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im not a perfect person but sometimes i get close im nice & funny & i s m i l e alot! im random .no one compares to my frenndss. they r the bestest! i cry when i should laugh♥ i hate not getting my way. [but im not a brat.] i worry alot. i get jealous but u'll never kno when. i hate when ppl blow things outta porportion. i dont like using big words. i make a short story the longest one u'll ever hear :D i get sidetracked easily. &most of the time i dont even kno what im talking about. but im fun-lovin & i dont care what other ppl say. if u dont like me..oh well. i lovee the colors green pink orange & black. i♥nature and fairies.[yess they're real] im horrified by the Boogeyman & [i cant sleep if the closet door is open.] =[ ilovetalkingonthephone.i sing/dance.i live for food.i eat all the time. im a pretty good penpal i love writing. poems stories anything. &; the notebook is my favorite movie. i cry every time =<[br />
the one thing that i hate most is saying goodbye. it's never been easy for me. i mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? they are all different. some are for a day, others are for a month, and then there are the goodbyes that mean forever. & forever is so hard to comrehend. i mean, it's like, "hey, i'm never going to see you again, goodbye." it doesn't feel complete. but i think that's what goodbyes are. they're incomplete and you honestly have no idea how long it's going to last. it's just another part of life.
I have a beautiful daughter Zoey, who is turning 9 months on the 25th. Her Daddy is a great man. I'm hoping to start college next fall. I'm not sure where or what for, most likely something medical. I would like to be a Cardiovascular Sonogrpher but I'm thinking I might like to be something else, I just don't know yet. In the mean time, I'm just filling out scholarships and such. Hit me up, I'm starting to get on more often.
She's only seventeen years old. She's not perfect, never has been, never will be. She's emotional and she doesn't think about things before she says them. She'll say some things that will make you want to strangle her. She'll probably hurt you and make more mistakes than you can imagine. She doesn't mean to, but she probably will. However, she'll apologize. She's still learning about everything, even if she thinks she already knows it. She's been hurt. Sometimes she feels so alone she can't stand it. Other times she's so happy she can't believe it. She's just trying to figure out this twisted time in her life when everything gets real complicated, real fast. And everything seems to spin out of control before she ever begins to understand what's going on. But she loves, laughs, and does her best. And that's all you can ever ask of her.( this is totally me, every single thing. =] )
I'm the kind of girl who doesn't say much sometimes, I don't know what to say at all but when I do say something, I mean every word. I don't want to be like every other teenage girl. I want to be remembered; and I want my voice to make a difference in some one else's life ( also very much me )

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Dane Cook-Let's Do This, I'm A Cashew

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Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 17:15:00 GMT

baby drama

so i got a call from zack yesterday when i was on my way to this party, and it was bad. he's been at home with his parents since saturday morning. [he was at a camp all week] and with all the baby dra...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 18:14:00 GMT

2 more poems

3-24-08 copyright monica phillipsits all on you nowhere i ammy heart is yoursfor the taking.do with itwhat you willor what you wontim trusting youloving youits all in your handsdancing   the...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 18:40:00 GMT

haiku’s

3-23-08brown eyes and blue skieslistening to you whisperi love you alwaysmemories and messy hairin polka dots and slipknotsmileing to sleep
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 18:39:00 GMT

you and i (poem)

3-24-08   i can still taste your kissit lingers on my lipshours we spend togetherbut its never enoughyou gave me wingsand taught me how to flybut you’re an angel yourselfso its no wond...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 18:36:00 GMT

Being In Love

Being in love wif someone is..inexplainable. its extraordinary and beautiful. and when they have the same feelings for you its even greater. Zack is just so different than any other guy i've ever been...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 16:21:00 GMT

My Real True Love

a while ago i thought i had found my true love. the one i was supposed to be with for the rest of our lives. unfortunetly, our destinies didnt agree with what we wanted. i shouldn't say unfortunetly b...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 18:38:00 GMT

BABY NAMES?

I WANT VOTES. Zoey Anne Sanders &hearts;Allie LynnAnnabelle ---Zana ---Kalee ---Hallie ---Paul ---Landan ---Triston ---Tyler ---Andrew ---Ethan ---
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 23:42:00 GMT

Love & Lies

Dec 3, 2007 10:11 amwell since i wont talk to you in a while and you check you're myspace i figured i'd send you a message. I'm not gonna ask you to take me back nor do i expect you to. I'm prolly not...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 14:43:00 GMT