About Me

i hate my life. why is it that whenever things are going well for you someone just comes along and pulls down their pants and shits all over your face and you just feel the shit oozing all over you and into your mouth and you try to keep from having an orgasm but you just can't because hey there's shit in your mouth? that's how i feel all the fucking time. god i wish i could just be happy for once.

My Interests

nothing

I'd like to meet:

anyone who won't stab me in the back, betray my trust, make me feel like a complete loser, and step all over my hopes and dreams.....

Chek out my myspace!

Music:

anything that takes my mind off the searing pain.

Books:

My online journal

My Blog

ever just want to die??

cause i do. all the time. today at school my now ex-best friend and ex-girlfriend from four years ago were having sex in the bathroom and i walked in on them. i've never felt so betrayed in my l...
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

:(

today i went to school.........................that was mistake number one. i found out today that ashley just killed herself. she was 8 years old. she was found dead last night with an em...
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i wrote a poem

blood, tears, shit, dripping down my face, running down my leg, filling up my mouth, makes me sad, but yet, in the sad ness, i, can find some thing, happy.
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST