Not even hell could be hotter than you right now

About Me

Myspace Layouts~ My name's Carolyn and I'm originally from Oil City...I moved to Nashville...I moved to Maryland...Now I'm home again! I can't seem to get away from this shit-hole of a town. If you know me then I'm sure you have your own opinion of me and don't need me to tell you. Be it a good opinion or a bad one... ~ ...I'm a bitch (But I'm trying to fix it.)... ~ ...I can't let go of the past... ~ ...I may hang up on you if I lose interest in mid-conversation (It happens a lot, sorry!)... ~ ...I'm a bit spaz-tastic... ~ ...I'm in love with the concept of love... ~...~ ...I realize (and am okay with) the fact that I will die alone... ~ ...I get bored easily... ~ ...I occassionally lie... ~ ...I have A.D.D. when it comes to living life... ~ ...I'm NOWHERE near perfect... ~ ...I eat when I'm bored... ~ ...I'm a lyrics junkie... ~ ...I regret a lot of shit... ~ ...I love the movie Grease... ~ ...I'm indecisive as all hell... ~ ...I can sleep at night...no matter what I've done to you... ~~ ...I have the best friends in the world... ~ ...My feelings are worn on my sleeve... ~ ...I don't do relationships very well, so don't bring it up... ~
~ ...Beth and Matt rock my socks off (Even though they're miles upon miles away)... ~ ...Joel is by far one of the hottest guys I've ever met in my life... ~ ...I lose interest in guys just as easily as I become infatuated with them... ~ ...I wear flip flops in the winter... ~
TEGAN SARA lyrics~ ...Chances are...you'll never live up to the boy that stays on my mind, so don't try... ~ ...I'm afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails... ~ ...The song Pony by Genuwine gets me in the mood like no other... ;) ~ ...I'm 'one of the guys'...chicks need to get over it... ...If you're going to use my crayons...don't break them...

My Interests

I don't have a lot of interests...I'm kinda boring

I'd like to meet:

caitlin benoit...Kenny Chesney...Phil Rhys~
Your Pick Up Line Is
Are you from Tennessee? Because you're the only ten I see! What Pick Up Line Should You Use? ~

Music:

I love ... alkaline trio eve 6 philos bixler brand new taking back sunday fall out boy girl talk jason aldean hinder miranda lambert my chemical romance 3 doors down

finch deftones kenny chesney blondie tweet frankee cassie dead 60's nine inch nails

Movies:

poolhall junkies memoirs of a geisha the notebook super troopers girl interrupted virgin suicides grease

zenon girl of the 21st century she fought alone pirates of the carribean (only the 1st one cause the last one was fucking retarded) rumor has it fear fern gully 13 going on 30 anything with phil rhys in it...or mark ruffalo... either or...doesn't really matter... i'd do them both

Television:

Television eats away at your brain cells.~ ~ ~ ~

Books:

The Five People You Meet In Heaven, Tuesdays with Morrie, Go Ask Jane, Broken Bones, Memoirs of a Geisha

Heroes:

my mommy ~~ she's the shit

My Blog

march bitches...

hey dollfaces....i am leaving for basic training in like 20 minutes! love you guys! i'll see you sometime...as for tennessee....i'll see you guys as soon as i get some leave! i totally love you beth! ...
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 01:43:00 PST

The little marshmallow sugar things...

Eek...they give you tons of shots when you get to basic training. I hate shots. I'm scared of needles. However, I did get a ton of PEEPS yesterday....so I think it evens out...
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 07:31:00 PST

there's strong and then there's army strong....hehe

okay today has been a great day. here's a quick run down. 1. i got my 60 days clean today. 2. i found out when i leave for basic training. 3.i leave on the 26th, which means i can go to the show on th...
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 01:53:00 PST

this has been my day. gotta get it out before you get it in

today i'm mad. i'm irritable and annoyed. horrible and unpleasant to be around. today i'm a prisoner of my own mind. i look here for someone to talk to. nobody's here. the whole world has let me down....
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:09:00 PST

there's that one thing that you're feeling

Name: Carolyn BenoitBirthdate: 1-5-85Birthplace: olney, mdCurrent Location: oil city, paEye Color: blueish/greenish...i thinkHair Color: brownHeight: 5 foot nothingWeight: yeah fucking right&Piercings...
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 09:52:00 PST

I need proof that you bleed

So, I've been bothered like crazy lately. It seems like every little thing is just getting to me. People, places and things. Even if it's the right people, the right places and the right things. It's ...
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 10:55:00 PST

The few. The proud. The Marines.

So, yeah, I leave on tuesday for boot camp. It's three months long. It's for the Marines. I swore in yesterday. Some input would help.
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 08:31:00 PST

50 things that you don't want to know because I'm not what you wanted

1. How tall are you barefooot? 5'22. Have you ever done heroin? yes3. Do you own a gun? i hate guns4. Who's your best friend? missy, renee, beth and t (like it or not...forever love you babe!)5. Do yo...
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 11:59:00 PST

Just a moment of weakness...

There are times, not that often, that I would really enjoy just walking up to someone and flat out punching them in the side of the head as hard as I can and asking them what the fuck they're doing. S...
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 11:01:00 PST

I want to drink you, scare you, fuck you and film you.

Ha, I bet people who have no idea about gj, have no idea what that means. Stupid fucks. FYI...Glassjaw is kicking off the damn reunion tour on the 14th. Guess where it fucking starts?...
Posted by Not even hell could be hotter than you right now on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:47:00 PST