Andover Village. i really like it. its a great experience. I'm a pretty fun person to hang around with.< Im loud, but at times i can be very quiet. But when im around my friends, quiet is the last thing that i am. I love my family to death, we are all very close. My friends and i are close to, hurt them, i hurt u.get it? got it? understand it. i am very strong an independant, but im also pretty weak. I got my heart ripped out less than 5month ago, and im still not over it. He did me so dirty, and im not ok. every single day is a struggle, somedays i dont even know if i can get up and face the day, but you will never know that, because i hide it the best way i can i try my best to act like nothing is wrong and that im doing just fine but im really torn upand im sorry, but im not gonna get over it. not right now atleast.i love him with all my heart and i always will. nothing and no one can change that. i will always be waiting for him Russ if you are reading this i love u. even if u dont love me back. always and forever..remember?If you think u can handle me, think again you cant. ill be the first to tell u that you cant handle a girl like me. so dont message me being all cocky about it,cuz ill tell u flat out. Im not looking for Drama.
Dont bring it around me.
I get enough of it in this gay-ass town,i dont need it on myspace as well. Dont say things that you dont mean. Cuz it will only kick you in the ass in the end. Only give me the truth.if ur gonna just lie to me, then get ur ass off my page! anything else? Message me.
HER FAVORiTE SONG SAYS MORE ABOUT HER THAN HER MOUTH EVER WiLL:
UnWell-MatchBox 20* ~~~~

My Interests

Talking on the phonenet hanging out w/friends school singingdancingwritinghorse back riding volleyball and taking pics

[this is monica; the right side of this girls brain!! condom balloons & magic markers mixed with ADD;; mwahaahha, sorry, was our evil showing. she is the bestest most ahh-may-zinng person in the whole wide world. & i love her this much [-----------] hahaha, so yeah, um hurt her & i will hunt yu down & beat yu wit a redwood tree. & muh good friend karli will shove a ketchup bottle up yur butt. =] we have pixie sticks & we will throw them @ yu. with this rock, we shall rule the world!!

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

I am sensitve when it comes to music, i love music with a meaning, something that touches your heart and makes you think, something that you can listen to and say "yea,,,thats me...thats how i feel", and of course i love music u can dance too!:SOME of my favorite bands/singers/rappers are: Eminem, Usher, Hinder, SilverTide, CollectiveSoul, NickelBack,&amp;nbsp; Akon, LudaCris, D12, Nirvana, NIN, RadioHead, PearlJam, Smashing Pumpkins, Led Zepplin, Metallica, Peace Of Mind(family band), Rascal Flatts, B.E.P(black-eyes-peas), Dr. Dre,Pink, AC/DC, AeroSmith, Akon, Sean Paul, Bubba Sparxx, Smitty, Genuwine, Maroon 5, 3Days Grace, GreenDay, Daniel Powter, James Blunt,Prince and a bunch of other good ppl

Movies:

Save THe Last Dance, Lion King, ANY and EVERY Disney Movie, Scary Movie 1,2,3,4, Saw 1 and 2, 40DAys And 40Nights, [ I LOVE ME SOME KREEFER! ] Stay Alive, Anything w/ Jim Carey, Will Ferrell. Failure To Launch, How TO Lose a Guy In 10Days, Rasin Helen, Why My Daughter, Stolen Innocent, 8Mile, and RENT

Television:

Degrassi, Maury, Tyra Banks, I Love New York, Flavor Of Love, Rock Of love, The Pickup Artist, Made

[There's this girl. Her name is Sarah. Wow, I really don't know how to describe her. She is absolutely amazing in every single way. Our times together are unbelievable. Hurt her, mistreat her, mess with her... and I will come after your ass with a ketchup bottle [up the ass!] KREEFER! Love you Sarah :D - Karli Cash 6/18/09 ]

Books:

Heartland, Gossip girl, The Perks of Being a WallFlower-AMAZING books!!!!
MY IDOL=WALTER LAFTY-SILVERTIDE

Heroes:

My Number One Hero-R.I.P. Chumbley I Love You-Aug.15,2007 Cumbley was layed to rest on August 15,2007. He was one of the sweetest, charming, funniest animals you would ever come across.He had a mind of his own. and he was very loving. When you were sick, he was right there by your side, trying to make u feel better, when you were sad, he was your own personally teddy bear, who would dry your eyes w/ kisses and smiles. when you come home after having a bad day, you can help buy smile because he was right there to try his hardest to brighten your day. He was 1 in a million. and he will be missed greatly. by me, and everyone else.
WHEN YOUR GONE-AVRiL LAViGNE & LiTTLE WONDERS-ROB THOMAS
Mommy:
My mom is a big part of my life. She is always there for me when i need her, and she is very encouraging. She always wants me to do my best and she will do what ever she can to help me get where i need to go.
DAUGHTERS-JOHN MAYER
MONICA:
you are my sister for life! you save my ass a billion times a day! idk where id be w/o you. I have never had someone so close to me. We are like eachothers 2nd half. We can tell eachothers mood w/o having to say anything. You could tell how i feel about someone, in FULL detail just by the look on my face.i mean, we can tell when we have to PEE! now that is love right there!!! haha loveu so much girl!
GiRL FiGHT-BROOKE VALENTiNE
BOB:
You and i have been friends forever. i am so lucky to have you in my life. we are a lot of like, and im happy for that. You understand me in ways not a lot of people do I know times are hard sometimes, but i am here for you and i love u, and i know u are here for me. You are very special to me. i love u!
BUY YOU A DRiNK-T-PAiN
DARREN
You are the best. you are always there to keep my head on straight. ifeel very safe with you. i know that you wont let anything happen to me. you and i are like bro and sis, and im so glad that i got you in my life. you gave me some great advice and you kept me outta trouble and u dont let ANYONE mess w/ ur lil sis! you know how i feel just by the look on my face, you know when im cool and i when i wanna get out of a situation. i love u so much bro! thank u so much.
SAY MY NAME-DESTiNYS CHiLD-haha u know what i mean
ALAN:
well what can i say, we havent known eachother very long, but we bonded instatly. You hae my back no matter what. i know for a fact you would never let ANYTHING happen to me.You keep my head on straight and you catch me when i fall. and you understand....more than anyone. and i thank u for that.
POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME-DEF LAPPARD
MY GIRLS Becky
Brooke
Debbie
Karli
AShley
Heathur
Nicole
Sarah
Kayleigh
Jessie
Amanda
Brittany
Brittany S
Karra
idk where id be w/o u guys. i loveu all!!!!
DEViLS DAUGHTER-SiLVERTiDE
MY BOYS Andy
Tony
Zacksquatch
Billy
Dave
Cody
Josh
Greg
Scottie aka Fluffy
Frank
Tim i love u guys so much. you guys keep me safe. you all have a very special spot in my heart!
CROSSROADS-BONE THUGS
MY COUSINS Steve
Jess
Lou
Jon
Tom
Ian
Im lucky to have a bunch of cousins like you! no one can top you guys!!! i love u guys so much! thanks for being there for me.
THE REAL SLiM SHADY-EMiNEM

My Blog

*sigh* the second i think im alright...

so....ive been doing a lil bit better. Lately ive been kinda down and out. Ive been thinking about Russ....a lot. A LOT. I've been having those nightmares again....making it a little harder for me to ...
Posted by DNR™ [[u just gotta give me time]] on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 06:20:00 PST

I need some help! (SilverTide song lyrics! help!)

ok so i found this AMAZING song by SilverTide...and it makes me think of me and Russ..not all of it..but a good deal of it..and i want the lyrics..and i CANT FIND THEM ANYWHERE! i looked everywhere!!!...
Posted by DNR™ [[u just gotta give me time]] on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 06:35:00 PST

i wnat everyone to read this blog

Yes. the rumors are true. it is over. Im not going to tell u why. and im not going to tell u how. it just is. Im praying to God that its not the last of us. but...only time will tell i guess. No. he i...
Posted by DNR™ [[u just gotta give me time]] on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 12:43:00 PST

i wnat everyone to read this blog

Yes. the rumors are true. it is over. Im not going to tell u why. and im not going to tell u how. it just is. Im praying to God that its not the last of us. but...only time will tell i guess. No. he i...
Posted by DNR™ [[u just gotta give me time]] on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 12:43:00 PST

Her tears fall...

Her Tears Fall   She stares outthe window, Thinking of the last thing he said, seeing his face, seeing the pain, wondering when it will be ok, but it wont, and her tears fall. She looks down at h...
Posted by DNR™ [[u just gotta give me time]] on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 02:25:00 PST

DragonFly...

Pack your bags lets be on our way Shut your mouth I don't wanna her the words you have to say four more days of driving everything'll be alright East coast to the west coast tryinn to find the host wi...
Posted by DNR™ [[u just gotta give me time]] on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 08:20:00 PST

My Xmas Blog...

So, its the day b4  Xmas eve, and i gotta be honest, i am not in the Xmas spirit at all...i can't really understand why..i dont know if its b/c Chummy is gone ((RIP baby)) or b/c i havent seen my...
Posted by DNR™ [[u just gotta give me time]] on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 05:52:00 PST

GREY CAME BACK!!!!!

for those of u who knew about lil Grey missing...he came back last nite...we all thought he was gone! but he came back :D its one of the best X-mas presents ever!!..well EARLY x-mas presents!!! it was...
Posted by DNR™ [[u just gotta give me time]] on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 09:33:00 PST