im not a perfect person but sometimes i get close im nice & funny & i s m i l e alot! im random .no one compares to my frenndss. they r the bestest! i cry when i should laugh♥ i hate not getting my way. [but im not a brat.] i worry alot. i get jealous but u'll never kno when. i hate when ppl blow things outta porportion. i dont like using big words. i make a short story the longest one u'll ever hear :D i get sidetracked easily. &most of the time i dont even kno what im talking about. but im fun-lovin & i dont care what other ppl say. if u dont like me..oh well. i lovee the colors green pink orange & black. i♥nature and fairies.[yess they're real] im horrified by the Boogeyman & [i cant sleep if the closet door is open.] =[ ilovetalkingonthephone.i sing/dance.i live for food.i eat all the time. im a pretty good penpal i love writing. poems stories anything. &; the notebook is my favorite movie. i cry every time =<[br />
the one thing that i hate most is saying
goodbye. it's never been easy for me.
i mean, how do you approach the concept
of goodbye? they are all different. some are
for a day, others are for a month, and then
there are the goodbyes that mean forever.
& forever is so hard to comrehend. i mean, it's
like, "hey, i'm never going to see you again,
goodbye." it doesn't feel complete. but i think
that's what goodbyes are. they're incomplete and
you honestly have no idea how long it's going
to last. it's just another part of life.
I have a beautiful daughter Zoey, who is turning 9 months on the 25th. Her Daddy is a great man. I'm hoping to start college next fall. I'm not sure where or what for, most likely something medical. I would like to be a Cardiovascular Sonogrpher but I'm thinking I might like to be something else, I just don't know yet. In the mean time, I'm just filling out scholarships and such. Hit me up, I'm starting to get on more often.
She's only seventeen years old. She's not perfect, never has
been, never will be. She's emotional and she doesn't think
about things before she says them. She'll say some things
that will make you want to strangle her. She'll probably hurt
you and make more mistakes than you can imagine. She
doesn't mean to, but she probably will. However, she'll
apologize. She's still learning about everything, even if she
thinks she already knows it. She's been hurt. Sometimes she
feels so alone she can't stand it. Other times she's so happy
she can't believe it. She's just trying to figure out this twisted
time in her life when everything gets real complicated, real
fast. And everything seems to spin out of control before she
ever begins to understand what's going on. But she loves,
laughs, and does her best. And that's all you can ever ask of her.( this is totally me, every single thing. =] )
I'm the kind of girl who doesn't say much
sometimes, I don't know what to say at all
but when I do say something, I mean every word.
I don't want to be like every other teenage girl.
I want to be remembered; and I want my
voice to make a difference in some one else's life
( also very much me )